Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Shattered Walls (as a whole) ❯ Shattered Walls::A story of trust and Love ( Chapter 1 )

Kaiba looked outside his bedroom window as the rain poured down from the sky. The rain hit the faces of the ones below like hail and didn't rest his slow spirits. It has been a long time since he knew what love was. And there was only one that showed it to him. That one person has been gone for years. He is twenty years old still living in the same place except there was one thing different about his mansion. It had pictures that lined the walls of happy times. His face glowing with pride as he holds his lover protectively, but then his eyes grew sad as Kaiba looked at them. Its been 1 year since he has seen his love but he could still remember the time he fell in love with him to the time he last saw him. It no longer made him cry it only made him sigh with a passion unknown to anyone else in this world.

It was when he was 16. The cards had been more than popular and his family's success was more than just a figment of the past. It was his future too. He found himself devoting more time to the cards than toward his sparring. His card game gave him a power he never imagined and that power satisfied him. That was until the day he met Yugi Motou. A small young boy about the age 15 years old with a strange power that both intrigued him and freed him from that bondage of power. From then on he couldn't stop thinking about him. He never left his mind of a rival or as a soon to become lover. But the thought of him and Yugi being together frightened him. It just wasn't something his family would expect for the company. It wasn't a good image he would always hear his conscious telling him. But that didn't seem to matter. After that first duel he had to see Yugi again in that form. It wasn't the kid Yugi he was after even though he liked that side of him also. What he liked was the Yami. It was what truly turned him on. But he didn't really noticed till after the battle that that was true. Which took a lot of reasoning and thinking with himself. So he finally knew why he couldn't stay with any damn girl because he didn't get the same rush as he did when he saw Yugi looking at him. But he wished at first he didn't get that same smile until…

It seemed like a normal day it really did. The sun was as bright and the air just as crisp. The same shit over and over again as any boring day near Kaiba corp. the poor young president defiantly needed to get some me time. So he left around 5 thinking he would be back in an hour or so. He was truly wrong about that.

Kaiba felt his feet hit the ground harshly his senses tense with paranoia. He couldn't quite understand why he felt this way. But there was that feeling someone was following him he thought blindly. But no one would want to challenge me the best card and fighter in this city he snickered quietly to himself. Then he began to see Yugi's face and begin to ponder over every movement. The way his face changed from one thing to another his emotions and his actions. He became so fascinated with the young boy that he forgot what he was doing and began to curse at himself "Dammit Yugi Motou why can I get you out of my fucking head?! You're all who I think about. All I want all i…" his voice trailed off as up the side walk he was walking from came Yugi and his friends Honda, Anzu, and Jonouchi all talking in their normal harmonious manor. They all stopped when they saw him. Of course Kaiba as being proud as he is summed up his courage to walk pass them not even making a flinch. Wanting to kill himself along the entire way.

It had been awhile since Yugi had seen him and being Curious as he was he tried to wave at him. But the young man seemed to be more interest in his thoughts than anyone else but he decided to follow him anyway. He waved to his friends good bye and ran off to meet him.

Kaiba wanted to die. He couldn't believe that Yugi was following him. Him the guy who tried to kill his crazy grandfather and the one who is crazy about him. He was hoping that he wasn't blushing because if he was he might as well die here and now because he cant let Yugi see him like this. Looking like a pathetic schoolgirl who has a crush on the hottest guy. But he had to admit Yami Yugi was hot. Maybe even the best looking guy he knew. "STOP THINKING THAT" he yelled at himself. Then froze…. oh shit Yugi heard me I know it…. Dammit…. I want to die right now Kaiba began to blush right then. His face bright red and his pants as tight as can be. He could feel that Yugi sensed his confusion and tried to run into a café. But before he could run in he felt a hand grasp to his wrist. He turned to his captor and blushed a deeper red as he met the eyes of his captor Yugi gave him a warm smile, "where are you going Kaiba san?"

Kaiba remained silent frozen to Yugi's warm touch. He wanted to kiss him he wanted to feel his warm lips against his. But he knew Yugi didn't feel that way about him or did he? He couldn't tell with the smile. It was so warm so loving ….so wanting and concerned. "Kaiba san? Anything wrong?" Yugi's smile faded and became quite concerned. As Kaiba sat there staring at the ground not answering him, Yugi began to flick his fingers hoping an answer will come up. "Kaiba Kaiba Kaiba?"

Kaiba finally got out of his trance then looked back at him "what is it?" he said in his most monotone voice.

Yugi looked back at him startled at his answer but then regained his composure and smiled. "I just wanted to see if you were alright"

"Well I am and stop holding my arm your making me feel strange"

"Strange what do you mean?" Yugi answered pulling his arm away.

"Oh damn I said too much"

"No you didn't…"

"Yugi shut up just shut it…"he looked around and opened the door to the café. "Do you want some coffee or something?"

Yugi slightly blushed and nodded his head. He didn't like coffee but just the thought of him and Kaiba being together in one place not fighting made him cringe in excitement. They sat there at a table and remained silent for a while till Kaiba put his hand on Yugi's and gave the first true smile of his life. And as the hot sticky redness grew on his face he could tell that something was going on in the others mind.

"…Kaiba…What's with this?" the boy said shyly looking away from the blushing other's face.

"I don't know…. I just needed to talk to you"

"Talk to me? Why? I thought you hated me Kaiba san"

Kaiba took a sip of his ordered coffee and remained his serine face even though he was blushing from head to toe. But he was becoming used to having Yugi around so the color changed from dark red to a nice shade of pink. It was actually quite embarrassing for him to be acting this way for this one 15-year-old boy. But at that moment it didn't seem to matter.

