Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ The Reason ❯ The Reason ( Chapter 1 )

:: Bakura ::

Why do I hurt him?

What has he ever done to me?

Nothing.

He's done nothing except try to be my friend. Try to help me. Try to... love me. But I always pushed him away from me... always smacked him away if he dared get to close to me.

Why?

That's just it... I don't know why. I wish I never hurt him... I regret ever laying a hand on his angelic being. But now I realize that all this time I've been wrong. I could see that clearly now. He's my hikari... I should be looking out for him, protecting him... not hurting him.

I understood that now... as I watched Yugi curled up in Yami's arms, crying for his friend and Malik with his face buried in Marik's chest, also crying.

:: I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know ::

Crying for my hikari. Who I failed to protect. My sweet Ryou...

Now we all sit here, waiting in the Domino City Hospital's waiting room. Waiting... waiting...

Some bullies had taken their fun with picking on Ryou a little too far. Once I heard that bit of information from Ryou's friend Jou, I paid those assholes a visit, sending them on a one way trip to the Shadow Realm.

The Shadow Realm...

I was sure the Pharaoh was going to end up sending me there. But as I heard from Malik, Yami was going to ask Ryou to decide. In that case, I was done for. No way would Ryou want me... Not after all I did to him...

But I've changed now... for the better... I just hope Ryou will see that and forgive me. Please...

I looked up as the doctor came into the waiting room, with news on Ryou.

"Is he all right?" I managed to ask, my voice barely above a whisper.

"Yes, Ryou's fine," the doctor smiled at our relieved faces, "Just a couple bruises here and there, nothing time won't heal."

Nothing time won't heal...

Time won't be able to heal what I've done to him. Sure, Ryou could easily forgive me, but the memories of what I'd done would last forever... they'd always be there... never to heal...

[ Which is why you mend the bond with Ryou and create happy memories to replace the bad, ] Yami thought to me, [ I've decided to give you a chance, Bakura. I can see how much you really do care for Ryou, see how you've changed. ]

Damn... I forgot that when I put a part of my soul into a piece of the puzzle, Yami and Yugi would then share a mind link with myself and Ryou. Well... I suppose it wasn't a totally bad thing...

[ Go to him, Bakura. Ryou needs you now. ]

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I knocked on Ryou door tentatively, almost nervous as to what he'd say or do.

"Come in," Ryou's adorable British accent rang out, sound like his usual happy self. I opened the door slowly, taking a few steps inside, before closing the door behind me, my eyes on the floor, unable to look at Ryou face to face.

"Hi Bakura!" Ryou smiled, "You're allowed to come over here, I don't bite."

I couldn't help but smile a bit at how adorable he was, before going over to him and wrapping him in a hug.

"Gods Ryou... I'm so sorry," I sniffled, tears coming to my eyes at the sight of Ryou, my Ryou, sitting in a hospital bed of all places.

"What for?" Ryou asked, confusion written all over his face, "It's not your fault 'Kura."

Kura... Gods, even after all I'd done to him, he still calls me by his nickname for me...

"I'm so sorry Ryou... for all the times I'd hurt you, all the pain I made you suffer..." I whimpered, hugging him close to me and stroking his snowy white hair as he hugged me back, "Ra only knows how much I wish I could take it all back."

:: I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why I need you to hear ::

"Kura, I love you," Ryou whispered, "I always have... since the day we met and bonded. I knew you weren't as cold as you made yourself out to be, and I knew if I waited long enough, you'd show me who you really are."

:: I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you ::

"So we can start over new?" I sniffled, wiping my eyes and looking into his.

"Of course," Ryou whispered, kissing me softly, "Just out of curiosity, what changed your mind?"

"You," I smiled softly, "I realized that I love you, Ryou. You're the reason I've seen my wrongs. I want to set everything right again. I want to love you and to have you love me. I want to be a good yami to you, to protect you like a yami should."

:: I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You ::

"I love you too Kura," Ryou sniffled, tears in his own eyes, "I always have and always will."

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:: Ryou ::

"Kura, I'm home!" I smiled as I walked into our house after school that day. Getting no response, I looked around as I set my school books on the table by the front door and kicked my shoes off. "Bakura?"

Still no answer. 'Must be asleep,' I thought to myself, 'That or out with Yami and Marik.'

I took off my jacket, hanging it up on the coat rack, before going upstairs to change out of my school clothes and into something more comfy. I walked up the stairs, thankful for the soft carpet under my feet. As I opened the door the mine and Bakura's bedroom, I jumped as I felt a pair of arms snake around my waist, and a pair of soft lips against my neck.

"I missed you hikari..." Bakura breathed into my ear, before gently nipping at my earlobe, sending a shiver of pleasure down my spine.

