Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Unwell ❯ Unwell ( Prologue )
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By: LadyDanika 
Malik, haunted by past events, tries to make sense of things.
*Spoilers*
Anime/Manga: Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 02.01.2003 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.0K | Visits: 471 | Status: Completed
Malik, haunted by past events, tries to make sense of things.
*Spoilers*
Anime/Manga: Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 02.01.2003 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.0K | Visits: 471 | Status: Completed
Unwell
I don't own anything, all rights are held by their respective owners.
this fic is, as you may have guessed, about Malik. (Woohoo! I'm going on number three now!^_^;;;;) and it also contains some spoilers about his past, from the manga. (Trust me, there's about 0.00000001% KidsWB is going show this suff,) it's not exceptionally graphic, but It's still a little disturbing. And there's slight spoilers for the end of Battle City, so be warned. song is "Unwell' by Matchbox twenty, off of they're new CD, 'More than you thin you are.' absolutely love this song, it's beautiful, I love the music and the lyrics are interesting and catchy.by the way, More than you thin you are, is an excellent album and I would highly recommend it.)
Unwell
All day staring at the ceiling friends with shadows on the wall
've been siting on the edge of this bed all day.staring at the ceiling,to get rid of the voices in my headIsis is worried about me,probably attributes it to teenage hormones,'s always in denial about the past.refuses to talk about it.I only have the voices to talk to.him. dark half,creature formed by my hate.
*all night I'm hearing voices telling me that I should get some sleep tomorrow might be good for something*
He's never very far away,when I sleep he haunts my dreams.can't ever really escape him,'s always there...laughs,was it me?'re so much alike now it's hard to tell.used to be innocent, and kind, I'm sadistic and harsham I like this?'m not crazy...I?
*Hold on feeling like I'm headed for a breakdownI don't know why 'm not crazy 'm just a little unwellknow right now you can't tellstay awhile and maybe then you'll seedifferent side of me*
don't know who I am anymore.of my life I've spent trying to get revenge for Father's death..what do I do now that I know I did it...don't want to die, I just want this evil in me to diejust want to be human again.
*I'm not crazy I'm just a little impairedknow right now you don't caresoon enough you're gonna think of mehow I used to be*
room is driving me crazy and I won't find the answers I need here.rush out the door before Isis confronts me, I don't want to talk to her now,run to my bike, I need to get away, someplace I can think.stop at the train stationdon't know why, maybe I just want to see people....
"...Whatever..."mutter to myself.
See me talking to myself in public placesdodging glances on the train *
start to stare at, like I'm some type of unhuman thingthey see the true me?start to whisper, it's like I'm some sort of freak show to them. leave the Godforsaken train station, and just ride out in the country for a while.starts to rain but I barely feel it.stop down by the Nile, hopping that this river, that was sacred to the ancient Egyptian's, will help me.look down in the water, my reflection stares back at me, cold, harsh, unmerciful,that what I've become?monster?I truly turned into my Father?
*And I know they've all been talking 'bout mecan hear them whisper and it me think there must be something wrong with meof all the hours thinking somehow I've lost my mind*
've figured it out, I need to face the darkness inside.started when I was child... ten actually... right when I... I received the 'Memory of the Pharaoh'my back...still remember the searing pain as the hot metal touched my back....'ll never forget.'s when it began...hate, the pain... that's when my innocence was shattered, and I saw what a horrible place the world could be.then, there also was the other time of great pain,was my fault really, I was so selfish to want to see the outside, If I had just stayed home it's wouldn't have made father so angry, he would have had to hurt Rishid...'s when he first camefirst I thought he was connected to the Sennen Rod,'s why I was so willing to give it to the tomb robber...although I gave the rod to Yuugi, he's still here.guess he was just a part of me after all.problem is that I don't know what to do nowall my life has ben devoted to killing Yuugi,don't know what to do with my lifemore importantly I've lost my heart,I need to find it again,'s the first step,'ll figure out everything else laterthought no one cared...Isis and Rishid...'re always been there, they're my family and they need me.need to get better,need to find out who I am,what I want to do in life'm not finished yet, but I've made a step forward
*But'm not crazy 'm just a little unwellknow right now you can't tellstay awhile and maybe then you'll see a different side of me'm not crazy I'm just a little impairedknow right now you don't caresoon enough you're gonna think of mehow I used to be*
laugh mirthlessly.'s pretty funny actually,whole predicament is rather ironic really,my whole life I've spent trying to kill a child,
a small, and weak one at that,
which should have been easy,it was him that brought me down.hilarious.look's like in this game of shadows, I lost.well.'s a wonder people didn't want to put me away.was really messed up.
*I've been talking in my sleepsoon they'll come to get me'll be taking me away*
dreams still haunt me,'s still thereI think I can make it now. drive up to my home'm drenched, but overall, I feel like a weight has been lifted of me.'m not nearly finished, but I know now that I can win this fight.know I can get well.
