Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Time Heals ❯ Time Heals 1-4 ( Chapter 1 )

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Time Heals

Perfect
Chapter 1

Rating~ R

Pairings~ Implied Gozu/Seto, Gozu/Noa, and Seto/Noa

Warnings~ Implied Rape. Child abuse and torture. Implied Incest.

A/N~ This takes place when Seto and Noa are kids, and Gozu Seto’s step-dad and Noa’s dad beats and tortures them to “prepare” them for when they run Kaiba Corp.


Disclaimer~ I don’t own the rights to Yu-Gi-Oh, nor do I own the rights to the song “Perfect” By Simple Plan.

//blah//~ Song lyrics
“blah”~ Talk

Now on with the fic!

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//Hey Dad look at us(*)
think back and talk to us
Did we grow up according to plan?
And do you we’re wasting our time doing things we wanna do
When you disapprove all along?//

~*Flash Back*~

Two small boys are chained to a dungeon wall, frail, bloody, and beaten. One of the boys has teal/bluish-green hair, and the other has chocolate brown hair. Both pairs of blue eyes look like they have given up hope, as well as any childhood sparkle that all children have. The teal haired boy manages to cough,
“ Seto, are you ok? How bad did he beat you this time?”
“ I’m not sure Noa. I…I think he broke some of my ribs again, and my back hurts. I can feel dried blood on my face, and my nose hurts, I think he broke my nose this time. What about you?”
“ I feel pretty much the same as you. I think he may have broken my wrist though, instead of my nose, because I really can’t feel my wrist all that well, and it hurts a lot, and its not from these chains.”
//And now we try hard to make it
we just want to make you proud
we’re never gonna be good enough for you
we can't pretend that we’re alright
And you can't change us//


This time, Seto’s cough is heard through the dungeon,
“ N-Noa, I think…I’m coughing up blood, I felt something come out of my mouth when I coughed.” Even in the darkness, though there is a teeny sliver of light, blood can be seen dribbling down Seto’s chin, onto his chest, where more blood and Gozu’s seed lay drying on his chest. The look on Seto’s face is one of terror. Noa hisses as he tries to move closer to his step-brother,
“ It’s ok Seto, he, he should take us out of here soon. Then I can sneak you out to the hospital.”
“ Noa, I…I don’t want to die, please don’t let me die.” Seto feels tears running down his face, the first time he has cried since before he could remember. Noa manages to get right next to Seto, he wraps his arms around his slightly younger step-brother, trying to calm him down.


//'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
we’re sorry
we can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
we’re sorry
we can't be perfect//

Seto’s small cries of fear can be heard throughout the dungeon as he coughs up more blood from an internal wound because of his broken ribs. Noa slowly rocks his younger brother back and forth trying to calm him down, and cease Seto’s fears of dying now, in this cold, dark, dingy cell. Shivering now, as the cold from the night oozes through the poorly constructed rock cell, Seto whispers to Noa,
“ Noa, if, if I die here tonight….can, can you take care of Mokie for me? Don’t tell him how I die, not until he is older at least, I know that bastard will end up making something up about how I died.” Noa crying and shivering as well now, his tears mix with the blood and Gozu’s seed on both of their bodies.

//We try not to think
About the pain we feel inside
Did you know you used to be our hero?(1)
All the days you spend with us
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore//

Noa says in a stern, determined, voice, as he rubs Seto’s back feeling old scars and new wounds,
“ NO! Seto stop talking like that. You are not going to die, you are going to survive this. And Mokie needs you, us. And, and I need you. I don’t know how I could have gotten through this, and lasted this long if I didn’t have you Seto.” Seto nods silently, agreeing with what Noa said. He doesn’t speak for sometime, he is trying to save his strength, but he feels himself growing even weaker. A huge bang echoes through the cell, and both boys look toward the dungeon door.

