Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Solitude ❯ The Attempt ( Chapter 1 )
[ P - Pre-Teen ]
By: Angels Pain 
Star Raptor your average Goth. suicidle. No one seems to see her pain. she can hide her tears since she was sent to a privet school she dose something her father leasts expects. Character Death. Self-hate...Enjoy.
Anime/Manga: Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction | Genre(s): / Angst | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 05.01.2004 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.5K | Visits: 351 | Status: Completed
Star Raptor your average Goth. suicidle. No one seems to see her pain. she can hide her tears since she was sent to a privet school she dose something her father leasts expects. Character Death. Self-hate...Enjoy.
Anime/Manga: Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction | Genre(s): / Angst | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 05.01.2004 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.5K | Visits: 351 | Status: Completed
Solitude
How many times have you told me you love her
As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth
How long have I stood here beside you
Star Raptor, a thirteen-year-old Goth who's in sixth grade ran in the rain to get home because she had gotten a detention. 'I am SO dead!!' She thought bitterly. She cried in pain when she fell. When she got there her dad had been waiting. "Star.." He started. "D-dad please I really never meant to be late in the first place!" She stuttered. "Star, listen sweetie." Rex Raptor started. She groaned. Him being part of social services and the police she hated them because when she was younger about four or five they took her away from her real parents. "Star, you will be going to a privet school for the rest of the year" "WHAT!?" She screamed. "You have to I cant watch you every second." "I hate you.." She hissed. First her boyfriend had been cheating on her then this!
I live through you
You looked through me
She hated him. She vowed never to speak to him anymore. She did not ever want to go to a girly school wearing a mini skirt and a blue shirt. She shuddered. Blue is not her color black is. Tears ran down her face. I'I hate him!!' She thought over and over.
Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
A soft knock on the door. "Star?" Her father asked quietly. "GO AWAY!!" "Honey please listen.." "I don't want to go to a girly type school!" She protested. "Star I know you don't want to go but it might help you with your behavior problems." "Like being a Goth?" She asked coldly. "Star, no you are not a Gothic person." "I want to be alone dad."
How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me
She sobbed softly as she got the plane. Her last words to Rex were: "I hate you." She leaned back on the chair and stared outside while her hand traced over a sharp blade. She grinned. 'A knife.' She thought smirking slightly. She pulled it out secretly and slit it across her wrist gently. She winced slightly at the pain. She normally would be used to the sting but yet its been awhile since had actually tried this again. She had no clue why she cut her wrist in the first place.
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
"You must be Star Raptor." A woman said. She was wearing a skirt and a nice shirt. "Come with me Ms. Raptor." Star looked down. Her wrist was still bleeding. "And I'll take you to the infirminary after I get your schedule." "Your father must be happy that you are here." She continued. "Speak up child!" "I hate him so I wont speak to him anymore." She replied dryly. "Oh and I am Mrs. Kakio." Star looked away. "Hate is what will get you in trouble so I had better not hear another harsh word like that out of your mouth other wise you'll be punished!" Mrs. Kaiko said firmly.
the hospital wing~
"GOOD LORD!" A doctor said when he saw the deep thin cut. "What happened to your wrist?" "Nothing." Came her dry reply. "There are scars all over your wrist child!" "I don't care." Came her dry reply. When she received a threatening glare Star grinned nervously. "My evil cat scratched me deeply." She replied. "Oh."
"STUDENTS!" A different teacher said. The kids went quiet. "This is Star." 'Stupidity of teachers.' Star thought grimly. Twitching visibly she looked towards the teacher. "Can you tell us a little about yourself hon?" "The name is Star Raptor and I am a Goth and I come from Dominoe, Japan originally from Egypt before I was taken away from my real parents when I was four so stay out of my way." She said darkly. "Gothic?" The teacher asked disapprovingly. "So?" "Ms. Raptor please tell me why you were adopted." "Simple. Look it up." She remarked. "Okay."
school: In common room~
"How come you're a Goth?" A student asked. "My dad is overly protective and only lets me outside during the school time." "That must be sad." A different student added. "Hn. Yeah." The three laughed a bit. "Okay kids time for dinner!" The common room teacher called. "I hate dinner." Star muttered under her breath. "Don't worry you can sit wit us." A girl with a Brooklyn accent said. "Okay. Thanks. I guess." She said slowly.
