Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ The Feeling ❯ Musing ( Chapter 1 )

The Feeling

 

Disclaimer: Don't own Yugioh.

 

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I've had friends tell me about experiences that have changed their lives. The first time that they pick up a paintbrush and touch it to a canvas, they just know how to make the picture flow from their minds into reality. The first time that they lift a flute to their lips they can feel the melody stirring within them. They tell me that it's like uncovering a hidden part of your soul that you never knew was there. The…instinct I guess you could call it…the instinct just rises up in you and fills your body with this feeling. Oh, I don't know how to describe it. Happiness just doesn't cut it. Euphoria would probably be closer but still not quite right. Any way you want to look at it, when you find that piece of your soul you just automatically know that without it you will never be complete.

 

I wonder if any of my other friends feel it?

 

I know that Yugi loves to duel but I wouldn't call it a part of his soul. I think he might actually quit one day so he can avoid all the competition. I think that Joey might know what I'm talking about. He adores his sister so much that I doubt he could live without her, and he's always so happy when they're together. Tristan? Tristan is easy to figure out. He's just a nice guy who is happier not knowing the deeper meaning of life.. As for Kaiba, he's a creep. Nothing complicated there.

 

Me? You want to know if I've ever felt complete? My friends would tell you that I like to dance. They don't know the half of it.

 

When I dance I can feel the music rising up through the floor and into my body. My heartbeat matches the rhythm of the song. I begin to move my body and I feel like I can keep it up forever because I'm doing what I love. Nothing else seems to matter. It's almost like magic. I never feel so happy as when I'm dancing. Of course I love to spend time with my friends; if you know me then you know how important friendship is to me. But when I hear the music and feel the rhythm… It's impossible to explain. It's like magic.

 

Dance is an art, so I guess you could call me an artist. A lot of people don't think I can dance for a living. Well, not to sound nasty but a lot of people are callous idiots who don't know how to dream. When you find that part of your soul that lets you know just what you're meant to do, you don't question it. I just know that I can do it. I may not be rich or famous, but at least I'll be doing what I love.

 

Do you understand now? To me dancing is what I'm meant to do. It's my destiny and I will grab it with both hands. The feeling is indescribable. I really don't know if others know what it is to feel like this, but if you don't…well I hope you learn someday soon. When you do, you'll know your place in the world.