" You freed me from my bondage Yugi of hatred and despair I only wanted to return the favor as a token of my forgiveness"

"You don't have to sorry Kaiba. It's all alright. No one was hurt so there isn't any problems" he gave a sweet smile and began to leave the table. But before he could leave he could feel Kaiba's hand on his never leaving that spot

"Please don't go," he pleaded his eyes full of a passion that Yugi never saw in Kaiba's eyes. He was so full of love? Love or lust? The boy couldn't quite get it out from his eyes. But as soon as he asked him not to go, Yugi leaned his face closer to his and grasped him in a kiss.

HES KISSING ME!!!!!! HE FUCKING KISSING ME OH SHIT OH SHIT his thoughts were going crazy but his arms was holding onto the young boy's neck. Holding them closer. He could feel his body leaning over the kid and Yugi's hands touching him lightly enjoying every moment of this. And as his touch reached the nub that was growing in his pants he suddenly froze and saw all the people around them in the parlor and grew bright red. Yugi stopped also to see what was wrong only to see everyone staring at them. Including his friends who some how appeared there. All of them shocked. Jonouchi the most shocked of them all ran out the café angry, while anzu and Honda tried to get Yugi off the turned on 16 year old. Kaiba didn't want Yugi to leave but his friends sent horrible glares at him. He didn't know whether to back down or to fight he decided to try to use his head than his fist and backed down, as they dragged the boy out of there. Yugi's face showed he didn't want him to go. He looked like he was crying like as if he got something that he always wanted. Like a little kid who just bought this really good ice cream but it fell to the ground thus ruining the experience.

Suddenly Jonouchi ran into the parlor and struck a punch at Kaiba's face. As the young man took the wrist in his hand the other hand punched him in the face. Breaking his lip and letting the blood flow down his perfect face. Yugi watched outside from the window as his friends held him back and let this happen.

With a sudden change of heart Kaiba let the psycho guy pummel him with pitiful punches and kicks that only left him with a bruised rib and a bloody face. After of course Jonouchi spit in his face.

"You psycho little queer if You don't Leave Yugi alone I will fucking kill you got that?"

"I would like to see you try" Kaiba scoffed

"You just stay the fuck out of Yugi's life. You'll only hurt him just like you hurt everyone else"

With that Kaiba struck him with his best punch sending the idiot in the wall and loving every second while he had the blood on his hands but then noticed something really wrong. He saw Yugi run in there not to him but his friend that was covered in food and tables. He saw the boy look at him with sad eyes and gathered his dazed friend. Then ran out the door not even saying goodbye.

Kaiba's eyes suddenly became amazingly sad and fell to his knees for he defiantly screwed up now. And he probably will never find forgiveness in those eyes ever again. That love and lust for each other not now and not ever. He dismissed all his hopeful thinking and ran out of the parlor holding back his tears. He couldn't believe he did what he did and he let that happen. "Why didn't I use my head? Why couldn't I regain my composure? Was it because of what that baka said? Oh I don't know nor do I care!!" he said falling down in an alley somewhere so he could be alone. He found himself sobbing knowing he left he would never have the one he loves. When suddenly he felt a hand on his shoulder. He felt almost alienated and exposed when this happen so he looked to around to see who it was.

The figure stood in the dark his face full of some twisted hatred that no one could quite understand. And as he touched the young boy he licked his lips in desire and lust. The boy struggled and tried to get away only for him to grab him stronger. He shoved the boy into a passionate unwanted kiss and slammed him to the wall. He grabbed and touched every part of his body through his clothes. He could feel the boy scream as he removed his clothes leaving him naked and insecure. In a dark alley. His face still bruised from the punch and his member still hard from the passionate kiss he had with his love. Everything was perfect except the figure knew that Kaiba did not love him. As he encased the boy in utter most passion by licking and suckling at every little piece of skin, He could see the urge for him not to moan through the boys face. The figure didn't want that at all from his victim he wanted to hear his cries and his screams. He pushed him to the ground and ground into Kaiba's center entering him with full force. The boy wretched and cried in agony that soon turned to a pleasure he never felt before. But deep down inside he had the feeling that this was not right. And as he screamed in orgasm the figure spilled his seed inside leaving him full and unsatisfied with what just happened. The figure zipped his pants and pulled the boy in one last kiss. Leaving Kaiba in a daze of pure distraught and sadness. His body leaned over in a corner covering himself from the world he cried silently.

Kaiba staggered out of the alley with only his ripped clothes and his car keys. He could see himself during those scenes of total embarrassment. As the great seto Kaiba is shredded of his dignity and pride. He wanted to kill the one who was responsible for his pain but couldn't bring himself to it. He felt too wound up in his own thoughts. He could feel his tears trickle down from his face as he tried to reach his car as people watched around him. Some stared at his clothes and his looks while others didn't say anything and tried to go on with their lives. He reached the door of his car and opened it stepping in and shutting it with full force. He looked into the car mirror and saw small bruises on his perfect face. Hickeys laid on his neck like tattoos. Scars strew all over his arms and legs. And most of the spot of penetration hurt more than anything. It made it hard to just sit and sob his tears away. Even though sometimes he wondered which pain was he crying about? The physical or the mental? No matter what he concluded there was no way he would have anyone see him in this state.

"I'm so damn helpless. I cant even help myself because I' so blinded with thoughts of love. A love that will never be." he turned the keys of the car and sped away hoping something would happen that he would die or get knocked out so he would never have to remember this night again. But he was truly wrong so very wrong. If only he knew what the future had in store for him.