"So this is what its like to have fun.' She thought sadly as she watched two kids bicker playfully. "Star, you seem lost in thought." A girl remarked softly. "You wouldn't understand." She whispered. "Oh." 'Daddy,' She thought.
in the dormitory~
"Star," The teacher said. The young girl looked up. "Your father is on the phone." "Dad?" she asked over the phone. "Hi sweetie. " "I still hate you for sending me away." She said. "Star. Look dear you cant come home until the summer break. "
Everyone leave me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind
I can't stay here another night
Star was softly crying the next day in class. No one would care. "MS. RAPTOR PAY ATTENTIONE!!" The teacher barked. She nodded without looking up. "Good," 'I HATE HIM!!' She thought angrily.
the end of the school year~
Your secret in my heart
Who could it be
She cut her wrist again and was slowly dying from blood loss and no sleep. "Well Star your doing pretty good in class except the fact that you've been crying in class." "So? What's wrong with crying?" She shot back darkly. "Everything. It disrupts the class." "Dad dose NOT care about me." The teacher glared.
Ooh, Can't you see
All along it was me
How can you be so blind
As to see right through me
Her wrist hurt badly. She bit her lip as she slipped through the window and fell onto the ground. Fear entered her eyes as she felt a hand on her shoulder. "What are you doing out here at this late young lady!?" The person barked. "C-cant sleep Ma'am." She lied. "We'll take you to the headmistress."
the office~
"Ms. Raptor I am disappointed in you." The headmistress said with a sigh. "S-sorry." "Sorry doesn't cut it!" She looked down. "I am calling your dad first thing in the morning." "R-right." "Go on now."
the dorm~
She sighed. Pulled out a knife. Slit her wrist and smirked.
And Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
'Well the only ones with me are my soul mind and strength.' She thought. As she ran through the forest that night without being caught the second try. Biting her lip she went bye the lake and pulled something out. Fresh tears came. She harshly wiped them away and cocked the gun. "Solitude.." She smiled sadly. "Take me home." That ended it. She shot herself. "Let me die here."
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
~School~
"She was here!" The teacher exclaimed. Rex looked at the teacher sadly. "I believe you but why would she try and run away?" "I dunno."
Star (Nearly gone)~
"Later people..Solitude let be gone.." And with that she closed her eyes at of her last breath.
or is it?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Me: Wow. Sad ending
Rex: I was hardly in it!
Me: GET OVER IT!
Rex: Okay.
Anyways I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh © by whoever he is. And I don't own © Solitude. Evanescence dose.
I own Star. And a few other characters that will be in the next chapter. Please R&R or I'll have Yugi give you the dreaded puppy dog eyes MUHAHAHAHA FEAR ME!! And I'll give any plushie out to those who review (Nicely) Critisize me and I'll burn either Yugi or Seto (Sorry people I DO like Yugi and Seto but its a warning) Ja~
How many times have you told me you love her
As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth
How long have I stood here beside you
Star Raptor, a thirteen-year-old Goth who's in sixth grade ran in the rain to get home because she had gotten a detention. 'I am SO dead!!' She thought bitterly. She cried in pain when she fell. When she got there her dad had been waiting. "Star.." He started. "D-dad please I really never meant to be late in the first place!" She stuttered. "Star, listen sweetie." Rex Raptor started. She groaned. Him being part of social services and the police she hated them because when she was younger about four or five they took her away from her real parents. "Star, you will be going to a privet school for the rest of the year" "WHAT!?" She screamed. "You have to I cant watch you every second." "I hate you.." She hissed. First her boyfriend had been cheating on her then this!
I live through you
You looked through me
She hated him. She vowed never to speak to him anymore. She did not ever want to go to a girly school wearing a mini skirt and a blue shirt. She shuddered. Blue is not her color black is. Tears ran down her face. I'I hate him!!' She thought over and over.
Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
A soft knock on the door. "Star?" Her father asked quietly. "GO AWAY!!" "Honey please listen.." "I don't want to go to a girly type school!" She protested. "Star I know you don't want to go but it might help you with your behavior problems." "Like being a Goth?" She asked coldly. "Star, no you are not a Gothic person." "I want to be alone dad."
How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me
She sobbed softly as she got the plane. Her last words to Rex were: "I hate you." She leaned back on the chair and stared outside while her hand traced over a sharp blade. She grinned. 'A knife.' She thought smirking slightly. She pulled it out secretly and slit it across her wrist gently. She winced slightly at the pain. She normally would be used to the sting but yet its been awhile since had actually tried this again. She had no clue why she cut her wrist in the first place.