//And now we try hard to make it
we just want to make you proud
we’re never gonna be good enough for you
we can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright.
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
we’re sorry
we can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
we’re sorry
we can't be perfect//


Both boys stare at the door, where their father’s/step-father’s brooding figure stands, he barks out an order, and the chains holding both of them fall to the floor, and the boys fall to the floor as well, even weaker then before. Gozu then orders,
“ Both of you, up to your rooms, immediately, and you are not to leave there, or go to the doctors in the mansion, am I clear?” Both boys answer, almost robot-like,
“ Yes father.”
“ And you are not to go to the other little brat’s room either, questions will arise, and I will be forced to do to him what I do to you. Not that it will mater in a few years, when he will be old enough to begin his training as well. A light growl comes from the dungeon, more likely from Seto, but Gozu doesn’t hear it. Noa helps Seto to his feet and both boys walk uneasily upstairs. Luckily Gozu had already returned to his office. Noa, helping Seto, they look in on Mokuba, who is fast asleep, curled up with a teddy bear that he has had since he was born. Noa then helps Seto to his room, and lays him down on his bed. Noa is going around the room, getting ready to take Seto to the hospital. Seto struggles to keep conscious as he watches Noa.

//Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
we can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
we’re sorry
we can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
we’re sorry
we can't be perfect//


Noa helps Seto into his jacket, and pants, not wanting to put any unneeded weight on his chest. Noa helps Seto down and outside to where one of their kid jeep things are. (2) Luckily, since both brothers are technological geniuses they made improvements to the little jeep, which makes it more faster then in normally would. Noa straps Seto in on the passengers side, and he climbs into the drivers side, and takes off towards the hospital, which he arrives 20min later. By now Seto is unconscious, but Noa got him there just in time. When they arrived, the doctors rushed him back into the emergency room, to stop the bleeding into his lungs. The nurses also take Noa back into the emergency room to fix him up as well. As they fix him up, the nurses ask him how this happened to both of them. At first, Noa doesn’t want to tell them what happened, but he ends up spilling the whole story about how their father/step-father has beaten, raped, and locked them in the dungeon ever since Gozu adopted Seto. He finally had given into telling them, because he saw how bad his brother really was beaten up. He cried the whole time as he told them. He also said Mokuba was still at the mansion, “with that bastard” were his exact words. The nurses hurried out of the room, and immediately contacted child services to remove Mokuba from the Kaiba Mansion immediately and bring him to the hospital.

~*End of Flash Back*~

Seto sits straight up in bed, breathing hard, rubbing his head from the dream/memory. A body stirs next to him, and a muffled voice follows from under the covers,
“ Daijoubu desu ka Seto?”(3)
“ Hai, just another nightmare, a memory nightmare again.” When the other boy pokes his head out from under the covers, Noa’s face is full of concern,
“ Which one was it about this time?”
“ It was when Gozu was arrested from hurting us terribly, when you took me to the hospital.” Noa growls, remembering that terrible night, and thanks to Gozu, Seto has had to be put on permanent breathing medicine. Noa rubs Seto’s back, and kisses him softly,
“ You don’t need to worry any longer Seto, he is dead now, and Mokuba will always be safe now, and he wont have to go through what we did. Now come on koi, back to bed, I know your exhausted from last nights activities.” Noa grins like the Cheshire Cat, and pulls Seto back down under the covers, and precedes to kiss him crazily.


//'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
we’re sorry
we can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
we’re sorry
We can't be perfect//


~*Fin*~


1) NOT!!!!
2) You know like those Tonka or Barbie jeep things….that I wanted when I was a kid, and never got! >.>
3) Are you alright Seto?

(*) I had to change the lyrics around to make it like it was for both of them.

End Chapter 1
I hope you liked it, please don’t hurt me for hurting Seto and Noa! Please Review!
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S.O.S
Chapter 2

Warning: Thoughts about suicide and cutting, yaoi, incest...sorta, language
Pairing: Seto/Noa
Rating: R
Disclaimer: *cries* No I don’t own Yu-Gi-Oh or any of the characters so stop teasing me! The song S.O.S belongs to the writers Joel and Benji Madden, and to the band Good Charlotte.

Summary: Nine years have past since the night Noa took Seto to the hospital. Seto’s step-father and Noa’s father is dead, and Seto is still trying to get over the past. He is very depressed and doesn’t know who to turn to for help, he thinks he is all alone in the world.

A/N: //blah//~ Song Lyrics
/blah/~ thoughts
“blah”~ talking
Now on with the fic!
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//Is anybody listening?
Can you hear me when I call?
Shooting signals in the air,
Cuz I need somebody’s help//

Seto Kaiba once again snuck out of the room he shares with Noa. He makes his way to one of the bathrooms no one ever uses. he sits in there, razor in hand, but he does nothing.
/Can I really do this? what will Noa think of me? No, he doesn’t care for someone like me, i remind him of too many bad things./
he brings the blade ever closer to his now scar less arms, but his hand hovers just above his wrist, he cant do it, yet anyway. He shakes his head, not believing how weak he is about this. His breath rattles in his chest, he had forgotten to take his medication.