*I'm not crazy 'm just a little unwellknow right now you can't tellstay awhile and maybe then you'll see a different side of me'm not crazy I'm just a little impairedknow right now you don't caresoon enough you're gonna think of mehow I used to be*
I don't own anything, all rights are held by their respective owners.
this fic is, as you may have guessed, about Malik. (Woohoo! I'm going on number three now!^_^;;;;) and it also contains some spoilers about his past, from the manga. (Trust me, there's about 0.00000001% KidsWB is going show this suff,) it's not exceptionally graphic, but It's still a little disturbing. And there's slight spoilers for the end of Battle City, so be warned. song is "Unwell' by Matchbox twenty, off of they're new CD, 'More than you thin you are.' absolutely love this song, it's beautiful, I love the music and the lyrics are interesting and catchy.by the way, More than you thin you are, is an excellent album and I would highly recommend it.)
Unwell
All day staring at the ceiling friends with shadows on the wall
've been siting on the edge of this bed all day.staring at the ceiling,to get rid of the voices in my headIsis is worried about me,probably attributes it to teenage hormones,'s always in denial about the past.refuses to talk about it.I only have the voices to talk to.him. dark half,creature formed by my hate.
*all night I'm hearing voices telling me that I should get some sleep tomorrow might be good for something*
He's never very far away,when I sleep he haunts my dreams.can't ever really escape him,'s always there...laughs,was it me?'re so much alike now it's hard to tell.used to be innocent, and kind, I'm sadistic and harsham I like this?'m not crazy...I?
*Hold on feeling like I'm headed for a breakdownI don't know why 'm not crazy 'm just a little unwellknow right now you can't tellstay awhile and maybe then you'll seedifferent side of me*
don't know who I am anymore.of my life I've spent trying to get revenge for Father's death..what do I do now that I know I did it...don't want to die, I just want this evil in me to diejust want to be human again.
*I'm not crazy I'm just a little impairedknow right now you don't caresoon enough you're gonna think of mehow I used to be*
room is driving me crazy and I won't find the answers I need here.rush out the door before Isis confronts me, I don't want to talk to her now,run to my bike, I need to get away, someplace I can think.stop at the train stationdon't know why, maybe I just want to see people....
"...Whatever..."mutter to myself.
See me talking to myself in public placesdodging glances on the train *
start to stare at, like I'm some type of unhuman thingthey see the true me?start to whisper, it's like I'm some sort of freak show to them. leave the Godforsaken train station, and just ride out in the country for a while.starts to rain but I barely feel it.stop down by the Nile, hopping that this river, that was sacred to the ancient Egyptian's, will help me.look down in the water, my reflection stares back at me, cold, harsh, unmerciful,that what I've become?monster?I truly turned into my Father?
*And I know they've all been talking 'bout mecan hear them whisper and it me think there must be something wrong with meof all the hours thinking somehow I've lost my mind*
've figured it out, I need to face the darkness inside.started when I was child... ten actually... right when I... I received the 'Memory of the Pharaoh'my back...still remember the searing pain as the hot metal touched my back....'ll never forget.'s when it began...hate, the pain... that's when my innocence was shattered, and I saw what a horrible place the world could be.then, there also was the other time of great pain,was my fault really, I was so selfish to want to see the outside, If I had just stayed home it's wouldn't have made father so angry, he would have had to hurt Rishid...'s when he first camefirst I thought he was connected to the Sennen Rod,'s why I was so willing to give it to the tomb robber...although I gave the rod to Yuugi, he's still here.guess he was just a part of me after all.problem is that I don't know what to do nowall my life has ben devoted to killing Yuugi,don't know what to do with my lifemore importantly I've lost my heart,I need to find it again,'s the first step,'ll figure out everything else laterthought no one cared...Isis and Rishid...'re always been there, they're my family and they need me.need to get better,need to find out who I am,what I want to do in life'm not finished yet, but I've made a step forward
*But'm not crazy 'm just a little unwellknow right now you can't tellstay awhile and maybe then you'll see a different side of me'm not crazy I'm just a little impairedknow right now you don't caresoon enough you're gonna think of mehow I used to be*
laugh mirthlessly.'s pretty funny actually,whole predicament is rather ironic really,my whole life I've spent trying to kill a child,
a small, and weak one at that,
which should have been easy,it was him that brought me down.hilarious.look's like in this game of shadows, I lost.well.'s a wonder people didn't want to put me away.was really messed up.
*I've been talking in my sleepsoon they'll come to get me'll be taking me away*
dreams still haunt me,'s still thereI think I can make it now. drive up to my home'm drenched, but overall, I feel like a weight has been lifted of me.'m not nearly finished, but I know now that I can win this fight.know I can get well.
*I'm not crazy 'm just a little unwellknow right now you can't tellstay awhile and maybe then you'll see a different side of me'm not crazy I'm just a little impairedknow right now you don't caresoon enough you're gonna think of mehow I used to be*