Yugi sat up in his bed. His eyes fixed on Jonouchi who sat in a chair near by. He was wondering when his friend would leave but he heard Jonouchi tell his grandfather he will be staying the night tonight. "Jonouchi when will you be leaving"

"Tomorrow, I want to watch you tonight"

"Watch me why?"

"I don't trust him"

"Don't you think we should give him a chance?"

"But we did give him a chance and what did he do? Slam me into a bunch of tables"

"You kinda asked for Jou Chan"

"Like how? He was all over you"

"Do you think that I would have screamed or something if I didn't…"

"Didn't what?"

"I wanted it…badly"

Jonouchi stared at him hard as Yugi said those words. His glare different that it ever was. It could have been of worry or jealousy maybe even love. But at the time Yugi didn't notice. He only noticed that he was starting to care about the Seto Kaiba. Which particularly made him want to cringe. Because not only was this guy his rival but also a source of a lot of his troubles. He remained quiet though except for one thing that bothered him… Jonouchi could see his friends concern on his face.

"Something wrong?" he asked putting his hand on his shoulder.

"I just feel like something wrong happened to him"

"What he forgot his wallet or something?"

"No its like serious"

"Oh…. so do you want to leave?"

"I don't know…"

"Why not? You seem to have feelings for the bastard"

"He's not a bastard…just really misunderstood"

"Like hell he is. Just sick and."

"Shut the fuck up Jonouchi. You have no damn clue"

"What?"

"You don't know what it was like…. to kiss him, to hold and to be held…it was an experience you cant even imagine"

Yugi blushed at the words he just said his feeling pouring out like water. He was starting to feel the after effects of lustful love and want. But he wondered if it would ever be anything more.

Jonouchi listened to the boy's words with pure serenity and in sadness he grabbed the boy in his arms and held to him tightly. Yugi couldn't see it but Jonouchi was crying as he held him in his arms. He couldn't believe that his closest friend in this world was holding him so tenderly. It was like the strong Jonouchi has become nothing but a small scared lion cub. He didn't want Yugi to leave. If only he knew my true feelings Jou Chan thought as he held the boy. If only he knew I dreamt of him every night. Wanting to feel those feelings he feels toward that… kisama. well I cant stop him from his heart but I can at least be there for him when he need's me.

"Yugi…. go to him"

The boy stared into Jonouchi's eyes and remained quiet then began smile. "I will. Thanks Jonouchi"

With that the boy ran off hoping to find something that will ease his senses of the love now within himself. He could still feel the uneasiness that something was wrong which only made him search quicker. He looked everywhere only to come across a dark alley. This alley had the strong smell of blood…and toxic chemicals. The smells made him want to vomit but as he felt his stomach lurch he found a small piece of torn cloth on the ground. It was the same blue as Kaiba's jacket torn and stained with red blood. The boy could feel his heart sank as he began to look for a body anywhere. Just anything to make him stop thinking what he was. He isn't dead I know it. My god who would do this its not making any sense, how could they do it? He remained silent, as he looked around the dark alley only to find a single bit of comfort that Kaiba wasn't there, at least not his body. Yugi looked at his watched and noticed that it was hitting 1am but he didn't quite care though even though he was tired. He had to find Kaiba and see what's wrong. He threw out one of his cards the dark magician and it popped up lying on the ground. "What do you want?" he said sleeping on his wand.

"Help me find Kaiba" Yugi said running in place out of eagerness

The magician pulled out a snicker and scratched his nose. "What's in it for me?"

Yugi leaned close to the magician's ear. "Kaiba has Black Magician Girl"

"Well hell man why didn't you tell me sooner?"

"Because I thought you obey without being bribed," Yugi sighed.

"Heh heh heh there is a lot you don't know about us"

"Whatever can you come or what? I might need you"

"Hell No"

"WHAT????"

"Heh heh just kidding. I get sweet Dark Magician Girl ass don't I how can I refuse?"

Yugi wanted to kill that magician in an instant. He couldn't understand why he just didn't burn that damn card. Oh well it wasn't like he didn't need the bastard. He began to walk down the street and wondered what was taking the magic boy so long. He looked behind him and he saw the magician drinking a bottle of brandy.

"DARK MAGICIAN!!!!!"

"What? Cant a man get drunk"

"Your no man"

"Heh your right…I'm a Youkai who has a lot to give you great looking girl" the magician fell on Yugi and began trying to kiss him and touch him.

"AHHH GROSS!!!!!!! EWWWWWW GET AWAY YOU DRUNKEN BASTARD!!!!" He pushed the youkai away and ran as fast as he could down some weird dark street. As soon as he stopped to catch his breath the magician was floating up above him.

"I'm not that drunk anymore," he said with a chuckle.

"Eh heh yeah right" Yugi responded uneasily

"Well are we going or not?" the magician said pointing in the direction of Kaiba's mansion.

"Do you think we can walk?"

"No we wont get they're fast enough and besides…there could be people standing guard"

"Well then what shall we do?"

The magician gave the boy a smile. "Teleport" with that said the magician touched the arm of the boy and teleported them to the door of Kaiba's room, in his huge mansion.

"Hey I'm going to find that…gorgeous card seeya around Yugi Sama," the magician whispered as he walked down the huge hall disappearing into the darkness at the end. Yugi knocked on the door and listened to see if anyone was coming. He opened it and saw the sleeping seto Kaiba. He was writhing in his bed. Infiltrated with nightmares.

Yugi crept beside the young man's 's bed. He could smell Kaiba's sweet scent of autumn wind. And as he laid his head down on the end of the sheets, the young man woke up, sweating.