//I cant make it on my own
so I’m giving up myself
is anybody listening?
Listening?//
He slowly makes his way back to his and Noa’s room and climbs back into bed. Noa feels the shift in weight, and rolls back over and wraps his arms around Seto, who wipes his tears away angrily. Soon, his eyes close and he falls in a restless sleep.
the next morning, Noa wakes up and finds that Seto had all ready gotten up, he sighs,
/I wonder what’s wrong with him, he has been so distant lately./ He gets out of bed, pulls on a pair of boxers and heads downstairs and finds that only Mokuba is sitting downstairs eating.
“Morning Noa!” he says in his never-ending good mood.
“Good Morning Mokuba, have you seen Seto this morning?”
“Sorry, i haven’t i thought he was still in bed with you.”
“Hmm, strange, thank you Mokuba.”
“No problem!” he quickly goes back to inhaling his breakfast. Noa leaves the dining room to find Seto.

//I’ve been stranded here
and I’m miles away.
making signals hoping they save me
i lock myself inside these walls,
Cuz out there I’m always wrong//

//i don’t think I’m gonna make it
so while I’m sitting here,
on the eve of my defeat,
i write this letter and hope it saves me//

Seto is once again sitting in the same bathroom as the night before, the razor in hand once again.
/No i shouldn’t do this, Noa loves me....right? No, what am i thinking, he doesn’t love me, he just thinks I’m a good fuck, he doesn’t want me around anymore, he hates me, I’m just a reminder!/
For the first time, Seto draws the cool, steel blade across his skin, and he smiles, enjoying the feeling. Watching the blood fall from the wound. Wanting more, he draws the blade across his now once pristine skin, 3 more times.

//is anybody listening?
can you hear me when i call
shooting signals in the air
cuz i need somebody’s help
i cant make it on my own
so I’m giving up myself
is anybody listening?
listening?//

//I’m stuck in my own head
and I’m oceans away
would anybody notice if i chose to stay?
i send a SOS tonight
looking at myself tonight, wondering if ill survive
how in the Hell did i get so far away this time//

He closes his eyes, loving the feeling of the blood sliding down his arms, he almost moans in the pleasure of it. He slowly places the razor back down on the sink. He watches the blood trickle slowly down his arms and into the sink. Soon after, the blood slows down, and Seto washes away the dry blood, almost smiling. He pulls on a long sleeve blue silk shirt to hide his now forming scars, proud that he has finally been able to find his release. He slowly and quietly leaves the bathroom, after hiding his razor beneath the sink. He knows that no one ever comes to this floor anymore, but he doesn’t want to take the chance.

Noa is becoming some what nerves now, he can not find Seto anywhere. He has asked the servants to help look for him. Just when he was about to check on the floor, Seto appears half way down the steps.
“Where have you been Seto!? I’ve been looking everywhere for you!”
“I needed some time to think alone love, sorry.” he replies to him, but really thinking,
/Why would you care anyway you greedy little liar!/ He manages to hold back a glare and smiles at Noa, who is relieved. He walks up the steps to his sapphire eyed lover,
“It’s ok, just don’t worry me like that again. Just tell me you are going off to think alright?” Seto nods his reply, and Noa tiptoes to catch Seto’s slightly pouty, perfect, full lips. Seto kisses back, but not as hungrily as he use to. When they break, Noa smiles at him, and grabs his hand, leading him the rest of the way down the steps.

