Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction / InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Am I Suppose to be Alone ❯ Chapter 1 – Alone- ( Chapter 1 )

Hey this is my very first fan fiction so I hope you enjoy and parings will start to show up later by the way this will later on be an IY/YYH x-over !!!!!

Oh! I also don't own any of the characters in this story so don't sue!!

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Chapter 1 - Alone-

^^ Kag pov ^^

The final battle with Naraku had just ended, and the Shikon-no-Tama is once again whole. Everyone should be jumping up and down or celebrating in joy; but they weren't. What was there to celebrate about and who would celebrate? Everyone I knew was dead! All of them Sango, Miroku, Koga, Inuyasha, Keade, the villagers, even my adopted kit Shippou!! Is one stupid jewel worth all this, this hatred, chaos, and loneliness? Is power so much better than friendship and happiness if in the end all that is left is destruction, death and decay?

I finally know what it is like to truly hate something to such an extent that all you want is get your revenge! Revenge for all the lives lost to this damn cursed jewel! The legends of the Shikon-no-Tama say that if the user of the jewel makes a pure wish then and only then will the jewel disappear. That is bull shit!! I remember when the jewel was wished on and believe me when I say none of us expected what would happen.

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"Inuyasha." I whispered as I quietly approached him. He was sitting on one of the roots of the old god tree. (That was what Kagome called it in the manga but if anyone knows the other name for it please tell me. Thank you.) He looked so deep in thought I really did not want to disturb him but I knew I had to.

"Inuyasha" I crouched down and whispered a little louder. He had obviously heard me this time because he bitterly said "what!" I flinched a little at the harsh and bitter tone. "It is time you made your wish. So what are you going to wish for?" I asked even though deep down I already knew the answer. She had died during the final battle and of course he blamed me. Me it is always me, my fault, my fault the jewel broke in the first place, my fault she was dead, my fault all this happened!! But in the end I guess that was the price you pay for loving someone so much you would do any thing to protect them.

"Then go get everyone together so I can make the damned wish!" he all but held startling me from my thoughts.

As I walked back to the village I thought I heard something in the bushes nearby. Completely frozen by fear thinking it was yet another demon after the Shikon-no-Tama I let my aura sweep out to see if I could identify the potential threat. I sighed in relief once I found it was only Shippou. No sooner had I figured it out the little kitsune jumped from behind the bushes and literally tackled me to the ground. Once we got up and every thing calmed down a little I asked him "what are you doing out here all alone?" he then looked up at me all teary eyed and said "you were gone a long time. I thought you had left to go to your time and forgot about me okaa-san!" I was shocked but then realized that he thought now that we have completed the Shikon-no-Tama I would leave strait for my time and he would once again be an orphan. "No, no Shippou I would never leave you and go to my time." I reassured him. "Now let's go get Sango and Miroku."

Once the whole gang was there he waited a minute before speaking. "I know what I want to wish for and I'm not going to change my mind." Inuyasha said. Then before anyone had a chance to say a thing or protest he made the wish. "I wish Kikyou was still here with us."

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Now let me point out that when he wished this he never said "I wish Kikyou was still alive" or nether did he say where here was. All he said was "I wish Kikyou was still here with us."

So weren't we surprised to find we were right back at the final battle again, fighting Naraku again only this time we weren't the ones who won the battle. I mean sure we beat Naraku and finished the jewel again, but in the end I was the only one who survived, the only one left even then I was left basically dead. I would have died too, had the Shikon-no-Tama not merged into my body causing me to become a demon; a demon who is destined to forever be alone not only because I am the guardian of Shikon-no-Tama, but because I am now forbidden.

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Okay people please don't go hard on me it is my first fanfic and it is basically 1 A.M and I am really really tired.

Please please please please please please please please review!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And any suggestions are welcome! Thank you!