Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Saving Myself from the Darkness ❯ The Darkness I Live Through ( Chapter 1 )

Saving Myself from the Darkness

Rated: PG - 13 for child abuse and language

Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh if I did I'd be a very rich middle school teen living in a beautiful mansion.

A/N: Hewoo everyone I'm back with another new story I know I just posted "My Beloved Tenshi" but I decided to put another new story since chapter 1 in the last story is very short so yeah..enjoy another story by me and the whole story is going to be Katsuya Jounouchi but some other times it will be from a narrative point of view..ok I'm babbling here again so..enjoy the story minna! ^_^

/Hikari to Yami/ and //Yami to Hikari//

'thoughts'

"Speaking"

**Scene change or Flashbacks**

P.O.V(Point of View): Katsuya Jounouchi

Summery: [[takes place after Battle City]] Abuse and pain was always in the life of two particular teens, but one escaped, but is still being haunted by the memories and one is still living it. Now this teen is almost enveloped by the darkness that has haunted him everyday of his life, who would save him? No it's not Yuugi nor one of his friends, but a certain brunet with Cerulean eyes. What happens if that teen should be fully enveloped by the darkness? Would he kill himself to take away this pain or experience love in the process of it and be forever with his love? [[Parings: S/J and Y/Y]]

Chapter 1: The Darkness I live through

Darkness. Pain. Suffering. Abuse.

The four things I live through my life everyday. Abuse from my father, the pain of separation from being without my sister, suffering the days that I have to live in this hell hole of a home, and the darkness that surrounds me every night when I'm alone, no one to care for me.

The darkness.....It haunts me every night and day. I hear the evil chuckles that laugh at me, wanting me to give into the darkness and never go to the light. I still keep on fighting I don't know why, I have a feeling that this would be all over but what if I'm wrong and it would never be over?

The evil chuckles keep telling me stuff like: 'Give up and surrender to the darkness.'or 'Give it up nobody cares for you anymore.' Sobbing at the corner of my so-called room my face to the wall and my back to my little bed. It wasn't much off a bed, it was only a ragged sleeping bag that I've used since my early childhood age of 7 when my mom separated my sis and I.

The door to my room burst open as a drunken man shouts. "There you are bitch I've been looking for you!"I turn around and stood there as I await my punishment that comes every single night. The man sees my tear-stained cheeks and smirks. "You've been crying, you weakling fucking son of a bitch!"A punch connected to my stomach making me wince in pain, but I was used to it. I coughed up blood holding my stomach in pain as he laughed at me, the blood stained the floor, it used to be light brown but now it was red-brown with coverage of my blood.

I got up weakly from the floor holding my stomach with one hand and steadying myself with the other. The once innocent eyes of the man that used to be my loving father was now dull and lifeless, with anger mixed within those dark honey-brown eyes of his.

Another punch was thrown at me, this time it hit my ribs. A cry of pain echoed throughout the house, I was sure that he broke a rib after that. I stumbled to the ground gasping in pain.

I hear a bear bottle smash as I looked to see my grinning father with a big shard of the bottle in his hand. My eyes filled with fear and pain as the drunkard walked closer to me. "Dad stop!" I shout, backing away to the wall. My hands were already stained with the thick sticky substance of blood, why was I cursed to live in this hell?

I hear my father chuckle as he neared towards me. "You ruined everything you son of a bitch!"I scream in pain as he cuts me on my right leg. He seemed to enjoy my torment seeing as that he kept on cutting me on my two legs and arms while I screamed, my tears of pain rushed down to the red blood fresh floor. He kept on hitting me and hitting me laughing evilly at my cries, until he was satisfied that his work was done and left the room.

I lay there, my honey-brown eyes staring at the darkness of the room, laying in my own fresh blood. My blonde hair looked to be a red color as the sticky substance was dipped into my hair. "Come into the darkness Katsuya Jounouchi, you won't have to suffer anymore."The dark voice whispered as my eyes seemed to darken giving in.