//So now I’m sitting here
the time of my departures near,
i say a prayer, please some one save me//

//is anybody listening?
can you hear me when i call
shooting signals in the air
cuz i need somebody’s help
i cant make it on my own
so I’m giving up myself
is anybody listening?
listening?//

The rest of the day past normally, and even though Noa never let Seto leave his sight, it was an ok day. The three brothers ate dinner together, the elder two letting Mokuba talk about his day, and keep up most of the conversation. That night, Seto once again slipped from Noa’s arms, dressed in his long sleeve pajamas. He sneaks quietly back to his bathroom, smiling some. He un-tapes the razor from under the sink, and strips out of his shirt, tossing it on the cold marble floor. The cold steel blade hovers above the pale fleshy arm, like an animal readying its attack. Seto pulls the blade across the same arm before. He sighs happily, glad to be cutting the pain away. He adds 3 more marks to his arms before he stops. As he watches the blood drip from his arm, he thinks
/This feels good, there is no more pain. And Noa will be so happy when I’m gone, i just pray he can take of my little brother. I wont leave this world just yet, maybe Noa will kick me out or destroy me himself.../

//I’m lost here-I cant make it
on my own, I don’t want to die
alone. I’m so Scared, Drowning
now, Reaching out, Holding onto
everything I know, Crying out,
dying now, need some help//

Laughing quietly to himself, he runs steaming hot water over his fresh marks, not caring for the burn and the pain, welcoming them. He tapes pain helper back in its nest under the sink, not wiping the blood off its cold steely blade. He wraps the new cuts in bandages so they don’t bleed through and Noa will become suspicious. He reluctantly goes back to their room, and quietly climbing into bed. Wanting to play the part of the loving boyfriend perfectly, he wraps his arms around his sleeping lover, who in return cuddles against Seto’s chest, sighing happily.
/This is only an act, even in his sleep he puts up an act. If he can put up one, I can as well. If he does not kick me out or kill me in 1 month i will destroy myself for him./ Smiling at the thought, he drifts to sleep.

//is anybody listening?
can you hear me when i call
shooting signals in the air
cuz i need somebody’s help
I cant make it on my own
so I’m giving up myself
is anybody listening?
listening?//

End Chapter 2
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Hold On
Chapter 3

Rating~ R
Pairings~ Noa/Seto

//blah//~ Song Lyrics
“blah”~ talk
~blah~ POV change
/blah/~ thoughts

Warnings~ Very Dark Fic, attempted suicide, depression, some language

Disclaimer~ I don’t own the characters from Yu-Gi-Oh, nor do I own the rights to the song “Hold On” by Good Charlotte.

A/N~ If you have seen the music video for the song “Hold On” by GC, Also, this happens One Month after S.O.S.
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//This World, this world is cold
But you don’t have to go//

~Seto’s POV~

I quietly slipped out of bed, so not to wake Noa. I walked out of our room to one of the other bathrooms in the mansion, not wanting to use the one in our own room, because if he finds any traces of what I do, he will try to stop me.

~Normal POV~

Seto slipped into one of the bathrooms that isn’t used that often by any of them living there. He knows he is safe there to relieve his pain, his suffering. Though, just in case he always keeps the instrument he uses well hidden. He rolls up the sleeves of his sapphire blue silk shirt. Many scars, new and old, are imprinted all up and down the undersides of his arms. He pulls out a razor he has hidden beneath the sink, tapped to the roof of the cabinet. Dried blood is encrusted some on the blades.

//You’re feeling sad, you’re feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
Your mother’s gone and your father hits you this pain
You can not bare//

He steadily begins to drag the razor across his ivory skin, which is soon tainted by the crimson source of life. His breath soon becomes irregular after 5 more cuts, due to that he did not take his medication purposely that day. He thinks to himself as he soon becomes more lightheaded,
/good, this is even better, maybe tonight I really will die. I can escape this pain forever, Noa doesn’t want me anymore. I remind him of what Gozu did to us./ Tears begin to fall down his paler then normal face. His breathing even more ragged then before. He doesn’t stop the slicing of his skin, he increases the number of the cuts. The trickle of blood can be heard going down the drain of the sink, so loud in Seto’s head, but no one else can hear.

//But we all bleed the same way that you do
We all have the same things to go through

Hold on…if you feel like letting go, Hold on…
It gets better then you know//

~Noa’s POV~

I awoke sometime in the night, when I rolled over and I didn’t feel Seto in bed with me. I sat up and looked over, and he wasn’t there. I quickly got up, threw on a pair of boxers, and left the room silently to look for him. As I searched our home, I couldn’t find him anywhere. That left me to considered looking in parts of the mansion where he would think for us not to look, so I head to the 5th floor, the floor where Gozu always forbade us to go, unless he brought us there to continue our “preparation” to be in charge of Kaiba Corp. It was also, ironically, where Seto killed him, supposedly, by accident. When I reached the floor, I saw light coming from one of the bathrooms. I quietly walked over to the door, and heard a slight dripping sound, as well as Seto’s irregular breathing. I try to open the door quietly, but the door was locked.

