Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction / InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ life sucks ❯ being most wanted ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Inu:hey fluffy are u still whipped by niome-sama?
 
Sess: you're the one who is calling her sama, no and don't call me fluffy or I'll castrate you
 
Me: *is behind fluffy nadding to Puppy-chan*
 
Inu: *laughs*
 
Fluffy: what's so funny *looks behind*
 
Me: *acts innocent* and looks at her book
 
Fluffy: u do know the book is upside down. HEY U CHANGED MY NAME AGAIN!
 
Me: ummmm *flips book around and runs into another room*
 
Fluffy* follows her*
 
Kag: anyway niome doesn't own inuyasha or yyh.
 
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She would lay there for hours, thinking of him. It pained her that she couldn't have him, not because he was taken or that he didn't know she existed. She knew he did because they were friends. No, it was her fault she couldn't have him, okay more like her parents fault but she still blamed herself. She didn't know if he liked her and she wanted to keep it that way. Whether he liked her or no she looses. If he does like her like that then she can't have a relationship with him because she would just break his heart. Kagome had never had a boyfriend because she would never be able to get into a relationship that she knew she wouldn't be able to stay in. oh yeah and the other option is obvious, if he didn't like her she would have to go through the pain of rejection. So kagome kept her feelings a secret.
 
`Most girls are jealous of me but they shouldn't be.' She thought about all the girls who hated her because all the guys wanted to go out with her. She knew she was defiantly not the most beautiful girl in school but the fact that she wouldn't date anyone was a part of her appeal, you know that one saying you always want what you can't have. (A/N oh I know that one all too well --;) anywho there were to people who were extra persistent in getting her attention, Kouga and Hojo. See kagome never told anyone at school about her situation, well except her friends. 'I mean who in their right mind would tell anyone they're being forced to marry Hojo?' kagome stuck her tongue out at the thought. She giggled when she remembered that one valentines day, when she opened her locker all kinds of valentines were falling out and she kept finding stuffed animals on her desk. (which she kept because she loves fuzzy things). the thing with Hojo is one time when her parents were in a jam they hastily promised kagome to Hojo, since he had taken a fancy to her even at that young of an age. She was furious with her parent to this day…um night. Anywho she still loved them but it just was so urgh!
 
She had never liked Hojo and never would but he adored her like she was some fucking goddess. Kagome tried everything to get him to dislike her in hopes that he would break off the engagement because that was the only way out of this agreement. one time she even made out with a guy in front of him. He just yelled at her, saying that she was hisand the next time she did something like that he would sue her and her parents.
Sighing one more time she looked at her clock 12:30. Kagome had spent another whole night thinking about him and it was obvious she wasn't getting back to sleep anytime soon. So, she got up and walked over to her computer, signing onto yahoo. She noticed only one person was on.
 
Lonelyshikon: do u ever get off?
 
Fire&Ice: of course, I have 2 go 2 that blasted school
 
LS: ok do u ever go 2 bed then?
 
F&I: sometimes, why r u up so late?
 
LS: couldn't sleep
 
F&I: thinking of Hojo again?
 
LS: among other things, do u really care though?
 
F&I: hn no, there's just nothing else to do
 
LS: (sarcastically) so glad to be ur entertainment. Anywho im going to go get a midnight snake
 
LS: brb
 
Kagome rummaged through the fridge and grabbed things to make a sandwich. After she made her sandwich and put everything back she headed back upstairs. She sat back down at the computer and looked at the screen.
 
F&I: I never got what ur sn was suppose to mean.
 
LS: well I never understood urs either. So, u tell me and I'll tell u.
 
F&I:hn forget it.
 
LS: hiei y r u so secretive?
 
F&I: no reason, just who needs to know about me?
 
LS:but what if someone wants to know about you?
 
F&I: no1 wants to so y does it matter?
 
LS: how do u know?
 
F&I: how do I know what?
 
LS: How do you know no1 wants to know about u?
 
F&I: If they wanted to they'd talk to me
 
“but aren't I talking to you now?” Kagome asked
 
LS: What if they're scared because ur so cold and distant?
 
F&I: Enough. Y does it matter to you anyway u have guys lined up to go out with you. You wouldn't know how it feels to have no one.
 
LS: But I do
 
F&I: Nani?
 
LS: I do know how that feels you forgot that I can't go out with any of those guys and Hojo doesn't actually care about me. He just wants to own me.
 