Kaiba stared at the boy. He didn't know what to think accept one thing. "Leave" he whispered coldly.

"Kaiba .san…." the younger whispered.

" GET OUT"

"I just wanted to see if you were alright"

" Well I AM NOW GET OUT OF MY ROOM!!!!"

"Then explain this" Yugi held the blood stained piece of cloth in his hands and showed it to Kaiba.

"I don't know what that is," he answered

"You're lying…"

"Yugi get out of my room…please" he said his eyes filled with tears.

The young boy suddenly turned Yami and looked into the others eyes.

"What's wrong Kaiba you can tell me"?

"No…I cant"

Yami Yugi held his face close to Kaiba's and wiped the tears from his eyes. "Don't…worry," he whispered kissing his forehead.

"Please…don't"

"I wont hurt you" Yami said putting his hand in his and leaning Kaiba on the bed.

"…. It's happening again…"

"I will never do that to you"

"You knew?"

Yami kissed him again, "of course once I saw your beautiful eyes I could tell what happened. Its easy to read you mind Kaiba Chan"

"You can read my mind? That's comforting"

"I can do many things"

"Oh really? Willing to show me?"

Yami grasped his hands and clutched them with the others. He slowly leaned down to his lover's face and kissed him. He could feel their tongues fight for the dominance inside their mouths. He could taste his lover's sweet lips as he left them licking his lips.

"I wont ever let anything hurt you," he whispered.

"How can I be sure?"

"You don't trust me?"

"I'm sorry…. I don't really know"

Yami crawled into the sheets beside his love. "Well if you don't trust me then ill just have to stay here won't I?"

"Yugi…. you never cease to amaze me"

Yugi changed from Yami to his normal self and leaned on Kaiba's shoulder. "I think I might stay her for awhile," he whispered falling asleep

Kaiba kissed the young boy as he fell asleep. Not able to remove the smile from his lips. But their was still one thing that plagued his mind…. who was the person that stared this all? And why?

As the sun rose and its beautiful light shined into the bedroom of the two lovers. Blessing them with its presence. Kaiba could feel his eyes open to the wonderful glare of the sunlight. He looked over to see his new love sleeping on his shoulder. His eyes closed and a serine look enveloped his presence. There was nothing but peace in this room. Such sweet serenity and wholesomeness, the wonders of peace wasn't the only thing that kept this wonderful moment alive…could it possibly be true love? Actual true love? Not lust or puppy dog eyed love…there wasn't any way they could know. At least not yet…

Some how minutes later the door opened and there was a figure standing in the doorway, His clothes in a slight tinted pink and his hair lying in his face. Kaiba quickly tried to get up when suddenly his wrist was caught. He looked back at his captor with eyes full of rage.

Yugi looked back at him his eyes full of both love and worry. He could see his lover's hate grow inside his eyes and he will not let that hate resurface again. Not ever he will not lose what he worked so hard to accomplish. He pulled his lover back into a kiss. And stood in front of him.

"What do you want Pegasus?"

The man gave a light chuckle and put his finger to him mouth. "I only want what's mine"

"And what may that be?"

Pegasus pointed to the shirtless Kaiba who was sitting upright on his bed. Waiting for Yugi to give him the permission to attack.

"He is not yours…. Pegasus…not anyone's"

"Well will see about that"

Pegasus pushed Yugi away from in front of Kaiba slamming him to the floor. When suddenly the boy began to witness the horror that happened to his love the other night. The taller man stood above his love enveloping him in sensual unwanted touches. Then pulled out a pair of handcuffs. He could see that Kaiba wanted to fight but he could also see that the pleasure was more than one could bear too. As the handcuffs were locked a sudden hate developed in the boy's soul. And his body began to glow a yellow like glow and he noticed the weapons around him. The weapons that kept his love sane, he saw a sword lay in a closet near them and he grabbed it quickly. His rage encompassing him he throws the sword toward Pegasus's neck.

The man gave the boy a slight snicker but didn't mover from over Kaiba "are you going to kill me?"

"That's my decision you heartless bastard" he said clutching the sword.

"How about a duel? To the death"

"When?"

"Three days from now. I'll leave you to your precious Kaiba till then. If you lose I will kill you" with that he moved off of Kaiba and left slamming the door behind him. A key lay on the floor beside the bed and a shocked pair of eyes caught the boy's attention as he reached for it.

Kaiba was breathing heavy his chest full of red scratch marks and his neck red from harsh suckles. He looked like he was about to cry holding back the tears,

The boy ran over to him and wrapped his arms around him. "I'm sorry" he said kissing his cheek "I'm so sorry"

"will it ever go?" Kaiba said chocking on his tears.

"That night?"

"yes…what else?"

Yugi's eyes softened with compassion and held him for a while. He knew he was smaller and shorter but at that moment that didn't seem to matter. He could see the fear in his lover's eyes and all that mattered was that he had to make the memories go away.

"do you want to rest awhile? Its early…only about 7am….i think an hour will help you"

"I don't need any sleep"

"you were barely asleep when I came here last night"

"don't lecture me I can take care of myself" Kaiba said stubbornly.

"you never seem to have too much pride do you?"

Kaiba gave a small smile. "I have some"

Yugi gave his huge child like smile and all the seriousness in his eyes faded. "I'm going to sleep. Your welcome to join me if you like"

"Only if …"

"Only if what?"

"If you'll be at my side" Kaiba said leaning his head closer to Yugi's touching their lips and entering his mouth.