//Your days you say they’re way to long
And your nights, you can’t sleep at all…hold on
And your not sure what you’re looking for but you
don’t want to know more And you’re not sure
What your waiting for But you don’t want to know
More, But we all bleed the same way that you do,
We all have the same things to go through//

~Normal POV~

Seto looks quickly up at the door, dropping his razor, startled. The razor skids over to the crack under the door. Panicking, Seto crawls over to the razor, leaving a trail of blood drops behind him. He hears Noa on the other side of the door,
“Seto open up the door.”
“Go Away Noa! I am only doing what Gozu wanted to do when we were kids!! And when I’m gone you can have the whole damn company! Wouldn’t that make you Ra fucking happy?! I bet it would. Once I am out of the way, you can make the fucking company make weapons again. Just do me a favor, leave Mokuba out of you sick schemes!” (A/N~ ok, remember now, Seto isn’t exactly in his right mind right now.) Noa pulls on the handle harder,
“How could you say that Seto! Of course I love you, I have never stopped loving you from when we were children!” Noa slams against the door now, trying hard to bust it open. Seto ignores Noa’s continuous pleas to open the door, he is slicing faster and deeper now, trying hard to hit a vein. On the third try, Noa manages to break through the door, he sees a small puddle of blood underneath Seto’s arms. He grabs the razor away from Seto, who almost hit a vein. Noa throws the razor out in the hallway. Seto tries to go after it, but Noa grabs onto him tight. He brings Seto’s head to his chest, tears running down his face,
“Do you hear that Seto?? Do you hear my heart beating? All my love for you is stored in there. If you leave me, my heart would break, I can’t bare living without you.”

//Hold On…if you feel like letting go, Hold
On…it gets better then you know, Don’t stop
Looking you’re one step closer, don’t stop
Searching it’s not over…Hold On

What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what your doing to me?
Go Ahead…What are you waiting for?//

Seto’s eyes roll up to look at Noa,
“You, you love me? But, after what Gozu, did to me, to us, why would you, I am just a reminder of him.” Seto’s breathing becomes more and more forced. Noa looks down at him,
“Seto, how could you think that. Why would I stop loving you because of that damn good for nothing so-called father of ours? I would never dream of giving you up, or the company we worked so hard to change. You know for a fact I would never hurt Mokuba.” Seto seems to have come back from the place where he thought he wasn’t wanted. Noa continues to rock him back and forth whisper words of love and comfort in Seto’s ear, as he wrapped Seto’s arm wounds. Noa carried the struggling to keep conscious Seto downstairs, and laid him on the sofa, so that he could throw on a pair of pants for himself. He removed Seto’s shirt because it was soaked in blood. He made sure that Mokuba was taken cared of. Noa once again carried Seto out to a car, this time a real car, just like he did that night when he almost died again. Noa sped to the hospital, ignoring the lights, and the line of police cars following him. He pulled in front of the hospital, gathered Seto in his arms from the back seat, and rushed him inside. The officers ran inside after Noa. The doctors immediately put Seto in the E.R. to do a blood transfusion, and to get his breathing once again under control and normal. Noa stands outside the door, waiting when the officers come up to him to arrest him. Noa looks up, from his head being bowed,
“Do you know who I am?? Apparently not if you can not even see who I am. Now, if you will be so kind to leave, I am waiting to see if my brother is alright!” The rookies on the late night shift apparently got the picture and slowly backed off.
One of the doctors walk out,
“Mr. Kaiba, Seto will be fine. He will need to remain here for a few days so that his blood level returns to normal. I have subscribed him some depression medication, he should be off them in about a week.” Noa nods,
“Thank you for your help. Do you suggest anything else that may help this from happening again?”
“Yes, from what I understand you and Seto are together am I correct?” Noa nods,
“Just continually reassure him that you love him. Reassure him of everything that he thought wasn’t sure. Do not let him go to work for at least a week, stay home with him, do not leave him by himself. His state of mind is very fragile right now, anything that anyone says can trigger this again.” Noa nods again, and hugs the doctor quickly, then lets go just as quick,
“ Thank you Dr. Nikolas, you have helped both of us, since we came in that night, when Seto was close to dieing again.” Dr. Nikolas, smiles some,
“You are most welcome Noa. Do not hesitate to call if anything else like this happens, or you have questions when you and Seto go home.” Noa nods, and goes into Seto’s hospital room, where he is sleeping in bed right now. Noa climbs into bed with Seto, seeing that the door was locked, and the bed was large enough, he falls asleep cradling the sleeping Seto in his arms.

