Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Test of Love- Revised ❯ Chapter One: The Hard Truth ( Chapter 1 )

Disclaimer: I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh! Or any of the related characters if I did I would not be sitting here writing this right now. -.-;

A/N: Nobody reviewed my Harry Potter fic so I was tempted not to write another one But PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REVIEW! YAOI WARNING!

(Thoughts between Yami's and Lights

((Thoughts from Lights to Yami's.

Chapter One

(YUGI?)

Yugi looked up from his spot on the bed to smile weakly at me.

((Yes Yami?))

I felt my heart tear. Did he know? I knew I should have told him about Kaiba and myself.

(Yugi, aibou what's wrong?)

((Nothing))

This hurt me more than ever. He doesn't trust me any more does he? I knew it was wrong but…I love Seto…But I love Yugi too. Why is this happening?

(Yugi…koi…please tell me)

I reach out to him but he pulls away as though my touch disgusts him.

((D-Don't touch me Yami))

My heart throbs with finality. He knows.

(Gomen ne Yugi…Onegai…)

"Please what Yami? Please forgive you for having sex with Kaiba after you professed undying love for me?" He said aloud his voice echoing through my mind.

That's exactly what I wanted…was I being selfish? Maybe I should tell him what I really want.

((Yugi…Please I want us to be together but I have these…feelings for Kaiba that just won't leave me alone))

"But why Yami? Why not tell me this? Why let me find out that way?"

Yugi's head stayed raised but I could see the crystal tears that fell from his beautiful violet eyes.

It hurt to see him this way. How did he find out? Unless…

"I saw you with him. I heard you. I felt you"

The tears fell from his cheeks to the bed. With them went my heart.

Oh God.

(Please Yugi…I wanted to tell you…)

"What you wanted to do and what you did are two different things…"

In knew what he was going to do. He was going to destroy me completely. I just couldn't let that happen.

I went to him and faster then he could pull away I pressed my lips to his roughly. I gently flicked my tongue over his lips making him open his mouth to allow me entrance. I wouldn't give this up. I couldn't. I held his small fail body to mine and relished in the feel of his erection pressed against my own hardening one.

At least he was still sexually attracted to me.

I could live with that right?

No. I couldn't I need all of him. His heart, His, body…and his soul.

Yugi pushes me off of him.

"Yugi what…"

I don't want that Yami…I don't want Kaiba's extras…"

"But, Aibou…you do want it your erection is obvious."

He glares at me.

"I may be horny but that doesn't mean I'll take you."

Those words lashed through my heart tearing and searing to the end.

(Yugi…I love you.)

"I don't care…I don't love or trust you anymore Yami…You're not good enough for me anymore So just stay away from me!"

With that he ran from the room leaving me to mend my broken heart.

I fell to the ground feeling the unfamiliar wetness on my cheeks…I was…crying.

I just am not good enough for him…I have to face it…why deny it? He told me himself that I wasn't for him…He hates me. I am a fool. I want it all to end…There's only one-way to make it stop…Death. Suicide…that will have to work. I can't live like this.

I am alone in this world

I pick up the razor blade that sat beside me at Yugi's house. It shone in the light of the bathroom.

I raised it to my wrist and began to pressure it feeling the glorious pain coursing through my body. The blood beaded around the cut and I watched in fascination as it dripped to the floor.

This is the only way. I hurt him too much. Without him there is no me. I'm sorry Hikari I never meant to hurt you…I love you both but I know it won't work…I just can't choose. You mean the world to me…I love you…both of you.

I was starting to feel the effects of the loss of blood. It was making me really dizzy. I felt the edges of my sight grow dimmer and dimmer black outlining everything. The blood pounded in my ears. I could feel my heartbeat slowing. If I passed out now it wouldn't kill me I need to slash again…I-I can't it's all growing dark so fast. With that the darkness completely enveloped me and I fell hoping that it was over…the pain. My life.

P.O.V: Yugi

Maybe I was a little hard on him. It's just that it hurts so much to think that Kaiba was better than me. So what if I am still a virgin? I'm just…saving it. Kaiba isn't…that whore… what am I saying? I have my own feelings for Kaiba…I think I need to admit it to myself. I'm so mad because Yami got to him before me. Even now if I just close my eyes I can see them entangled in their web of passion. I close my eyes and just stop. I need to think but it all comes back and I am lost in the memories.

*****LEMON WARNING KIDDOS DON'T READ IF YOU ARE EITHER SEXAPHOBIC OR HOMOPHOBIC! YAOI CONTENT!!! *****

"Yami…" Seto murmured into Yami's ear.

"It's alright Seto…I know hat you need." Yami murmured back.

He stripped Kaiba of his tight fitting shirt and trapped a hard nipple in his mouth. Seto Kaiba moaned loudly throwing his head back and gripping the edge of the desk in passion.

"Y-Yami…"

Yami heard his lovers' plea and smiled while flicking his tongue over the taut nipple enjoying the moans that it caused.

He continued to nip, suck, and torture his lovers nipple whilst quickly removing the taller teens black leather pants to reveal his erection. He smiled with pleasure engulfing it with his small mouth.

Seto let out a gasp and moaned loudly gripping Yami's shoulder and bucking his hips.

Yami licked the head until the beginnings of pre-cum began to appear his lover moaning in helplessness he allowed his lover to thrust back and forth lightly running his teeth along the hard length. As Kaiba began running his fingers through the smaller one's hair Yami used the ultimate torture. He withdrew his mouth and lightly flicked his tongue over the head of his lovers' penis. Kaiba, losing any grip on reality he had, quickly came into Yami's mouth screaming his name. Yami swallowed Seto's seed smiling. He quickly stripped himself of his own restrictive clothing and picked up a small white bottle off of the desk. Lubrication. He quickl coated three of his fingers and gently entered them into Seto Kaiba's tight entrance. Kaiba moaned in a mixture of pleasure and pain. After stretching him Yami quickly placed his own throbbing erection at the entrance and thrust himself in in one fast thrust until he was completely covered to the hilt.

Kaiba moaned as the pleasure erupted in him and he felt the tight heat in his arse. Yami moaned as well at the feeling of being surrounded. He began thrusting in and out of Kaiba fulfilling both of them at the same time. Finally Yami came yelling his lovers name as he erupted inside of him.

The two lovers lay on the desk bathed in moonlight. "Ai-Shiteru Yami" Kaiba murmured.

"Ai-Shiteru Seto" Yami whispered back.

Unknown to the two lovers a young boy of 15 years old stood at the door watching them. Mesmerised by the rhythm they had taken his young heart broken.

*****OKAY LEMON OVER YOU CAN ALL LOOK NOW!!!*****

Yugi opened his eyes as the memories floated away. Suddenly he felt a stab of pain at his heart and he fell to his knees in surprise with a yelp. The silver cord that bonded him and Yami was fading quickly…Something was wrong!!! Yugi ran down the street and back to the game shop calling Yami's name. Not finding him anywhere he checked in the last room. The bathroom. He quickly opened the door and gasped in surprise at the figure laying there. Yami. And he was covered in blood.

TBC

A/N: Well I know it's not very good but It's a start. Review please!