"Mmm... I missed you too..." I whispered, turning in his arms to face him, before pressing my lips to his in a heated kiss. Our mouths parted simultaneously, our tongue darting out to fight their own little duel. I ran my fingers through Bakura long, spikey hair, tugging gently. Bakura ran his kisses from my lips, down to my neck, where he gently sucked and bit, leaving me with a nice purple mark to hide tomorrow before school.

"Hmm, not a bad job if I do say so myself, and I do," Bakura smiled as he inspected the hickey he'd given me.

"Thanks," I rolled my eyes playfully, "How do you propose I hide that tomorrow?"

"I'm sure you'll think of something," Bakura whispered, backing away from me and sitting down on the bed, before reaching forward and taking my hand, pulling me down on top of him. I moaned softly at the contact, laying my body fully on his and kissing a trail down his neck. I ran my hands under his shirt, running over his smooth chest before tugging his shirt off his head and tossing it onto the floor, where I thought it belonged at the moment.

"Ryou..." Bakura whispered, "I want you to take me. Please hikari..."

I nodded softly and kissed a trail down his chest, pausing at the waistband of his jeans, before undoing the button and zipper, pulling the offending material off his body and once again tossing it onto the floor, leaving him in his boxers. Standing up from the bed, I grinned at him, pulling my shirt over my head slowly, giving him a little strip tease show. Bakura grinned at me, watching my every move like a bird of prey. And I was his prey.

I trailed my hands down my now bare chest and stomach, sliding both my pants and boxers down slowly, kicking them off and leaving myself naked under Bakura's watchful gaze. I walked close to him slowly, crawling onto the bed before pulling his own boxers off and tossing them. I crawled onto Bakura, sitting on his chest, my arousal right in his face.

"Suck it," I ordered, feeling excited with the knowledge that I was in control of him for the moment. Bakura's eyes widened slightly at my demand, but he happily obliged, taking my length in and pulling it into a tight suck. My head rolled back and my lips parted in a moan at the feeling of his soft lips and tongue, sucking my aching need expertly. I saw stars behind my closed eyelids as Bakura moaned softly around me, his moan sending vibrations up and down my entire shaft.

"B-Bakura... s-stop," I panted, getting close, but not wanting to give into the pleasure just yet. Oh no, Bakura had requested that I take him, and I planned to do just that. Bakura pulled off my length, watching eagerly as I crawled down and settled myself between his spread legs, pressing my head of my arousal against his opening. In one swift movement, I pushed myself inside, moaning at the tight heat that encased me. Bakura ached against me and moaned loudly, his head rolling back against the pillows. I spread his legs apart, pushing in the final few inches, until I was completely sheathed within my lover. My Bakura.

"R-Ryou.." Bakura panted, his own arousal twitching in anticipation, "P-Please hikari... need you now.."

I smiled to myself and leaned down to kiss Bakura softly, before pulling back out of him, his opening clenching around me the entire time, not wanting me to leave. I pushed back inside harder, moaning loudly at the tightness that was Bakura.

"Gods Bakura.." I moaned as I built up a steady rhythm, "So tight... and nnnn... hot.."

Bakura screamed loudly as I felt the head of my arousal brush against a little knob like thing inside him. Ah, so that must be this 'sweet spot' I've heard of... I grinned inwardly, pleased that I could bring Bakura so much pleasure, and continued thrusting into him, hitting that spot repeatedly, causing Bakura to moan and writhe in the throws of pleasure I was able to create within him.

"Ryou... please... harder.." Bakura panted, reaching down and grabbing his own arousal, stroking himself in time with each of my thrusts. I groaned loudly as Bakura tightened around me again, urging me to move faster.

"Bakura..." I panted as I neared my orgasm, "So close Kura..."

Bakura arched suddenly and screamed my name loudly, his opening clenching around me, feeling unbelievably tight as he came over his hand and stomach. The sight of that was enough to bring me to my own orgasm, and I came roughly inside him, pushing in as far as I could go while doing so.

I collapsed onto Bakura breathlessly, panting in exertion. We both lay there, a tangle of arms and legs, while we waited for the tingling to wear down and for our breaths to return to normal. "R-Ryou," Bakura whispered, brushing a few sweaty strands of my hair off my face, "I love you so much hikari."

"I-I love you too," I panted slightly, moving to withdraw myself from him.

"No... stay," Bakura smiled, wrapping his legs around my waist and preventing me from pulling out, "Feels too nice..."I smiled and kissed him softly, holding him close to me and making sure I didn't pull out from him, just as he wanted. "Sleep well Kura," I smiled, kissing his forehead as he fell into a peaceful sleep.

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