//Hold On…if you feel like letting go
Hold On…it gets better then you know
Don’t stop looking you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching it’s not over

Hold On…if you feel like letting go
Hold On…it gets better then you know
Hold On//

End Chapter 3

The last Chapter will be up soon, I have exams next week, but I will try to finish writing it. Please Review!
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Wounded
Chapter 4

Rating~ NC-17

Warnings~ Yaoi!, Incest…sorta, language

Summary~ Happens a year after Hold On, Seto is finally getting over his depression with the medication and Noa’s support.

Disclaimer~ No I don’t own Yu-Gi-Oh, and don’t sue me, you won’t get any money, Author soon to be poor college student by August. Also, I don’t own the song, “Wounded” By Good Charlotte, those rights belong to the Madden Twins and the band.

Please Read the Author’s Note at the end of the fic.
“talk”
//song lyrics//

Now on with the fic!
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//Lost and broken
Hopeless and lonely
Smiling on the outside
Hurt beneath my skin
My eyes are fading, my soul is bleeding
I try it seem ok but my faith is wearing thin//

Noa wakes in the middle of the night, like he has done for the past year to make sure Seto hasn’t snuck off once again. He sighs with relief when he feels Seto’s arms wrapped around him. He cuddles closer to him, laying his head on his chest as he drifts back to sleep.
Seto had felt Noa stir, like he felt every night. He feigns sleep so Noa won’t think anything is wrong. When he feels his lover’s heartbeat slow to that of when someone is asleep, he sighs happily, wondering why he ever tried to take his life. He loved the boy in his arms more then anyone in the world. He kisses the top of his head, before he himself drifts back to sleep.

//So help me heal these wounds
they’ve been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul even though this is not your fault
That I open and I’m bleeding, a lonely brand new rut
And I need someone to help me sew them up//

Noa wakes first the next morning, sighing contently as he lays in Seto’s arms. He sadly thinks that if he hadn’t caught him in time, this would have never been. Seto had woken when he felt Noa tense in his arms.
“What’s wrong love?” Noa looks up at Seto,
“Nothing, just thinking, if…if you had succeeded last year.” Seto raises Noa’s chin, so they look at each other in the eye,
“Noa, lets not dwell on the past, let us think of the present and the future.” Seto leans down some to catch Noa’s lips with his own. Noa eagerly kisses back, both moaning into the kiss. Seto parts Noa’s lips slipping his tongue into his mouth. Their tongues battle for dominance as they wrap their tongues around the others.

Noa breaks the kiss, pushing Seto down onto the bed. He straddles his lover, and kisses him hungrily once again, both moaning into the kiss as their cocks rub one another. Noa is tracing his fingers almost feather-like over Seto’s bare chest.

//I only wanted a magazine
I only wanted a movie screen
I only wanted the life I read about and dream
And now my mind is an open book
And now my heart is an open wound
And now my life is an open soul for all to see//

Noa begins moving from Seto’s mouth to his chin and then to his neck. His feather-kisses torture Seto mercilessly, making him squirm. The teal-haired boy nips and sucks Seto’s pale, elegant neck, leaving small love bites that resemble a necklace around his neck.
“Ohh Noa, don’t, don’t stop” Noa glances up, and kisses him gently,
“Now why would I want to stop?” Noa nips and licks a wet trail to one of Seto’s hard nubs. He gently kisses it before he begins sucking it. Running and wrapping his tongue the hard nub. As he is licking one nipple with his tongue, he is pulling and pinching the other.
“Noooa….d-don’t stop…” moans the sapphire-eyed boy, who is now panting. Noa soon switches, giving the opposite the same treatment.

Soon after, Noa begins placing fluttering kisses on Seto’s stomach and abs, making his way to Seto’s throbbing organ. He blows gently on the head, causing Seto to gasp. He then takes only the head in his mouth, swirling his expert tongue over it, teasing his slit some, tasting the pre-cum leaking from him. Soon, he engulfs Seto’s throbbing member, and begins sucking. Gasping, Seto thrusts forward, moaning
“Yesssss, oooh Nooooa!”

