Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Zanshi ❯ Zanshi-Chapter 4 ( Chapter 4 )

Sorry my updates all are screwy! I'm trying I have had a lot of homework recently! Anyway, on to chapter 4 of "Zanshi" I hope you like it! ENJOY!!!

Ryou sometime during the day was summoned to Yami's chamber. Yami was visibly displeased with his lack of involvement with the missions and other duties. With his empathy he was used to emotions, flowing into him against his will and got used to the emotional pain…but now he couldn't handle it, he said it hurt too much and he was too distracted to extract the information they needed. He was more vulnerable now than ever and it needed to be fixed. If he was taken by an opposing gang they could easily use Ryou to get anything they wanted from Zanshi and Yami wouldn't allow such a thing.
"You asked to see me?" Ryou said keeping his head down eyes glued to the floor.

Yami walked up to him calm and poise like always placing a gentle hand on his head stroking his hair softly until quickly grabbing a fistful and bringing his face inches form Ryou's sneering at him. "You will agree when I say I have been more than patient with you and this little depression with a traitor that defiled me, you need to get over it and get over it quick little Ryou." He breathed harshly still not releasing his hold.

"That traitor was my lover…and he didn't betray us!" Ryou said fighting with the hold that had tightened when he raised his voice to Yami.

"Brave little one very brave, don't you ever raise your voice to me!" He yelled slapping Ryou across the face and bringing him back face to face with him. "I could kill you and no one would stop me…I could beat you, rape you, anything I pleased I could do…and no one could or would stop me." He said.

"Nothing you could or would do will stir my emotion at this sate…you killed the one person in this world I loved on an intimate level and then you tied me to your bed so I could not aid him when I promised him I would. You…you made me betray my lover Yami and that will take a lot of time to heal." Ryou said in a half sob.

Ryou knew Yami my hit him and yell at him, he did that with everyone, but he would never kill or rape him. Technically Yami…he couldn't rape anyone really, it happened to him once and would never subject someone to the same treatment. Unfortunately if he wanted sex from you he could easily make you want it, make you beg for it like a pathetic whore, in front of a crowd if he so pleased. That's what he meant by rape…would he force you? Never, he would make you want it, then he would toss you aside after the pleasure purpose has been served and you realize what you have reduced yourself too. Ryou feared ever doing that after what he went through as a mere child, he would never beg for sex again. Yami had tried it upon him and it didn't work on him…Ryou was head of the game in that department unfortunately. Yami would use his knowledge and love for Malik against Ryou if he truly wanted him. True Ryou was beautiful, a first he was happy for Malik and Ryou they made a wonderful pair but when Malik wanted to leave and survived the trials to leave it infuriated Yami to no end, and Ryou still loved him and promised to aid him? The audacity of it all was unthinkable. True Ryou was tied to Yami's bed, but of his own accord is what he doesn't tell anyone…he was lonely and depressed it would be his last night with Malik and Yami gave Ryou something to make him feel better, ecstasy. Yami didn't know the effect it had on Ryou until they had finished their little episode. True he felt bad about it not knowing what It would do, knowing he shouldn't of given it to him by the warning of Bakura, but he still did. It was one of the most pleasurable night's Yami had ever had with another person, Ryou would let Yami practically do anything to him, basically how he ended up being tied to his bed in the end. However, when Yami realized Ryou barely remembered the events afterward it was different. He bagged Yami to release him but Yami wouldn't let him go for the mere fact he would go to Malik so he kept him tied up and confused on what had happened. Ryou figured it out soon enough though. Yami told him what they did and how perfect Ryou had been for him. Nevertheless, Yami still refused to untie him; Ryou even promised he would behave just as he did earlier for Yami if he would be allowed to leave afterward. But Yami declined, he knew Ryou wouldn't like it and he would never rape anyone no matter what, although he had come close plenty of times before unfortunately.

Ryou shook his head of those thoughts again trying to wrench Yami's hand out of his hair. "Please Yami…you're hurting me…" Ryou said as a few tears fell from the searing pain upon his head form Yami's death-grip upon his locks.

Yami let go as Ryou fell to his knees crying silently "You know I don't wish to hurt you Ryou…I try to look out for my boys…I did so for Malik before he wanted to leave. I may be a bastard but I'm the same to everyone else you and Malik are no exception." Yami said, "When Joey lost Serenity I didn't cut him any slack did I?" Yami asked although it was more of a statement. "I understand you lost someone you deeply loved, we have all been there Ryou…" Ryou cut off Yami.

"Seto left you Yami! He didn't die on a cold street waiting for his lover who was tied to his murderer's bed after they had just got finished fucking one another senseless!" Ryou yelled looking up at him angrily. "I never wanted you to touch me that way nor did I wish to touch you that way…I will forever belong to Malik and as for what we did…as far as I am concerned it was rape." Ryou said making Yami's blood boil.

Yami lunged at Ryou wrapping his hands around his throat. "You took the drug willingly you ungrateful little slut! I didn't know what it would do I thought your actions were of your own accord, how was I to know any different!" He yelled throwing Ryou up against a nearby wall. "You better get your act together little one…because by hell or high water I will have you beaten within an inch of you life." He said walking away leaving Ryou alone…for a little while.

Marik and Bakura soon enough found him and it didn't take a genius to figure out that he and Yami had a little scuffle with one another. They decided to take Ryou out, show him that life was still worth living without Malik although they weren't sure if Ryou wanted it to be so.

"Come on Ryou…don't be like this, we all miss Malik but we can't live our lives mourning him, you know he wouldn't want you to be sad." Marik said.

"No…he probably want me to burn in hell for leaving him out on the street." Ryou said bitterly.

"That wasn't your fault Ryou." Bakura said soothingly

Ryou scoffed 'yes it was' he thought he would never tell Bakura what he and Yami did that ended him tied up on his bed for the simple reason Bakura would try and kill Yami if he ever found out so it remained their little secret, which was perfectly fine between them both. Ryou sighed heavily as he watched his brother and best friend try their best to cheer him up but it wasn't helping it actually made him remember when Malik was around and the four of them would go out and cause all sort's of trouble…he wished they would just leave him be and stop trying so hard he would get over it in his own time. Suddenly he saw Seto and Honda walk into the bar they seemed to be looking for him too as he hopped up and went over to them and they had just captured a spy and they needed him to extract some information for them. Ryou nodded although he wasn't sure if he would be of any help as he happily left the bar that wasn't any better than what he was about to go do now.

Well there is chapter 4 I hope you liked it! Who should Ryou end up with? NOT BAKURA THEY ARE BROTHERS! And try to steer clear of Marik cause he did go out with Marik's brother and if they did date it would be like Ryou trying to replace Malik with him or something…anyway tell me who you want Ryou paired up with!

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