Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Wonderful ❯ The end ( Chapter 1 )

I DON'T OWN YU-GI-OH! OR THE SONG BUITIFULL or however you spell it.

SO DON'T SUE!! --------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------

Isn't it wonderful now...?

I close my eyes when I get to sad…

I think thoughts that I know are bad …

Close my eyes and I count to 10…

hope its over when I open them…

Jou lay on his bed, if you could call it that, bruised and beaten. His life was not worth living.

I want the things that I had before…

Like a star wars poster on my bed room door…

I wish I could count to 10…

Make everything be wonderful again…

He slowly rose from his bed, being carfull not to further hurt his wounds his father had inflicted on him. Then again… what was the point…

I hope my mom and I hope my dad…

Will figure out why they get so mad…

Hear them scream, hear them fight…

Say bad words, and make me wanna cry…

Jou stammered into the kitchen. He was quite hungry. His father hadent fed him for days. His father was the only one who had a job, but with the money, he spent it on booze and… pleasure…

Close my eyes when I go to bed at night…

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I feel better when I hear them say…

Everything will be wonderful, somday…

I just don't understand how…

You can smile with all those tears in your eyes…

Tell me everything is wonderfull now…

Opening up the fridge, he realized how stupid he was being. `Food in the fridge?'

He hit himself on the head. "OW! God..." `Bad idea…'

He walked to the silverware, looking them over. His life was pointless…

I go to school and I run and play…

I tell the kids that its all ok…

I laugh a lot so my friends won't know…

But when the bell rings I just don't want to go…

I go to my room and I close my eyes…

I make believe that I have a new life…

I don't believe you when you say…

Everything will be wonderful, someday…

Jou picked it up. It gleamed in what little light there was in the room. He made his decision.

NO…NO…

I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOU TELL ME EVERYTHING IS WONDERFUL NOW…

NO…NO…

I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOU TELL ME EVERYTHING IS WONDERFUL NOW…

I don't want to hear you say,

That I will understand someday…

NO...NO…NO…NO…

I just want my life to be the same,

Just like it used to be…

Some days, I hate everything…

I hate everything…

Everyone and everything…

Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now…

What's the point in my life anyway. Im just a punching bag, and my friends wouldn't understand…

I don't want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now…

He brought the sharp object to his wrist. `Do I really want to do this? It's the coward's way out…yes. Yes I do. Nobody would care anyway.

He slashed.

Everything is wonderful now…

Everything is wonderfull now…

The crimson liquid came. I looked at it. Second thoughts. `no! NOW I think of all the things to live for? You IDIOT! How would Yuge react! SHIT! My friends. I guess my friends would care. I don't. I don't want to die. But… its- its to late now. Maybe- maybe it's for the bes…"

I KNOW I KNOW! DON'T HATE ME!!! IT WAS IN MY HEAD IN I HAD TO PUT IT DOWN!! JOEY IS MY FAV. PERSON, BUT- you know what? I don't know why I wrote it anymore.

But still, please review! IF I GET 10 REVEIWS I WILL CONTINUED! AND maybe I will put pairings…

Anyway please review and tell me if it should be a happy or sad ending. Or should this be the end right here.

Emily