The boy leaned to the side of the bed as his lover kissed him. He wanted more though as the taller boy loomed over top of him. He began to move his leg between Kaiba's and stroke the inside of his lover's legs with his own.

Kaiba shuddered as the one he's obsessed with touched him so passionately…yet he didn't want it not yet… he pushed the boy off him for a little and watched the boy's child like eyes become sad. "What's wrong?"

"…I don't …I don't…I don't really know …" Kaiba murmured shaking still.

…. Yugi looked at Kaiba with his eyes full of sadness. "I'm sorry then Kaiba san…" he walked from the bed over to the large window and gazed out with tears in his eyes.

He couldn't figure it out. Was Kaiba as really hurt as it seems? Or is it possible I cant help him escape from his darkness? Yugi thought sighing as he watched the sunrise.

Kaiba walked over to him and put his hand on his shoulder.

"I don't think sleeping for awhile won't be so bad"

"You seem to need it without me" Yugi pouted crossing his arms.

"Not true…I like having you there. I feel safer"

"Safer?"

"Never mind…" he said picking Yugi up in his arms. "I think its time I give my prince the proper treatment don't you think"

"Maybe…" the boy answered giggling a little as he laid him on the sheets.

The sheets were still cold but they still had Kaiba's scent on them as Yugi laid on top of them. He smiled a little and looked up into his lover's eyes that loomed over top of him.

" Three days we have to train"

"Three days we have to be together" Kaiba said pulling Yugi's hands to his cheek kissing them.

"Three days…. of us staying together in the same place." Yugi answered sighing

"The same room" the other answered gazing into his love's eyes

"The same bed" they both whispered to each other. Small laughs could be heard as they repeated those words. Every one had a pause because of small kisses here and there.

Yugi curled up against his love and laid his head on Kaiba chest slowly falling asleep as he felt his hair being stroked by the other.

Kaiba looked up at the wall then down at his sleeping lover smiling as the room became slowly fuzzy and drifted off to sleep.

3 days was true. There was only that little bit of time to train and to for the two lovers to become closer. But why did they need to be closer. Was it a choice of trust? Or was it a choice of loyalty? Loyalty has already been shown but what about the trust. Kaiba hasn't fully begun to trust Yugi yet. Even though he loved his archrival with every bit of his soul but he knew a love without trust is both fruitless and not love at all. He sighed slightly and glared at the swords around his room. Some on stands others on tables. It didn't seem right to him. His sleeping lover in his arms the life around him. Everything seemed to perfect. To nice to imagine. He kept believing something was going to happen something truly devastating.

Yugi woke up hours later with Kaiba by his side. He couldn't believe what had happened just hours before much less believe that he was still in his love's bed. He just noticed that they had never said an actual "I love you" as lovers, nor as people. He didn't want to force it on his love. But maybe one day he will say it. Yugi sighed. "Your so cute Kaiba san when your asleep…so vulnerable…so needing…" the boy suddenly knew where his thoughts were going and jumped out of bed. His small form showing his excitement within, "Oh…god I want him…but I cant even touch him beyond a single sensual touch" Yugi took a sword from the wall and brought out a card, the red eyes black dragon. "Infuse," he whispered exiting the room in only his pajama bottom. The sword suddenly engulfed by a black light transformed in the young boy's hands into a Black blade with a red streak running through the middle of it. "This will be the perfect training sword. I will kill Pegasus…for hurting my love." He looked around and began to get irritated. He knew that he didn't tell dark magician to be here this morning but he knew that magician knew about he and Kaiba's situation. As he walked down the hallways of the huge mansion he cam across a large door, he opened curious of what might be inside only to see.

"DARK MAGICIAN WHAT THE FUCKIN HELL?"

The magician woke up with a sudden stir scared almost half to death to see his young master small and helpless looking screaming the curses in his face. He knew he was in bed with the wonderful Black magician girl whom he now calls Yuri, which is her name. He slowly crept out of his with only a pair of boxers on and his long hair shining in the morning sun. He gave his master a smirk like smile and flinged his hair back with his hand. Yugi couldn't stand this any longer and slapped the magician behind his head.

"Dumbass were supposed to be training NOT SCREWING"

"AW COME ON MAN SHES HOT"

"WHO?" Yugi asked then peering over the magicians shoulder. A small blond woman laid in the bed her eyes closed and her blond hair hiding her small curves. She suddenly woke up pulling the sheets up to her chin. "Who...is he Koji?" she said looking at Dark magician with a frightened look. "This is Master Yugi, Yuri," he answered pointing to the young boy in front of them. The girl blushed and waved at Yugi's bewildered face.

"Koji? Yuri?" he looked confused as those names came off his lips.

The magician smiled and put a hand on the boy's shoulder. "Do not worry young master. We only adopted more common names for our suit in the real world"

"So you're here to stay in other words?"

"We do have human forms even though our present forms are pretty much alike"

"I see well I shall be leaving" the young boy said walking out of the room. Just before he shut the door something was heard. "That's a infusion sword Yuri"

"Do you think?"

"Lets just wait and see how it turns out"

"Alright" the girl whispered keeping it as low profile as it was possible.

