Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Will I Ever Be Whole Again? ❯ Will I Ever Be Whole Again? ( Chapter 1 )

Disclaimer: If I owned Yugioh, wouldn't be writing fanfics.

Whole Again

If you seen me walking down the street
Staring at the sky
And draggin my two feet
You just pass me by

I plodded down the street, not really paying attention to where I was going. My feet would guide me somewhere. I looked up at the bright blue sky filled with puffy white clouds. I saw one shaped like the ring you gave me, and another shaped like my cat. I was still looking at the sky when my feet made me do a sudden turn, I was now facing a small café. It had been a few weeks since I had last been to the café, it brought up too many painful memories. As I pulled open the door, I saw a reflection that made me stop in my tracks. It was you. I wondered how long you had been there, and why you were watching me.

It still makes me cry
But you can make me whole again

I opened the door wider to make your image disappear and rushed into the café. All the tables were full but one, the one you and I had always sat at. As I slowly lowered myself into the chair, I couldn't stop the wave of tears that poured from my eyes. Without you, I was incomplete. Everywhere I usually went was missing the part of th puzzle with your picture on it.

"Are you alright, miss?"

I looked up to see a man about my age looking at me worriedly. His eyes showed concern for me, like yours once had. I smiled at him through my tears.

"Yes, I'm fine. Thank you."
"Are you sure? Maybe I should sit with you."

And if you see me
With another man
Laughing and joking
Doing what I can

His lame excuse to sit with me made me laugh.

"Yes, please do. I would love your company."

He sat down across from me and pulled out a hankerchief. He handed it to me to wipe my eyes.

"Thank ya, sir!" He laughed at my fake accent and played along.

"No problem at all, m'dear! Now, dry your eyes and I'll order us some munchies!"
"Well, if you insist!"

I won't put you down
`Cause I want you around


For a moment, all the pain was gone. I was happy, which I hadn't been since that day. This man was somewhat like you, his face had the same features and his hair was the same cut and color. He wasn't you though. I liked having th feeling that you were back, but no one would ever replace you. Never could anyone duel with me as you did, no one will ever comfort me like you did so many times, no one will ever take your place.

You can make me whole again

I was incomplete before I met you, searching for the one who I would spend my life with. I guess the life I spent with you was just the game, and in the game, bad things always happen to all the players. I am no exception, and now as the little blue car on the game board has one person in it, so does my world.

Looking back on where we first met
I cannot escape
And I cannot forget

In fact, it was a game that brought us together. If you don't remember, I always will. Duel monsters changed my life. You taught me everything I need to know about the game. From that day on, Blue Eyes had a whole new meaning than the dragon.

Baby you're the one
You still turn me on

However, his eyes are violet. I like blue. You're my Blue Eyes, I used to show you off to my friends, and I have always loved the Blue Eyes. I still do too.

You can make me whole again

My deck is incomplete with out Blue Eyes.

Time is layin' heavy on my heart
Seems I've got too much of it

With you gone, I've revised my deck. I redo it everyday, for it takes hours, which I have plenty of. Life is a game, you spin the wheel of fortune and it doesn't mater if you like the results or not. The wheel spins slow, like the second hand on the clock.

Since we've been apart
My friends make me smile

They helped me through it. We saw movies and went out to eat at new places, where you and I had never been. We laugh and tell jokes, and wonder how bad off you have it.

If only for a while
You can make me whole again

I don't see why we can't still be friends. I would love to go to a movie with you, like old times. Except now I would pay on my own, or I could pay for you, since you so many times did for me.

Looking back on where we first met
I cannot escape
And I cannot forget

No matter where I go in the day, I know when the clock chimes midnight, I've thought of you. Everyday I go home and lie down on the bed, hoping for you to call. The bed in the room where we first met.

Baby you're the one
You still turn me on
You can make me whole again

In every mans face, there is yours. You are the only one. You complete me. So why? I hope this final letter will get to you…

`So now I will have to wait

But baby if you change your mind

Don't be too late
Cuz I just can't go on

It's already been too long

But you could make me whole
Again'

Author's Notes: There's actually two more chorus's but I don't want to repeat myself. I've written a few other song fics, please look at them. Please review!