Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ The Way I See It ❯ Tainted Image ( Chapter 8 )

LusciousDragon: Mary Ann asked for Bakura, so I'll do him, Bakura is a little weird, and just so you know, Mary Ann, you ROCK too!!!

Warning: slight SWEARING, inappropriate References to Ryou,

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Love. Infatuation. Friendship. It's all bullshit. It's only for the weak. Like my hikari. He's in love with me. How can he love someone like me. I treat him like dirt, use him for pleasure, and rub it in his innocent face. You should hate people like that, but no, he loves me. He tells me this. I hate it. I don't want to have this kinda crap near me. If it ever rubbed off on me… No, I'll just have to make him hate me, that way I can have an excuse to hurt him. Why me, why can't he fall in love with someone else. Even the Pharaoh's hikari, well maybe not, I couldn't stand to live with someone who sleeps with the Pharaoh's hikari. Least of all the Pharaoh himself. I would kill him if he ever liked the Pharaoh. That damn Pharaoh, so weak, he gave in to his feelings, for his dumb little hikari. And he's so protective. The only reason I don't want Ryou sleeping around is that he'll get diseases which he'll pass to me. I don't care about him. It feels great to be above the Pharaoh for once. He's so damn superior, it makes me sick. So what if Ryou loves me. It's not my fault. I tried to deter him from doing so. I hurt him, abused him, raped him, chained him up, neglected him, tortured him, tormented him… It's more like what didn't I do to stop him from loving me. It's so fucking unfair. Why do I have to have a fuckin' pussy for a hikari. Malik is lucky, he and his hikari sleep together, but they never, LOVE each other. Love. I can't even say the word without grimacing. I don't understand, I mean it is so overused anyway, but still, the idea behind it… NO!!!! I don't love him, I HATE him!!! I rape him, I don't make love to him. Needing to relieve pains in my groin, and loving someone are TOTALLY different. How can I like him, if I loved him, would I torture him so? It's all his fault, once he gets home, I'm gonna fuck him like crazy!! You hear me!! Fuck him… Not make LOVE to him!! Fuck him!!! Love is totally different. There is no feeling behind my relationship with my hikari. There can't be, I HAVE to be superior to the Pharaoh!! I must, I can't fall victim to feelings, love is for pussies, like my hikari and the Pharaoh and his hikari. If I loved Ryou, IF, than I'd be on the same level as the Pharaoh, I can't be equal to him, you don't understand, I was a lowly tomb robber, he was the Pharaoh, now he is a fallen Pharaoh, and his greatest weakness is his love for his hikari. His WEAKNESS!!! Not STRENGTH, love is a weakness, not a strength. Weaknesses make you vulnerable to anyone who knows your weakness and wishes to take advantage of you, as long as you have no weaknesses, you are pretty much invulnerable. My hikari is not worth that much to me, I can always find another to take his place. He is an object to me, I don't LOVE HIM!!!!!!!

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