Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Slowly Sinking And No One To Save Me ❯ For A Moment ( Chapter 9 )

Mistress: This chapter is needed for the story and it has some more angst coming into it. Anyway the votes are still up if anyone wants to vote, just see the bottom of the last chapter. For your information the vote will be in which order they will be posted and written. For now:

 

B:3

A:3

E:2

D:1

C:0

 

Oh yes and I made an improved summary for D:

 

Yugi started to wonder about his parents, Ryou has just figured out that he is adopted, and Malik is wondering who his real parents area after finding out from Isis that the man he had always thought to be his father was their crazy uncle. This is the story of their seniors. Much angst, much romance, much humor. OCOC OCOC OCOC, BR, MM, YY.

 

I also created a better summary for C, better not good but better:

 

Ryou,Yugi,Malik,Yami,Bakura,and Marik find themselves in an empty void. Ryou is pregnant( will be explained later) and goes into labor while there. They are aided by the Goddesses and a small bit of the destiny of the children of Ryou and co. are revealed. Ryou's child is sent into the future somewhat. She is a patient at a mental/recovering from abuse hospital. She must find the other two daughters. The world is coming to an end, the Apocalypse. They need the three children to protect man kind. The parents soon join them before the final struggle. Or something along those lines. -__-;;

 

Better summary for Story E:

 

Yami has fallen into deep depression because of Yugi's suicide. The God's and Goddesses take pity on him and reincarnate Yugi. He will have all his memories but can not tell Yami he has them. Only if Yami truly loves him can he reveal that. Angsty fluff.

 

I'm still pending for a plot for choice A.

 

 

Oh and yes I realize that Bakura nor Ryou are albinos, but I often refer to them as such. I knew some people who referred to as albino's and only possessed half the qualities to be albino's. I hope this isn't offending anyone. ^__^

 

IMPORTANT NOTE AT THE BOTTOM!

 

Chapter 9: For A Moment

 

For a moment I feel special,

For a moment I feel loved,

To get to see that side of you

That you hide from the world

 

For a moment I hate myself

For a moment I want to crawl out of my skin

To escape my life

That has plagued me so

 

For a moment I'm scared

For a moment I'm hurt

To see you

That my feelings will show

 

For a moment, I count. For a moment I hope. For a moment I fool myself.

 

Ryou Bakura 27/03/05

 

Ryou walked into the bathroom and stared at himself, evaluating. He would never be good enough and he knew it…everybody knew it. He stared at his hair. So dry, so ugly, so `graying', so untamed. Horrid. He stared at his eyes, like mud, dirty, red rimmed and puffed out, horrid. He stared at his body, so pale, so fat, he had no muscle just fat, horrid. Ryou scoffed at himself in the mirror and stripped, revealing more of his atrocious body. He sneered and stepped into the shower blasting the water on freezing cold. He shouldn't waste warm water. There are so many more deserving people who need it. The albino sighed and turned the warm water on. He wasn't even strong enough to handle a little cold water.

 

Downstairs Bakura was on the phone talking to hid two lovers over the phone. He was concerned about the waves that his hikari was sending and planned to have the four of them spend the some time together. Bakura suddenly looked at the calendar in realization and noticed that it was a school day…and Ryou wasn't at school. He hadn't even woken up to the alarm…there hadn't even been an alarm that morning. Now Bakura was worried. No matter how much his cute albino hated school he would go to it if only to appease his father who was never there. He frowned and went back to making pancakes.(2) The two boy's said that they'd be over in a few minutes to eat breakfast with them, Marik and Malik also volunteered to bring some food themselves.

 

Back upstairs Ryou had finished his shower and was now getting dressed. He wore his usual attire. He had combed his hair as neatly as possible and made sure that his clothes today were a little more baggier than usual.(3) He sighed sadly and walked downstairs into the kitchen and smiled slightly at his yami. He had just lain the phone down and was wearing a pink apron, Ryou's pink apron. It was comical. Seeing Bakura in an apron. A pink one at that. Being the only one to ever see him in an apron Ryou felt somewhat special. The albino cleared his throat and Bakura turned around flower covering the front of the apron.

 

“Ryou,” Bakura simply said as he gestured to one of the chairs.

 

Without a word he sat down and continued to stare at his yami with veiled emotions. His mind wandered into rather inappropriate territories and he was grateful when the doorbell rang and brought him out of his thoughts before he needed to masturbate.