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Bolting upright on his bed feeling a tremendous power while sweating, Yuugi Mutou a tri-colored haired boy of red, yellow, and black with innocent amethyst eyes showing worry in them, a champion duelist of Duelist Kingdom and Battle City with the game Duel Monsters or Shadow Games. /Yami do you feel that?/A spirit that looked like him with a few differences appeared wearing the same pj's as his hikari of baby blue shirt and pants with glow in the dark yellow stars. He was about 5"2 while his hikari was about 4"11. His crimson eyes looked at his hikari nodding answering his question.

"Yes I did Yuugi, I sense darkness not like our shadow magic."The spirit, Yami or Pharaoh Atem's eyes then narrowed. "I have been sensing this for awhile now Yuugi but it hasn't been this powerful."The hikari's eyes widened a bit as he spoke: "What if one of our friends is trapped within this darkness?"

Sparkling tears started to come down softly to his face. "I just can't bare the thought of losing them especially Jou."Yami perked a brow confused. "I've been noticing scars and bruises lately on him."Yami looked at his hikari worriedly as he said this. "I hope that he will keep his promise."

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I wanted the pain to be over, to be a normal kid with a normal family, not the life I have right now. I wanted to give in right now but it was then I remembered the promise I made to my best pal Yuugi after the duel between us after the Battle City tournament was over.

**Flashback**

I looked to my best pal smiling trying hard not to wince as we walked. My dad gave me hell when I got back from Alcatraz Duel tower, I don't want to go into detail so let's continue. "Jou?"I looked to my friend, my blonde hair swaying gently as the wind blew.

"Yeah Yuug?"I noticed that his innocent amethyst eyes looked worried as I looked at them, wondering if he knew my secret.

He looked up at me. "You know I trust you and you'd tell me everything right?"I looked to him and nodded.

"What about it?"I ask looking into those pools of amethyst, I didn't want to lie to my best friend but I didn't want him to worry and get hurt, I just couldn't see an innocent boy as Yuugi get hurt again.

"Promise me you won't give into the darkness."I blinked trying to hide my surprise face. 'What does he mean.'I thought looking at him, smiling as I said: "I promise Yuug, stop worrying about me."

**End of Flashback**

My eyes went back to being what they used to without the dark influence that was trying to get me to give in. "I mustn't give in."I got up weakly from the still bloodied floor, one hand pressed against the wall to balance my body from falling and one hand against where my broken ribs should be. "I..must..go..to..Yuug."I could barely even talk even see clearly, but I managed to open the window slowly, my hands trembling as pain shot through them.

I slowly climbed down through the silver pole wincing slightly trying to keep my eyes focused. I limped through the street of Domino Ave. Yuug's street was Kami st. which was only two blocks away as I limped through the rest of the way.

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The tri-colored haired teen paced worriedly as he thought about his friends. "What can we do, we can't just sit here and do nothing!"The teen blurted out breaking the silence between the two. The ancient Pharaoh stood up from his position on his hikari's bed, turning into his physical form as he touched his hikari's shoulder with both hands looking at the other's eyes, when he suddenly hugged him letting Yuugi cry on his shoulder.

"It's okay aibou, let it all out."The pharaoh patted his back softly, the doorbell then rang loudly as Yami looked at the clock on top of Yuugi's dresser seeing that it was only 2 in the morning thinking: 'Who could that be at this time of night?'The young hikari sniffled as Yami pulled away. The innocent boy looked back at Yami rubbing his tears, smiling brightly as he kissed the ancient pharaoh on the lips making both of them blush at the same time.

"Let's go Yami and answer the door."The young boy chirped happily putting his matching slippers of the pj's and walked down the stairs humming a simple tune. Yami smiled at the sight, watching his little hikari happy made his heart jump with joy.

Walking down the stairs to the door Yami watched chuckling at his hikari waiting impatiently tapping his foot. He walked to where his aibou was at the front door, as the young hikari opened it he gasped making the ancient Pharaoh gasp at the sight he saw too.

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A/N: I know another short chapter but this one's longer than the last stories and I know I left you hanging on that cliffhanger sorry minna, but I will have the next chapter put up soon I swear on....Jou's fighting streak I'll put it up soon. ^_^ - Well I shall go...sayonara minna! *runs to get some sleep*