Noa is sucking harder now, bobbing his head up and down Seto’s swollen cock. He runs his tongue underneath, nearly causing Seto to cum right them. Noa had reached around and began playing with Seto’s opening. He hasn’t forced them inside yet because they weren’t lubed, and he didn’t want to bring any harm to his lover. Seto’s cock is so swollen now, ready to burst in Noa’s mouth.
“Nooooa…..going tooo….cummm!!!” He screams his lover’s name and release. He cums hard in Noa’s eager mouth, and he drinks down every drop. After Seto’s orgasm had passed, Noa looks up at Seto like a cat drunk on cream. Seto glances down at his lover, his eyes glazed over from his release. He pants, regaining his breath.
“Are you ready for more my love?”
“Yes Noa. I want you…need you in me, filling me…now!”
“Your wish is my command dragon-koi.”

//But help me heal these wounds
they’ve been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul even though this is not your fault
That I open and I’m bleeding, a lonely brand new rut//

Noa reaches over to the bedside table, opening the drawer and pulls out a bottle of lavender scented oil. He kisses Seto once before pouring the oil onto his fingers. He gently prods Seto’s opening before slipping in two fingers. Seto gasps, having never felt this before, because it was always he who took Noa, not the other way around. Noa scissors his two fingers inside, stretching Seto plenty in order to prepare him for his aching cock.
“How do you feel Seto?”
“I am fine Noa….don’t stop…I want more! I want your large aching cock in me now!”
“As you wish dragon-koi.”

Noa pours the lavender oil onto his own throbbing cock, slicking it good. Noa once again lifts Seto’s hips so the tip of his cock aligns with Seto’s hole before he gently eases his cock inside. Noa moans as he feels Seto’s hot heat engulf him. Seto gasps some in pain, so Noa does not move. He gently kisses his dragon,
“Are you alright my dragon?”
“I’m fine…please….please just move!” Noa grins and happily complies with Seto’s demand.

He moves faster and harder, pounding hard into Seto, causing him to cry out and moan in pleasure. Noa has found the bundle of nerves that sends Seto over the edge.
“By gods Noa!!! Fasster pleasse!!” Both are so close to cumming now. Noa moves faster now, nearly merciless in his pounding, and Seto doesn’t care due to Noa hitting his pleasure spot continuously. Noa had begun pumping Seto’s own dripping cock as well, nearly sending over the edge.
“Setooo, going tooo cummm!!!” Noa cries out his release, as Seto cries out his. His seed splashing on both his and Noa’s chest, but neither care. Noa collapses onto Seto in a boneless heap, and removes his cock with a soft plop from Seto’s dripping hole. The two lovers kiss passionately, neither starving for control, but just a regular kiss.

When they break, Noa gently pads over to their bathroom, bringing back a warm washcloth. He gently wipes Seto clean, kissing him gently from time to time before he cleans himself off. He then goes to grab two extra pillows and 2 large blankets before helping Seto to his feet. Noa lays one of the blankets on the floor along with the pillows, before he and his dragon lay down. Then Seto pulls the other blanket up covering them both. Seto pulls his lover into his arms, spooning behind him.
“I love you so much Noa. Thank you…for showing me how to feel love again.” Noa turns around, kissing Seto once more.
“Don’t ever doubt my love for you Seto, I would die before I could ever hate you.” Both smile and kiss before they drift to sleep in each others arms, leaving their bed to be cleaned up by the maids.

//And I need someone to help me…
So you come along I push you away
Then kick and scream for you to stay
Cuz I need someone to help me
Oh I need some one to help me
To help me heal these wounds
They’ve been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I’m open and I’m bleeding
A lonely brand new rut
And I need someone to help me sew them,
And I need someone to help me fill them,
And I need someone to help me close them up//


~*Fin*~

Damn, never thought I would be able to finish this this weekend. Ok, time for my note, I myself have no experience with depression, but I have helped a very dear friend of mine with it, and I based this off of what happened with my friend. I hope I haven’t offended anyone with this fic or hurt anyone. Other then that, I hoped everyone enjoy the fic, questions, comments, concerns, then drop me a review or email me, until next time!