Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ You Outta Know ❯ You Outta Know ( One-Shot )

This song-fic is to the song `You Oughta Know' by Alanis Morisette. SetoxJou, of course. Will this one be made into a story? That's up to you to decide, so please, R+R! Thanx! ^_^

From Seto's point of view. Angst Angst Angst! Beware! Yaoi!

We were together for roughly two months, then he all of a sudden decided that he was tired of me. What had I done wrong? I wondered for a while, until I saw you with her, then I knew why.

>I want you to know that I'm happy for you

>I wish nothing but the best for you both

>An older version of me

>Is she perverted like me?

>Would she go down on you in a theater?

>Does she speak eloquently?

>And would she have your baby

>I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother

I should've known, really I should've. I did, in the beginning. I knew that you weren't in it for the love. But as time went on, I wanted to believe that you loved me. I led myself on in this delusion for as long as I could. As long as you let me.

>`Cause the love that you gave that we made

>wasn't able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no

>And every time you speak her name

>Does she know that you told me you'd hold me

>Until you died, `til you died

>But you're still alive

Now I realize what it was all for, and that all along you've always loved her. When we first got together you had made it clear in words that this was not a love thing, but when we were in bed, you said otherwise. You'd scream your love for me along with my name, and so did I. Chose to hear that voice instead. I believed everything you told me when we made love. How you would hold me `til you died. But now you're gone, and you're not dead yet. I hate it when people break their promises.

>And I'm here to remind you

>Of the mess you left when you went away

>It's not fair to deny me

>Of the cross I bear that you gave to me

>You , you , you, outta know

I've been watching your relationship with her blossom for the past few months. I remember when we used to go to the park together, the movies, the beach…. Wait, no, those were dreams of mine. We never did those things. All we did was…

>You seem very well, things look peaceful

>I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know

>Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity

>I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner

>It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced

>And are you thinking of me when you fuck her

I wonder if you still think of me. I still think of you. All the time. The way you used to kiss me. Make love to me. Do you ever think of me when you fuck her? No. Just another reverie that will be forever unfulfilled. But you will be thinking of me, shortly you will.

>`Cause the love that you gave that we made

>wasn't able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no

>And every time you speak her name

>Does she know how you told me you'd hold me

>Until you died, `til you died

>But you're still alive

I came to you to ask if we could ever be together again. I told you that I still remembered the promise that you made so long ago. You snicker and give me the straight facts that I was denying for so long. You never loved me. It was for the sex. My usefulness has been expired.

>And I'm here to remind you

>Of the mess you left when you went away

>It's not fair to deny me

>Of the cross I bear that you gave to me

>You, you, you, outta know

I could and couldn't believe it at the same time. I knew but didn't know. I don't want to know anything anymore. I sought refuge in the arms of others. Yugi. Yami. Ryou. It was one after the other. And every time I wished that it was you. In reality I wouldn't be saying anything, but in my mind I would be screaming your name. Could you hear me? Could you feel me?

>`Cause the joke that you laid in the bed that was me

>And I'm not gonna fade

>As soon as you close your eyes and you know it

>And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back

>I hope you feel it … well can you feel it

"Brother, what's wrong?" Mokuba had found me crying again. I've cried every night since I was left alone. I can't stand any of it any longer. I can't even see you anymore, now that you've left. You moved on with someone else and went to Tokyo. I'll probably never see you again. But that doesn't seem to matter anymore. I find a new person every night at the clubs that I go to. It doesn't have to be you. And they don't have to love me either. I'll just hold the memories close to my heart. And I still remember your promise, and I'll never let it go.

>And I'm here to remind you

>Of the mess you left when you went away

>It's not fair to deny me

>Of the cross I bear that you gave to me

>You, you, you, outta know