Yugi gave a harsh low chuckle. He knew what type of darkness he was messing with. He knew that if he loses this battle he would lose not only Kaiba but his soul also. But somehow the restoration of his lover's pride was worth it. Was worth it all and maybe then if I do win he'll let me have him. Hah! Lets all hope so. He said in his subconscious. He looked down at his hands and saw something different. He became Yami all together. Yugi tried to sum up his other subconscious. But it was already there. He was Yugi but he also was Yami… it was more than odd for the young boy. It was frightening to see himself in a mirror. A taller young man…with eyes of a warrior…it was strange. And as he left for the training hall he called out "Koji!! Join me in battle"

Koji snickered a laugh. "I knew that was coming," he said changing into his humanoid form. A tall young man about the age of 18 his hair long and dark like a raven and his eyes were as blue as the Caribbean Sea. His normal magician outfit was soon replaced with casual khaki cargo pants and a t-shirt. He smiled at the way he looked as he ran out of the room toward the training hall. The hundreds of mirrors or glass flowing in the hallway, it was defiantly different he concluded. This human form of mine is defiantly different. I must thank the person who is responsible for my change. I wonder if it's the young master, the unknowing young master. He barely understands the power he just tapped into. Behind him was a blonde girl with blue eyes. Her hair long and she wore a pink short skirt with a cute baby tee. She smiled at him and caught up to him catching her hand in his. Both of them remained silent and ran toward the training hall where Yugi was waiting for Koji.

As the two entered the training hall punching bags had already been shredded and their young master was slicing a dummy to shreds. Jumping backwards, forwards and all over the place. Yugi stopped and looked at them. "Dark Magician"

"Please sir…Koji while I'm in this form. Me and Yuri are trying to keep a low profile"

"Just fight me," the boy said taking his blade out of a punching bag. His eyes totally focused on what was before him. Meeting his opponent's for he did not show fear. And his hands gripped to the sword tightly and his entire stance was silent and as serine as angels. The thought of a pin drop could make the ultimate serenity of this moment crash and shatter like the walls of their souls. That was meant to be healed. "We will get away. From all I this I promise you…." The boy whispered charging into the raven-haired man. Koji drew a sword from his arm and clashed his sword with the boy's. And stared into the others eyes. His eyes full of pure delight. The boy jumped backwards and began to summon the blades power. His eyes began to shine a dark red. Like the red of blood and war. The energy emitted from his body and as it flowed from his palms he caught total focus of Koji. With mere seconds he ran into him and thrown him onto the ground with a slight push. He was faster suddenly like he was flying on air and there was nothing that could get into the way. But this was only day one and as he drew his sword at Koji's neck his eyes color soon turned back to normal and his smile what was all that remained.

Koji smiled back even though he was now on the ground accepting his defeat from his young master. His eyes shining with a pride that most people would not know from a mere shadow monster, but the thing was. He was different along with Yuri. They were both different. Both meant to be human and both meant to live in the dark cursed by their past lives they must now live as monsters with human like forms. "You have been kind toward me young master"

"You were easy on me dar…I mean Koji. Please don't be next time"

"The more sure I am of your potential the more pleased I will be to fight you with all my strength. For I don't want to hurt you"

"Do not worry of that"

Suddenly as the doors of the training hall opened for they were shut before a figure appear in the doorway. He was smiling and looked at Yugi with different eyes.

"What happened to you?" Kaiba asked walking over to the young boy dressed in jogging shorts and a t-shirt. Something not normal…. for Kaiba at all. The boy gave him a soft stare as he looked at his lover's body. He wanted to remain focus but his heart made him go wild. He wanted to slam that beautiful body of his lover to the ground and cover him in soft passionate kisses. Blushing, the staggered for words, "I don't really know. I picked up this sword and said this word…I think it was infuse? I've never said it in my life yet I knew what it would do and why I needed to say it"

"Infuse?" Kaiba stared back at Yugi quite confused by the word for it usually meant to become one with something else. To like fuse together of something but inside it. Become it. His definition that was running through his mind made him think other things and he started to tug at his shorts. "Umm Yugi if its alright I would like to spare with you"

"But you cant come with me…you know that"

"I should go and defend my own pride!"

Yugi went up to the blushing older male and slid his hand on his cheek. The other responded hold his hand against it. "Please…Koi…understand…you have fought your battle…please let me prove to you my worth" the boy took Kaiba's hand and kissed it looking deeply in his eyes, those blue eyes. "Its my pride and my dignity…why should you risk your life about it.?"

The boy laughed at the uttermost sight of his lover's confusion. The pure wanting to just tell him, but he knew that he would find out soon enough. "You know," he purred into the elder's ear. "And once I come back. I will make certain you know"

Right then the 16 year old wanted to melt. He wanted to be with him right then "right now" he spoke quietly. He didn't even noticed that his face had flushed to an adorable pink and his shorts had something poking through them...damn this thin fabric…I knew I shouldn't have came in this today dammit. He thought. Putting his hands in front of him he noticed that Yugi had saw and was holding back by his facial expressions. He had those caring eyes. But they had a flame that built up with every second. It was called lust. He felt the sudden urge to leave the training hall only to bump into someone on the way down his main hall. The person was blond…tall and arrogant looking.

"Jonouchi?…"

"I've heard that Yugi's staying at this place"

"Well…uh umm maybe...we haven't put it to much thought"

"We? You guys are a couple now?"

"I don't really know…"

"Damn you never do…" Jonouchi looked at Kaiba his eyes full of…jealousy? Was it jealousy? No…Kaiba thought. It couldn't have been. That idiot was always interested in women and defiantly not Yugi? Or was he? The way he looked at him the way he protected him.... was it possible that he was falling in love with Yugi first before I? Is that why he hates me around him so much is it because I beat him to getting Yugi's affection first…must be…well…I cant care too much now. Kaiba bypassed Jou's comment and remained walking toward his room. Before he left his sight he remembered something,

"Jonouchi, go see him! I'm sure he'll be glad to see you" by that time the arrogant one was already half way there and he wasn't listening. Kaiba shook his head. "I wish I could…but I cant" he took one of his swords in his room and began to train on his on.

