Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Zanshi ❯ Zanshi-Chapter 10 ( Chapter 10 )

MWAHAHA! Sorry this chapter took so long so I will not bore you with my ranting! ENJOY!!!

Ryou hated this feeling, waking up to a whole world of pain. His body aching in every possibly place and way. He found his hands bound to the bedpost as well as his ankles. He was completely naked, spread eagle upon the bed Malik had more than likely raped him on. He felt tears sting the back of his eyes; he couldn't understand why Malik wouldn't hear him out, why wouldn't he listen to him at all? He wanted to explain why he kissed Yami he also wanted to know why he couldn't communicate with him anymore. Ryou guessed it was because they were away from each other so long but he needed to know where Malik had been and why it felt like he was dead. He pulled weakly on the restraints, which he found to be leather straps, but they were too tight and strong to wriggle out of or break he would be here until he was untied.

"You're awake now…" Malik said sitting beside him and sighed deeply. "You would sleep with anyone wouldn't you? Even that bastard Keith doesn't disgust you does he?" Malik said sneering at Ryou.

Ryou blinked confused "What do you mean?" Ryou asked softly his voice feeling weak.

"You honestly don't remember do you?" Malik asked

Ryou shook his head 'no' he remembered before the drug took it's effect and when he woke up but during…of course not, he never did remember.

"If it's any consolation I didn't use you, I couldn't not while you were like that. If I was going to have you, I wanted you to be there with me, while I did it, not somewhere else. Your body was here but you were not." Malik said. "So I've waited for you to wake up." He said simply.

"But then why…why does my body hurt so much?" He asked, if Malik didn't use him…who did then?

"Mai and Keith decided to have a little fun with you, you become quite the little wonton under that drug." He said uncaringly as if it was normal.

"Y-you let them…you let them use me! You bastard! I thought I loved you! I thought you loved me! Why the hell are you doing this to me! What did I ever do to you!" Ryou screamed unable to take it any longer.

"I saw you kissing Yami! I though I loved you too!" He yelled back

"I thought you were dead Malik! I waited three months for a sign that you were alive but nothing ever came…I couldn't feel you anymore as I once could. I didn't mean to kiss Yami but I don't regret it either…I was trying to move on with my life, I was trying to say goodbye to the man I loved." Ryou said.

"That's a lie! I know you can tell if I'm alive or dead! Yes I died but only for a little while I was only in that coma for three months and…" Malik stopped. If what he was saying was true then this was all a misunderstanding, but he couldn't believe that. "If what you are saying is true then something severed our connection, but regardless why didn't you come to me that night like you promised? Why did you leave me out there?" Malik asked near tears himself.

Ryou frowned "I…I couldn't go to you Yami wouldn't let me, he gave me ecstasy while I wasn't paying attention so that I wouldn't go help you." Ryou said, "I wanted to! I tried but Yami kept me from going I tried so hard to fight off it's effects but it didn't work…it took over and by the time I woke up I couldn't feel you anymore I thought you had died!" Ryou cried.

Malik felt his heart constrict "Yami…he kept you away form me?" Malik asked

"Yes…I do accept some responsibility of course but I wanted to go to you, I wanted to so badly." Ryou sobbed looking away.

"But our connection! What about that!" Malik asked

"I guess the coma threw off my senses…maybe they got confused and just figured you were dead…or maybe I'm to stupid to tell the difference. But you still feel the same…I can't tell if you are alive or dead right now, you don't feel like you once did." Ryou said

Malik came closer to Ryou kissing him softly; Ryou at first retreated but couldn't help but relax into his lover's lips…so inviting and warm like they always had been. He then felt a spark…he could slightly feel Malik again as if he was alive again. Malik broke the kiss.

"Maybe I need to convince your body that I am alive…and that way you can feel me again." Malik said cupping Ryou's cheek gently and kissing his forehead.

Ryou was at first happy but then he grew angry with Malik. "No." He said firmly "Even if my senses were simply confused, do you think I could simply forget what you have done to me? You wouldn't even let me explain myself Malik…and you delivered me right into my enemy's arms! You even let them rape me!" Ryou yelled at him making Malik's face falter into a guilt-ridden expression.

"That was the last thing I wanted for you Ryou! Please…I'm sorry, I didn't mean for things to go so wrong." He said as he began to untie Ryou's arms and legs as he kissed his wrists as if to will away how cut up they were from the struggling. He placed Ryou's hand on his cheek as his tears fell freely. "All I ever wanted was to be with you Ryou, you have no clue how much it hurt me to see you with Yami of all people! You said you would be mine, you would give your soul to me." Malik said. "If you want to go…go I won't blame you but please run now while you still can." He said still holding Ryou's hand to his face as if trying to draw all the life out of Ryou so he could have a piece of Ryou with him if he did leave.

Ryou trembled slightly as he threw himself in Malik's grasp hugging the boy who returned the embrace.

"Don't get me wrong Malik, I do hate you right now, you've hurt me worse than that bastard who used me like a whore for so long…but I also love you…I love you more than anyone in the world." Ryou sobbed slightly.

"…And Yami?" Malik dared to ask

Ryou shook his head "Never again, I love you, I don't love him nor have I ever." Ryou said tears still sliding down his face.

"Hush love stop crying please." He whispered lovingly.

Ryou got his tears under control as the two held on to each other, when the door suddenly flew open ruining their moment. Malik glared at Keith as Ryou instinctively hid his body from the man that had already seen him.

"We need to move." He said harshly looking at Ryou with lust filled eyes.

"What are you talking about?" Malik asked not going to give himself away that he wanted to leave so that Ryou and he could escape somewhere soon.

"We can't stay here any longer we are moving to a new location…a permeate location should things go correctly." He said. "And furthermore everyone agrees the kid and you should not be left alone together." He said.

"What!" Malik said angrily. "Why not?" He asked

"You had relations with him, he might try to trick you again or something." Keith said approaching Ryou and picking him up roughly sheet and all.

"I…I don't give a damn about the little tramp all I want is some privacy when I use his body, I gave you that privilege." Malik protested

Ryou was a little hurt when Malik said those words but knew that he was only saying such a thing to trick Keith into allowing them to be alone.

"Maybe…but we'll be keeping a close eye on you regardless, we'll see how things work out at the new place." Keith said walking off with Ryou throwing him into a separate car as he watched Malik from the window.

I know I said I was going to have an evil Ryou/Malik scene but this one was better no? Anyways I hope you liked it!

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