 

“I'll get it Bakura-sama,” Ryou said fleeing the room.

 

He walked over to the door and opened it to find Malik and Marik standing there with Chinese food in their hands. Ryou felt a jolt of pain run through his heart and he was sure that at least one of them had caught it.

 

“Hello Marik-sama, Malik-san,” Ryou said softly while stepping aside to let the two in.

 

Marik raised an eyebrow at Ryou frowning slightly as Ryou still called him sama. He nudged for Malik to go upstairs with Ryou.

 

Help Ryou find something more appropriate to wear, we're going out remember. I need to talk with Baka over in the kitchen.

 

Okay, give hima kiss for me…oh and ask him when he intendsto tell Ryou about… us. It's mean to keep him in the dark. They are Yami and Hikari after all.

 

I'll be sure to mention it.

 

“Come on Ryou, let's get you changed. You can't go out in that,” Malik said with a smile.

 

He grabbed Ryou's arm, who looked very confused, and started dragging him away.

 

“I'm going out? When?” Ryou asked as he was dragged up the stairs by the now hyper Malik.

 

Marik chuckled and walked into the kitchen with the Chinese food carefully balanced in each arm. He smirked as he saw Bakura in the apron. He set down the food and hugged Bakura from behind, his arms circling Bakura's waist.

 

“You want to come over to our house and cook sometime?” Marik asked while nipping at Bakura's ear.

 

“Maybe…depends on how much you'll pay me,” Bakura replied turning around and kissing Marik.

 

Marik backed Bakura into the stove and ground their hips together earning a moan from the tomb robber.

 

“As much as I hate to stop, we have to talk about Ryou,” Marik said whining at the words he spoke.

 

Bakura nodded and turned the stove off. The two yami's sat down opposite each other.

 

“He still calls me Marik-sama,” Marik said sadly.

 

He expected Ryou to be over it just like Malik had gotten over it.(4)

 

“You think that's bad. He sometimes starts to say master and this morning he actually called me that,” Bakura said bitterly.

 

“We need to get him out of the habit,” Marik said resting his head on the table.

 

“I know, hopefully today will help him get over that a little,” Bakura muttered.

 

“Baku I hope you don't mind but I borrowed some of your clothes so that Ryou could wear them!” Malik chirped as he rounded the corner.

 

Behind them a very sexy Ryou appeared in the doorway. Bakura felt the odd feeling build up in his stomach again. He scolded himself for feeling that way without knowing that he had let a small slip of feeling reach Ryou. The boy was down enough already so he thought the small annoyance was directed at him.

 

“I should go change,” Ryou muttered so quietly the other occupants of the room barely caught it.

 

“No no! You're keeping that on!” both Marik and Malik exclaimed.

 

Ryou nodded shyly and shifted at the spot he was standing in.

 

“How about we skip breakfast today and just go straight to the mall,” Marik suggested as he stood up.

 

His lovers agreed and Ryou barely nodded, not exactly used to being asked for his input.

 

Did you ask Bakura?

 

No sorry, you came in before I could.

 

Oh sorry…# kiss #

 

I'll talk to him later today.

 

Ryou muttered an excuse and ran up the stairs to get his notebook. He stuck it in a bag that he decided to carry with him for the day. The four pilled into the Ishtar car and headed to the mall. As the three chatted(Bakura Malik Marik), Ryou opened his Journal to a new page and started a new poem titled “

 

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Mistress: -__-;; this was a spur of the moment chapter but I found a way to incorporate it into the plot! ( yay for me!)

 

IMPORANT NOTICE: We are in the final stages of moving. We now have to move the computer and get internet at our new house. I WILL NOT HAVE NET/WRITING ACCESS until next month. Yes it will take that long for my net to come back.

 

(1)This poem may be changed at some point for use in other chapter in the future ( the title that is for the poem) so this poem may eventually change. A notice will be posted if it does.

(2) Okay in my story they do know how to cook and stuff. I mean Bakura did have to survive in Egypt by himself ne? And the spirits now have to eat because they now have a physical body.

(3) What I mean by that is it's the same thing he wear everyday but a size larger. Am I making sense?

(4) Okay I'm going back to the whole him possessing the body, and then there was some abuse going on, I may write a story about that. (Between Marik and Malik)