Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Yes or No? ❯ Yes or No? ( Chapter 1 )

DISCLAIMER: Not mine… WAAHH

A/N: It was late, I was tired but the plot bunny of DOOOOM wouldn't leave me alone. So here it is. Anzu angynessish. I'll give you a cookie if you figure out what happened.

Yes or No?

By Loki-chan (loki_loire@hotmail.com)

I didn't mean for it to be like this. God, if I could've found any other way to do this, I would've. But I…

No, don't look at me like that, please!

I couldn't do anything else. I'm sorry that you chose then, I'm sorry that I turned you away, I'm sorry for everything.

Please, just accept my apology! I know it shouldn't have been like that, but…

Why did you have to choose yesterday, of all days? Of all days to finally do it, why did it it have to be Valentine's Day? Of all the days to finally ask me, why yesterday?

It's not my fault! I didn't know! I didn't know how upset you were before, I didn't know how much I mean to you, I didn't know…

You loved me.

I didn't know you'd do what you did, just because of me.

They did. You should see how many people showed up… it was amazing. You would've been in awe…

…….But you weren't there, were you?

You asked me, honestly, if we could ever be more than friends. I answered honestly, just as you wished. I answered what I thought was right and what I knew in my heart I felt.

I answered no.

And now you're all gone.

They're all upset, even the ones I thought couldn't get upset. Everyone misses you in their own way.

Even me.

Especially me.

You're a coward, I hope you know. Just because of one stupid little word, you decided to leave us all behind!

You said you cared about us!

You said we were your friends!

You said you'd always be there for us, even if we didn't need or want you!

But I guess you said no, too.

If you saw what you've done to everyone, will you come back? Make everything like it was before yesterday?

…..

Please?

But you'll still just answer no, just like I did.

I couldn't help it! I couldn't lie to you! I care about you too much to lie and hurt you like that.

But I hurt you anyway, didn't I?

…..

…..

I'm sorry that you decided that leaving us was the only way to deal.

I'm sorry that one word could mean so much to you.

….

….

They all blame me, you know. If I had just said yes, you'd still be here with us. But I can't.

I thought that honesty was the best policy, isn't that what everyone says? If you tell the truth, it helps? It didn't help you.

It didn't help us.

You're gone and we're all alone together.

I wish I'd lied.

I wish I wasn't such a 'good' person.

I wish everyone didn't hate me for breaking your heart.

I wish I loved you.

A/N: Well… I hope no-one's scarred for life 0.o Remember: 3am, juiced up on caffeine, blame the dog