Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Shattered Walls ❯ Star crossed or Hell stricken? ( Chapter 1 )

Kaiba looked outside his bedroom window as the rain poured down from the sky. The rain hit the faces of the ones below like hail and didn't rest his slow spirits. It has been a long time since he knew what love was. And there was only one that showed it to him. That one person has been gone for years. He is twenty years old still living in the same place except there was one thing different about his mansion. It had pictures that lined the walls of happy times. His face glowing with pride as he holds his lover protectively, but then his eyes grew sad as Kaiba looked at them. Its been 1 year since he has seen his love but he could still remember the time he fell in love with him to the time he last saw him. It no longer made him cry it only made him sigh with a passion unknown to anyone else in this world.

It was when he was 16. The cards had been more than popular and his family's success was more than just a figment of the past. It was his future too. He found himself devoting more time to the cards than toward his sparring. His card game gave him a power he never imagined and that power satisfied him. That was until the day he met Yugi Motou. A small young boy about the age 15 years old with a strange power that both intrigued him and freed him from that bondage of power. From then on he couldn't stop thinking about him. He never left his mind of a rival or as a soon to become lover. But the thought of him and Yugi being together frightened him. It just wasn't something his family would expect for the company. It wasn't a good image he would always hear his conscious telling him. But that didn't seem to matter. After that first duel he had to see Yugi again in that form. It wasn't the kid Yugi he was after even though he liked that side of him also. What he liked was the Yami. It was what truly turned him on. But he didn't really noticed till after the battle that that was true. Which took a lot of reasoning and thinking with himself. So he finally knew why he couldn't stay with any damn girl because he didn't get the same rush as he did when he saw Yugi looking at him. But he wished at first he didn't get that same smile until…

It seemed like a normal day it really did. The sun was as bright and the air just as crisp. The same shit over and over again as any boring day near Kaiba corp. the poor young president defiantly needed to get some me time. So he left around 5 thinking he would be back in an hour or so. He was truly wrong about that.

Kaiba felt his feet hit the ground harshly his senses tense with paranoia. He couldn't quite understand why he felt this way. But there was that feeling someone was following him he thought blindly. But no one would want to challenge me the best card and fighter in this city he snickered quietly to himself. Then he began to see Yugi's face and begin to ponder over every movement. The way his face changed from one thing to another his emotions and his actions. He became so fascinated with the young boy that he forgot what he was doing and began to curse at himself "Dammit Yugi Motou why can I get you out of my fucking head?! You're all who I think about. All I want all i…" his voice trailed off as up the side walk he was walking from came Yugi and his friends Honda, Anzu, and Jonouchi all talking in their normal harmonious manor. They all stopped when they saw him. Of course Kaiba as being proud as he is summed up his courage to walk pass them not even making a flinch. Wanting to kill himself along the entire way.

It had been awhile since Yugi had seen him and being Curious as he was he tried to wave at him. But the young man seemed to be more interest in his thoughts than anyone else but he decided to follow him anyway. He waved to his friends good bye and ran off to meet him.

Kaiba wanted to die. He couldn't believe that Yugi was following him. Him the guy who tried to kill his crazy grandfather and the one who is crazy about him. He was hoping that he wasn't blushing because if he was he might as well die here and now because he cant let Yugi see him like this. Looking like a pathetic schoolgirl who has a crush on the hottest guy. But he had to admit Yami Yugi was hot. Maybe even the best looking guy he knew. "STOP THINKING THAT" he yelled at himself. Then froze…. oh shit Yugi heard me I know it…. Dammit…. I want to die right now Kaiba began to blush right then. His face bright red and his pants as tight as can be. He could feel that Yugi sensed his confusion and tried to run into a café. But before he could run in he felt a hand grasp to his wrist. He turned to his captor and blushed a deeper red as he met the eyes of his captor Yugi gave him a warm smile, "where are you going Kaiba san?"

Kaiba remained silent frozen to Yugi's warm touch. He wanted to kiss him he wanted to feel his warm lips against his. But he knew Yugi didn't feel that way about him or did he? He couldn't tell with the smile. It was so warm so loving ….so wanting and concerned. "Kaiba san? Anything wrong?" Yugi's smile faded and became quite concerned. As Kaiba sat there staring at the ground not answering him, Yugi began to flick his fingers hoping an answer will come up. "Kaiba Kaiba Kaiba?"

Kaiba finally got out of his trance then looked back at him "what is it?" he said in his most monotone voice.

Yugi looked back at him startled at his answer but then regained his composure and smiled. "I just wanted to see if you were alright"

"Well I am and stop holding my arm your making me feel strange"

"Strange what do you mean?" Yugi answered pulling his arm away.

"Oh damn I said too much"

"No you didn't…"

"Yugi shut up just shut it…"he looked around and opened the door to the café. "Do you want some coffee or something?"

Yugi slightly blushed and nodded his head. He didn't like coffee but just the thought of him and Kaiba being together in one place not fighting made him cringe in excitement. They sat there at a table and remained silent for a while till Kaiba put his hand on Yugi's and gave the first true smile of his life. And as the hot sticky redness grew on his face he could tell that something was going on in the others mind.