As Jou entered the room seeing the sweating Yugi once again attacking whatever was in his midst including holograms that appeared and felt real that Koji had saved up for this purpose he coughed a little so the boy could notice him and when their eyes were met…a frightened look dragged across his face.

"WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?"

Yugi looked down and blushed a little... "Picked up a sword said this word and poof all this power comes from no where and made me Yami. But I'm still me…but I'm stronger than I ever was"

"That barely makes any sense"

"I don't understand it either Jou kun"

Jounouchi sat down on a mat somewhere near them and laid on it staring at the ceiling. "I missed ya yug. I really did"

"I've only been gone for a couple of days"

"I've missed you missed you get it?"

"No I don't what do you mean"

Jounouchi .got up from where he was and walked over to Yugi pulling him into his arms.

"What the Hell Jonouchi?! GET OFF ME" the boy screamed pushing him away.

"…I guess you didn't get it"

"No you don't get it"

"What?"

"I don't like you that way Jou Kun. I like you as a friend and only as a friend"

"….only as a friend?"

"yes"

With that Jou got up and walked away slamming the door of the training hall behind him. It wasn't known that he had a car but once he was outside it could be heard from the inside. Yugi knew that he had hit something. He hit a feeling a nerve in his friend that neither of them knew not to cross.

Koji stood watch all the time, Yuri sleeping on a wall somewhere waiting to be called.

"I'm sorry sir" he called out to his master "but we must not have anymore interruptions"

"your right" Yugi sighed. "lets continue"

They soon began to run toward each other. Hitting their sword and coming back at each other again. Try to see who will break first. Who will bleed first who will fall under the victor. Koji became harder and harder on the lad. He wasn't as easy as he was the first time. He used his own speed to counter his master's speed. Their attacks weren't equal. He was more used to being on the field while the other was not. I will train him to be the best. That is my mission as his guide. I know it. He thought as he threw a punch at the boy sending him flying to the ground. The small blood on his lip didn't stop him though. He kept coming back. This lasted for the three days. Each time that Yugi was hit he would come back stronger and more determined than before. It was more than obvious that he was ready but as the 3-day deadline past. He received not a single word…from his enemy. Not a single thing. He kept training though. He trained with a variety of fused swords and remained to become strong.

A month past of harsh training…Yugi was actually building some muscle in his arms. Which was something defiantly needing getting used to. One rainy morning Yugi suddenly received a letter from his enemy's allies. They told in the letter that Mr. Pegasus had been missing for over a month now. They suspect that he is dead. A grin crawled across Yugi's face. He ran down the hallways of the mansion screaming with happiness and once he found Kaiba he jumped into his arms. "He's dead. He's dead my love he's dead!" he kissed his cheek and jumped into his lovers bed. Kaiba followed and crawled into the sheets beside him. Yugi was sound asleep when he got there…but he knew that the boy would be able to hear this "I want you…" but Yugi didn't budge…he was asleep for some reason. But his body responded fine according to Kaiba's …quick movements. So there was nothing wrong with him other words. Kaiba kissed his koi on the head. "He's probably just tired from all that training" he looked at his bruised hands. "I am also it seems" he looked down and wrapped his arm around his lover and went to sleep.

Day's turns to weeks and weeks to months, everything remained quiet. Yugi decided that he wanted to live with Kaiba which didn't take much and they remained going to school of course got many stares from when they would steal a kiss from each other between classes or would be caught holding hands. Either way everyone soon knew that the rumors they have heard around the city was true. And no one really had much to say about it. Kaiba still could kick anyone's ass. And now if anyone threatened his love he would beat the one who was responsible two times worst than before. Of course this never happen cause everyone was afraid of him anyway. And Life was restored to normal. Yugi still hung out with his friends and Kaiba always kept to himself. But by the end of the day they would always find each other in the BEDROOM.

As the years passed their love began to grow stronger and stronger yet there was a problem. Trust still remained the problem in Kaiba's mind. He did trust Yugi enough to sleep with him. To be held and to hold. To kiss and to kiss. But he didn't feel like…he wanted to be one with the boy. Both emotionally and physically. It didn't become more apparent to him that he was wrong until one fateful day when Yugi was turning 18 and he was almost 19 both in college. Something had called his love away from their normal studies.

"I must go…" he told Kaiba gathering up his things calling out to Koji. They were both in the same mansion where they have lived together for almost 3 years. The once very quiet home had become a place of chaos and mayhem. Maids butlers everyone was running in a constant mode of chaos. Yugi gathered up his bag and his coat slinging it over his shoulder.

"Good bye" he whispered stealing a final kiss from his lover as he was about to leave. The boy had gotten taller and they were both the same height as of now Kaiba thought but at that moment….he felt so much smaller and weaker than his love. He grabbed Yugi's wrist and slung him back into his arms licking his lips and letting his tongue enter the boys warm mouth.

Such tenderness through the boy into a rage of feelings. He knew he had to leave the comforts of his lover's arms. And he knew that there is a possibility that he will never see him again. His tears streaming down his face he battle the others tongue sharing each other's taste and wanting more. They promised each other that once it all was over they would get their final showing of commitment. But the boy knew that this might not happen. He frenched his lover one more time then let go of the pressured kiss. Leaving the other with sadness in his eyes. He took his wrist out of Kaiba's and ran toward the door. "Farewell…for now" he whispered as he left.