F&I: Then leave him, it isn't that hard
 
LS: U don't understand. Goodnight Hiei!
 
Lonelyshikon has signed off at 1:45 am
Kagome turned away from the computer and went to take a bath, hoping that it would make her feel better.
~~ An hour later ~~
She got out of the bubble bath and went into her room to change into her cloths for the day. She looked in closet for something to wear. As she shifted through her cloths her phone rang. ` who would be calling at 3 am?' checking her caller ID she found it was none other than Hojo, odd. Ignoring the call she went back to her closet and chose a skirt that was blue and black with 4 bondage straps. (A/N those r so much funn ^ ^) along with a strapless black shirt that said, “I'm bad and you love” in old English handwriting with the happy bunny under it. And a Marilyn Manson hoodie from the spooky kids era, that zipped up. When she finished getting dressed, she walked downstairs to get some breakfast. Kagome never made any for the rest of her family because they wouldn't get up for another hour and a half.
 
After she finished eating, she checked the time 4 am. She still had an hour left. So, she went upstairs to get her stuff ready to go. When she left she was listening to slipknot in her cd player.
 
~with Hiei~
Lonelyshikon has signed off at 1:45am
Hn, what did she mean I don't understand, what is there to understand? I mean what could possibly keep her from breaking off an arranged marriage if she doesn't like the guy? Hiei sighed and went to go get ready to go to that fucking school he was forced to go to.
 
~at school, authors P.O.V.~
Kagome stood at her locker looking at all the current presents.
“Hey Kagome what are those?”
“You know what they are Hojo. Now please go away, I don't have time to deal with you.”
“Deal with me? You make it sound like im a burdern.” Hojo said, acting surprised.
“You are one.” She said as she grabbed a book and shut her locker. Kagome turned and wlked away, leaving a fuming Hojo.
Hiei saw Kagome walk away from Hojo and judging from the look on his face she was in for it later but probably didn't care. `So why do I?' Hiei went to the outside cafeteria garden thing, since there was no way someone was getting him into some boring history class. The teacher was scared of him so he was just getting an A by not going. Hiei jumped into his favorite tree like he always did, relaxing.
 
~with Kagome~
Kagome sat, staring out the window, thinkg of a certain someone. She hadn't noticed the teacher trying to get her attention. That is until he slammed a book on Kagome's desk, bringing her out of her musings.
 
“Ms.Higurashi go join Hiei if your not going to pay attention!” Kagome blushed as she packed up her things.
“Sorry I just have a lot on my mind.”
“It's alright, just go.” Kagome walked out of the classroom and went to the cafeteria to get some water. When she went to pay for the water the cafeteria lady, Kaeda, started a conversation.
“Kagome what are you doing out of class?”
“The teacher thought I needed some time to think and sent me out. So, I thought I'd get some water and some fresh air.”
“Alright child go relax.” Keada said with a caring voice.
Kagome walked outside and sat under a tree. She closed her eyes about to fall asleep. Hiei jumped down out of his tree and walked over to her.
“What are you doing out of class?:
“Why bother asking you don't care anyway.” Kagome looked up at him while pretending to be bored. Hiei stared down at her for a minute before turning.
“Whatever, just thought I'd make small talk.”
“Again, why? You never have nor wanted to before!”
“I never said I wanted to, I was just bored.”
“Whatever.”
Kagome closed her eyes again, thinking. While Hiei jumped back into his tree.
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Me: I'm gonna leave it here and to make you huys anxios the next chapter start with Hiei's p.o.v. and stays in it for awhile.
 
Hiei: *reads next chapter* women this isn't even finished and the beginning sucks I hate it
 
Me: *mothing blah blah blah* hiei don't you dare give anything away, it isn't finished cuz I had writers block but I do need to ask DV's opinion about something
 
Hiei: *grumbles* IN THE NEXT CHAPT…..
 
Me: *ties and gags Hiei*
 
Sess: your in a considerably good mood for someone who is going back to school in less than a month
 
Me: yeah im actually kinda excited about that
 
Everyone: -_-;
 
Inu: you really do need to be in a strait jacket
 
Me:geez at least let me explain
 
Kag: umm ok
 
Me: well I wanna see my friends
 
Sess: oh I see anyway I'll make sure she finishes chapter 2 soon
 
Me: review PLEASEE!!! n_n