Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Stay Alive ❯ Alone with nothing ( Chapter 2 )

Chapter 2:alone with nothing

Warnings: mental illness (bipolar with psychotic features) Self-harm, and attempted Suicide, Drug use and Spousal Abuse. One sided Yugi/Yami, Joey/Seto, Ryou/Bakura

Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh. If I owned the show it would be a lot more twisted, I don't own the song “Stay Alive” that is by Smile Empty Soul.

 

 

Yugi didn't know how he knew, but he knew Yami was there. He knew it like how a mother knows that there is something wrong with her child, maybe that's the kind of since Yami had about him. Yami could always tell when there was something wrong with him. As Yugi walked up towards to front of the park he could only feel one thing, anger. He didn't know who the anger belonged to, he could just feel it. The way that Grandpa could feel when there was a storm coming. At the front gate was Yami. Leaning against the fence with his arms crossed. Yugi stopped about five feet in front of him and just hung his head. Yami simply turned around and said, “Get in the car.”

The ride back to the Game Shop was a quite one, with neither boy saying anything. With the radio not on, the only sound was air blowing in from the partially cracked window. Finally after what seemed like an eternity Yami broke the silence.

“I know that you've done and I have half the mind to take you to the hospital, But I'm not going to put you through that.” Yugi felt the tears welling and was unsure about what he should say to Yami.

“ Go ahead, tell him that you love him so he will laugh.” The voice told Yugi, but all he did was hang his head.” When we get home, I'm going to clean you up and then I'm going through all your drawers, but while I'm doing that, you have to go eat.” Yami said never taking his eyes off the road. They pulled into the Driveway and Yami got out of the car. He walked up the Game Shops door and waited, but Yugi still sat in the car. *I wish he could have just left me there* Yugi thought to himself. Yami angry walked over to he car and threw open the door,” If you don't want Grandpa to find out, you had best come on.” To which Yugi got out of the car.

Yugi walked up to the bedroom that he had hopped to never lay eyes on again. He pulled his sleeves up to show off his latest mark. Yami came in moments later with a bottle of rubbing alcohol and other wound cleaning supplies to see Yugi small pale arm covered in blood and a cut about four inches in length. It was in a diagonal down his forearm, most of the blood had dried an ugly brick red color. Yugi looked up at a fuming Yami to see his hand coming at him, and when it did make contact it was hard. “What the fuck is your problem?” Yami asked his eyes glowing bright blood red. Yugi couldn't answer, he couldn't tell Yami and everything that was going on in his head. So he just shrugged. Yami grabbed Yugi's arm and picked up a cotton ball that had been soaking in the rubbing alcohol and began to clean his arm. When all the blood was gone Yami put a gauze on the cut and tapped it off and wrapped it. He then went into Yugi's drawer and handed him a new shirt. “Now go eat so Grandpa doesn't get worried.”

Yugi walked down stairs and looked at the table. The food looked perfect, only Yami could have made it. He sat in his normal seat across from Grandpa and watched as he took a bite of a piece of bread.” What's wrong Yugi? You look kind of pale, are you not feeling well? Cuz if not then I'll make a doctors appointment.” Grandpa said between bites. “I'm fine Grandpa, I promise.” Yugi said forcing a smile to his face.

“Ahhh wait a go, now your lying to the old man. I have no idea why he loves your pathetic ass so much. I wonder if he would still love you if he knew you were a freak.” The Voice inside Yugi's head said sounding ominous. * The voice is right, would Grandpa still love he if he knew I was a freak?* thought Yugi as he took a bite out of his dinner.