Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction / InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Stronger ❯ To Leave ( Chapter 3 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Hey! Sorry for the wait. I was expecting more reviews then I got. Guess this story isn't as much of a hit as I thought. I know a lot of people are visiting. They just don't want to review. I find that wrong. I'm making anotheer story called '' Fire Goddess''. It's another Yu Yu Hakusho-Inuyasha fic. I'm obsessd with them. It's kind of scary actually. You will know more about my new story soon. Oh and I got the votes in. But due to the lack of reviews (which is four) there aren't many. Please review. I really want you to. I just want to say I don't really like Bot/Kur pairings but I tolerate it. So whatever. Just to warn you Kagome starts to act a little different. Like she's a alittle psyoctic. At first she's acts angsty but that will give way to angsty-insane. But a funny insane. Please Review!


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Chapter 3.



Stronger


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She was sitting down, staring ahead of her. Watching the darkness turn to light. She heard the birds chirping and the early morning cold bitting at her exposed, bleeding flesh. Yes, bleeding



((((Flashback))))



She was running. Again. She was tired of running, but it seemed that was all she ever did. Run. Cry. Cut. Run. Cry. Cut. It was like a repeating mantra in her head. Run. Cry. Cut. Run. Cry. Cut. Those words never left her head. She wished it would but any time she tried to will it away she ended up doing what the voice in her head was telling her to do. Sometime's she wondered of her mental stabability.


Kagome was angry and upset. Angry because Inuyasha went to Kikyo again. Upset because she knew she wasn't good enough for him. It was so unfair. Why couldn't anything go her way for once? Why did she always have to suffer? Why did she have to pay for everyone else's mistake? Why? Why? Why? These questions played in Kagome's head for awhile. It was kind of like her mantra but easier to control. She sighed. 'Well that is a little better I guess'.


Soon she came to a stop near a hot spring. She sat at the edge of it, her bare feet dangiling in the water. Her shoes were long ago discarded. She thought for a minute and then took out her piece of glass. Making one verticle line down her arm, she watched the blood run driblets down her pale skin. The adreniline was rushing to her. And she was loving it. Oh damn it, was she loving it.


Three more slashes found their way on her arm. Each one simbolizing how many times she had cried that day. Tree more tears fell. One more slash was on her arm. The tears were silent. She probably wouldn't even know that she was crying if she hadn't felt the sting of the salt filled tear hit her bleeding arms. When it did hit it she felt a bitter feeling of pleasure. It was odd, but she liked it. She cracked a small smile as another tear fell on to her arm. She shivered. She loved that feeling. That pain. It just felt so....so bitter sweet.


Then she was reminded of why she was here as she saw her reflection in the water. She looked like a sorrowful angel. And the one who made her fell like that didn't even care for her. Arrrg.... it wasn't fair.


Suddenly she lost it. She was tired of being neglected. She was tired of being called weak. She was tired of being second best. But most of all, she was tired of being Kikiyo's reincarnation. She was tired of it all. Lying on the palm of her hand was the piece of glass. It looked so innocent, like it couldn't do anything wrong. That's exactly how the Shikon No Tama looked when she first saw it. But she knew that was wrong. It was all so wrong. That stupid thing caused so much destruction. It killed so many innocent people that didn't deserve to die. But the worst thing it ever did, in her opinion, was bring her to him. Oh, how she hated that stupid thing.


She quickly picked up her glass. As she slashed and she slashed she felt that adreniline rush back to her. To her this was so much more relieving then anything she had ever felt. It felt so good to be on top. So good to be the boss for once. She could stop this. She should stop this. But she wouldn't. It felt to good to stop. And no matter how much someone begged her. No matter how much someone pleaded. She wouldn't. No matter what they said.



((((End Flashback))))



So now she was staring ahead of her watching the sun rise. She sighed. It was time to clean up. She didn't want anyone to worry about her. She had to meet someone anyway. She was finally going to take her plan into action. Come on. She made a vow didn't she. It was to get stronger. And she'll be damned if she didn't keep her word on that. HMMMMPP. She was better then that. She was going to show Inuyasha that she could defend herself. She wouldn't need his help anymore. And she was better then his good for nothing corpse of a claypot.


She got up from her spot on the forest floor and wiped away some dust from her pants. She had long ago gotten over the school uniform. Now all she wore was black baggy cargo's or pant. She wore shirts that had sayings on them like ' I'm smart and you're not so hahaha' or ' Black and blue is what you'll be if you don't get away from me'. When she found out she would never gain Inuyasha's heart she became depressed and turned a punkish/goth. Many people noticed the changes, including a certain hanyou. She didn't care though. It was one of the farthest things on her mind.



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When she got to camp she found that everyone was still sleeping. Inuyasha was nowhere to be seen. Probably still off with Kikiyo. She sighed. She semed to be doing that alot these days. She packed up her everything she thought she would need and walked out of the hut. No one would know where she was going. They wouldn't have even guessed whwere she was going.


Kagome walked into Inuyasha's forest. She had noticed the soulstealers hovering around the God tree. She had noticed the flash of red near it. And she had noticed the smell of dirt, earth and bones, even to her inferior human noise. But she didn't stop. Not once turning back or letting not even one single tear fall from her crystal blue eyes. Heading towards the Western Lands, Kagome whispered one last single thing to her friends, comrads, son, and first love.


'' Goodbye Inuyasha''. And you know what? He heard it.





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Hey! That one was longer then the last one's were. You guys have to review. No one does and it's making me think to abandon this story ne? What do you guys think? Please vote and review. I wuld greatly appreciate it. I'm thinking of making Kagome a youkai. What do you guys think? What kind should she be? Remember review and I may think of going with this story. It's your choice. Anyway, Ja Ne!








BYE!