"Good bye…koi"

Yugi arrived Pegasus's place in the middle of nowhere on some damn island no one knew of. Frankly to him it looked more like a hermit's paradise or a new home for a hobbit. Oh well to him death to those too. The isle had little greenery and it was mostly desert. He arrived the castle with only a glare of vengeance in his eyes and a sword in his hands. This sword had the infusion of the well-known Blue eyes and red eyes dragons. Both very powerful by themselves but very dangerous as one. The sword was Black with a white bluish steak. The thought of coming against him at this moment was nothing but a certain. Everything will be destroyed on this isle before he dies or leaves this place. The boy smiled as he saw the psycho on the ballroom stairs of his mansion. He gave a devious smile and drew a sword from his arm. Literally from his arm, the blood trickle endlessly as a blood red sword formed from his arm. It pulsed with an orange like aura that emitted off the psycho entire body. And his hair suddenly turned from a ghostly white to a deep dark black along with his eyes. The entire sight was more of a demonic transformation than a normal one. Light against dark and dark against light. The fight between the ages.

Yugi only was in his Yami form. But his sword seemed to begin to pulse a blue aura that began to surround his entire body. Changing his normal dark clothes to a deep dark black with light blue highlights at the edges and followed him with a dark cape. Everything was different. The entire transformations symbolized who owned the light and who possessed the dark. His sword pulsing with energy he charged toward his opponent his sword launching toward the others face. Pegasus dodged the attack easily and took Yugi's hand. Summoned a fire spell from his other hand and threw it at the boy's face. Sending him to the wall. He looked like he wanted to kill then and ran toward the boy with his blade. Slashing at him back and forth as the boy was down. The blood flared and spilled to the ground. And the room began to smell of death.

Yugi jumped up bloody and kicked Pegasus away. He picked up his fallen blade and summoned an ultima attack from his Blue eyes part of his sword. The ultima shot off toward the other like a huge ball of red light. it was the speed of light and was not dodge able. As the glass fell from the window ceiling everything seemed over. The blast had hit Pegasus and Yugi stared off into the distance for the castle had been destroyed by one blow. But suddenly as he was beginning to walk back something emerged from the rubble. A pair of black demon wings fluttered through the rubble and soon a pair of evil red eyes met with yogis and flashed once. Everything was encompassed in the dark gazed then suddenly Yugi's breath stiffened he couldn't breathe. He fell to the floor in his own blood as it trickled from his lips. Everything around him shattered and there seemed to be no end. The boy's breath ceased and everything went silent. The demon made a huge cry of agony in the stance and fell to the ground. Death had consumed its body with hatred and burned it to ashes. Koji…looked on from a boat afar as the isle soon became a scenery of destruction. The smell of blood was the only thing that kept him away from getting to his master. All seemed lost as the isle began to be consumed in flames.

Seto sighed a year later as the rain trickled down his window. It was only a year ago and he remembered everything. Every little detail of how Koji told him. How Koji had to leave his master behind. He couldn't even bring the body back. But Kaiba refused to believe that he was dead. He refused to believe such lies. But this year was becoming two and his hope was starting to fade.

That was until January 1 when he awoke that morning he felt something stir in his bed. He turned over and what he saw was….

"Yugi!!!!!"

Yugi shivered a little bruises and cuts all over his body but smiled "Yeah…don't be so loud"

"Oh…my god…." He grabbed Yugi in his arms and could feel him flinch but he kept him closer and remained that way. His eyes full of tears, he kissed him passionately never wanting to let him go. Yugi wrapped his arms around Kaiba's neck and held onto the kiss.

They both began to lean over the bed as kiss deepened. Yugi let the kiss go and began to let his fingers explore Kaiba's body. He went down below the sheets and slowly pulled off Kaiba's boxers with his teeth. He could feel his lover shiver with delight as he began to kiss his legs and inner thighs. Slowly beginning to lick the tip of his hard cock. The soft licks slowly torturing his lover. he kissed the hard member with small kisses and just before Kaiba was going to yell JUST STOP IT AND FUCK ME ALREADY! Yugi had engulfed it in his warm mouth sucking on it with desperation. His taste is so good better than I ever thought it was. I can't believe I'm doing this now. He thought as he wrapped his tongue around his member.

Kaiba began to moan as he felt his cock in Yugi's mouth and just the uttermost playfulness of his lover made him want to cry out in agony. And as Yugi let go of his cock and returned to sight from under the covers he looked at him with eyes full of lust and love. "Are you sure about this?" he says letting his fingers enter his lover's center.

"Ughh yes just do it already…"

"not yet" the boy whispered pushing his fingers in and out of his center. "Your so tight Koi, How long have you been keep this from me"

"Ohhh Ahh just fuck me already" he said moaning loudly.

Yugi disappeared in the sheets again and sliped his tongue into his lover's tight center. He could feel his love quiver up moaning and groaning. He licked inside him over and over his tongue performing ungodly work. Then it left and he reappeared on top of Kaiba from the sheets again smiling. He wrapped his lover's legs around his waist and paused for a second. His love panting in moaning and his member dripping with his essence.

"Aishiteru, koi" he whispered as he pushed his large member into Kaiba's center. He began to moan as he felt his love's tight walls around his swollen member. he moved his hips in and out of his love stretching his virgin lover to the point where he was screaming his name. Yugi kissed him as he pushed inside him hoping to dull the pain. And as they frenched for one last time he climaxed inside his lover. Filling him with his own seed.

Kaiba cumed all over himself and Yugi's torso as they climaxed and screamed out his name. Once the final moment was over his sweaty body laid limp, Yugi's on top of him.

"Aishiteru, Koi" he whispered running his hands through Yugi's hair. "Aishiteru"