"…Kaiba…What's with this?" the boy said shyly looking away from the blushing other's face.

"I don't know…. I just needed to talk to you"

"Talk to me? Why? I thought you hated me Kaiba san"

Kaiba took a sip of his ordered coffee and remained his serine face even though he was blushing from head to toe. But he was becoming used to having Yugi around so the color changed from dark red to a nice shade of pink. It was actually quite embarrassing for him to be acting this way for this one 15-year-old boy. But at that moment it didn't seem to matter.

" You freed me from my bondage Yugi of hatred and despair I only wanted to return the favor as a token of my forgiveness"

"You don't have to sorry Kaiba. It's all alright. No one was hurt so there isn't any problems" he gave a sweet smile and began to leave the table. But before he could leave he could feel Kaiba's hand on his never leaving that spot

"Please don't go," he pleaded his eyes full of a passion that Yugi never saw in Kaiba's eyes. He was so full of love? Love or lust? The boy couldn't quite get it out from his eyes. But as soon as he asked him not to go, Yugi leaned his face closer to his and grasped him in a kiss.

HES KISSING ME!!!!!! HE FUCKING KISSING ME OH SHIT OH SHIT his thoughts were going crazy but his arms was holding onto the young boy's neck. Holding them closer. He could feel his body leaning over the kid and Yugi's hands touching him lightly enjoying every moment of this. And as his touch reached the nub that was growing in his pants he suddenly froze and saw all the people around them in the parlor and grew bright red. Yugi stopped also to see what was wrong only to see everyone staring at them. Including his friends who some how appeared there. All of them shocked. Jonouchi the most shocked of them all ran out the café angry, while anzu and Honda tried to get Yugi off the turned on 16 year old. Kaiba didn't want Yugi to leave but his friends sent horrible glares at him. He didn't know whether to back down or to fight he decided to try to use his head than his fist and backed down, as they dragged the boy out of there. Yugi's face showed he didn't want him to go. He looked like he was crying like as if he got something that he always wanted. Like a little kid who just bought this really good ice cream but it fell to the ground thus ruining the experience.

Suddenly Jonouchi ran into the parlor and struck a punch at Kaiba's face. As the young man took the wrist in his hand the other hand punched him in the face. Breaking his lip and letting the blood flow down his perfect face. Yugi watched outside from the window as his friends held him back and let this happen.

With a sudden change of heart Kaiba let the psycho guy pummel him with pitiful punches and kicks that only left him with a bruised rib and a bloody face. After of course Jonouchi spit in his face.

"You psycho little queer if You don't Leave Yugi alone I will fucking kill you got that?"

"I would like to see you try" Kaiba scoffed

"You just stay the fuck out of Yugi's life. You'll only hurt him just like you hurt everyone else"

With that Kaiba struck him with his best punch sending the idiot in the wall and loving every second while he had the blood on his hands but then noticed something really wrong. He saw Yugi run in there not to him but his friend that was covered in food and tables. He saw the boy look at him with sad eyes and gathered his dazed friend. Then ran out the door not even saying goodbye.

Kaiba's eyes suddenly became amazingly sad and fell to his knees for he defiantly screwed up now. And he probably will never find forgiveness in those eyes ever again. That love and lust for each other not now and not ever. He dismissed all his hopeful thinking and ran out of the parlor holding back his tears. He couldn't believe he did what he did and he let that happen. "Why didn't I use my head? Why couldn't I regain my composure? Was it because of what that baka said? Oh I don't know nor do I care!!" he said falling down in an alley somewhere so he could be alone. He found himself sobbing knowing he left he would never have the one he loves. When suddenly he felt a hand on his shoulder. He felt almost alienated and exposed when this happen so he looked to around to see who it was.

The figure stood in the dark his face full of some twisted hatred that no one could quite understand. And as he touched the young boy he licked his lips in desire and lust. The boy struggled and tried to get away only for him to grab him stronger. He shoved the boy into a passionate unwanted kiss and slammed him to the wall. He grabbed and touched every part of his body through his clothes. He could feel the boy scream as he removed his clothes leaving him naked and insecure. In a dark alley. His face still bruised from the punch and his member still hard from the passionate kiss he had with his love. Everything was perfect except the figure knew that Kaiba did not love him. As he encased the boy in utter most passion by licking and suckling at every little piece of skin, He could see the urge for him not to moan through the boys face. The figure didn't want that at all from his victim he wanted to hear his cries and his screams. He pushed him to the ground and ground into Kaiba's center entering him with full force. The boy wretched and cried in agony that soon turned to a pleasure he never felt before. But deep down inside he had the feeling that this was not right. And as he screamed in orgasm the figure spilled his seed inside leaving him full and unsatisfied with what just happened. The figure zipped his pants and pulled the boy in one last kiss. Leaving Kaiba in a daze of pure distraught and sadness. His body leaned over in a corner covering himself from the world he cried silently.

End of Ch 1