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
"You must be Star Raptor." A woman said. She was wearing a skirt and a nice shirt. "Come with me Ms. Raptor." Star looked down. Her wrist was still bleeding. "And I'll take you to the infirminary after I get your schedule." "Your father must be happy that you are here." She continued. "Speak up child!" "I hate him so I wont speak to him anymore." She replied dryly. "Oh and I am Mrs. Kakio." Star looked away. "Hate is what will get you in trouble so I had better not hear another harsh word like that out of your mouth other wise you'll be punished!" Mrs. Kaiko said firmly.
the hospital wing~
"GOOD LORD!" A doctor said when he saw the deep thin cut. "What happened to your wrist?" "Nothing." Came her dry reply. "There are scars all over your wrist child!" "I don't care." Came her dry reply. When she received a threatening glare Star grinned nervously. "My evil cat scratched me deeply." She replied. "Oh."
"STUDENTS!" A different teacher said. The kids went quiet. "This is Star." 'Stupidity of teachers.' Star thought grimly. Twitching visibly she looked towards the teacher. "Can you tell us a little about yourself hon?" "The name is Star Raptor and I am a Goth and I come from Dominoe, Japan originally from Egypt before I was taken away from my real parents when I was four so stay out of my way." She said darkly. "Gothic?" The teacher asked disapprovingly. "So?" "Ms. Raptor please tell me why you were adopted." "Simple. Look it up." She remarked. "Okay."
school: In common room~
"How come you're a Goth?" A student asked. "My dad is overly protective and only lets me outside during the school time." "That must be sad." A different student added. "Hn. Yeah." The three laughed a bit. "Okay kids time for dinner!" The common room teacher called. "I hate dinner." Star muttered under her breath. "Don't worry you can sit wit us." A girl with a Brooklyn accent said. "Okay. Thanks. I guess." She said slowly.
"So this is what its like to have fun.' She thought sadly as she watched two kids bicker playfully. "Star, you seem lost in thought." A girl remarked softly. "You wouldn't understand." She whispered. "Oh." 'Daddy,' She thought.
in the dormitory~
"Star," The teacher said. The young girl looked up. "Your father is on the phone." "Dad?" she asked over the phone. "Hi sweetie. " "I still hate you for sending me away." She said. "Star. Look dear you cant come home until the summer break. "
Everyone leave me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind
I can't stay here another night
Star was softly crying the next day in class. No one would care. "MS. RAPTOR PAY ATTENTIONE!!" The teacher barked. She nodded without looking up. "Good," 'I HATE HIM!!' She thought angrily.
the end of the school year~
Your secret in my heart
Who could it be
She cut her wrist again and was slowly dying from blood loss and no sleep. "Well Star your doing pretty good in class except the fact that you've been crying in class." "So? What's wrong with crying?" She shot back darkly. "Everything. It disrupts the class." "Dad dose NOT care about me." The teacher glared.
Ooh, Can't you see
All along it was me
How can you be so blind
As to see right through me
Her wrist hurt badly. She bit her lip as she slipped through the window and fell onto the ground. Fear entered her eyes as she felt a hand on her shoulder. "What are you doing out here at this late young lady!?" The person barked. "C-cant sleep Ma'am." She lied. "We'll take you to the headmistress."
the office~
"Ms. Raptor I am disappointed in you." The headmistress said with a sigh. "S-sorry." "Sorry doesn't cut it!" She looked down. "I am calling your dad first thing in the morning." "R-right." "Go on now."
the dorm~
She sighed. Pulled out a knife. Slit her wrist and smirked.
And Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
'Well the only ones with me are my soul mind and strength.' She thought. As she ran through the forest that night without being caught the second try. Biting her lip she went bye the lake and pulled something out. Fresh tears came. She harshly wiped them away and cocked the gun. "Solitude.." She smiled sadly. "Take me home." That ended it. She shot herself. "Let me die here."
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
~School~
"She was here!" The teacher exclaimed. Rex looked at the teacher sadly. "I believe you but why would she try and run away?" "I dunno."
Star (Nearly gone)~
"Later people..Solitude let be gone.." And with that she closed her eyes at of her last breath.
or is it?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Me: Wow. Sad ending
Rex: I was hardly in it!
Me: GET OVER IT!
Rex: Okay.
Anyways I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh © by whoever he is. And I don't own © Solitude. Evanescence dose.
I own Star. And a few other characters that will be in the next chapter. Please R&R or I'll have Yugi give you the dreaded puppy dog eyes MUHAHAHAHA FEAR ME!! And I'll give any plushie out to those who review (Nicely) Critisize me and I'll burn either Yugi or Seto (Sorry people I DO like Yugi and Seto but its a warning) Ja~