Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction / InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Stronger ❯ The Trouble With Love ( Chapter 6 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
I finally got this updated. Be Happy. This story is really coming along like I hoped it would. It’s really fun though. So I’ll update as quick as I can. This is one of the best stories I think I’ve ever written. I have four other stories I have to update. Oh, I’m updating Purity next. Yea. I’m trying to get it how I want it but it’s really stubborn. It didn’t come out how I wanted it to at all. Oh and these are the pairings. Just to remind you. The song in this fic I found on someone else’s fic. If it belongs to you I’m so sorry I borrowed it. I didn’t know it was yours. Please forgive me.





Yukina/Kuwabara

Sango/Miroku

Botan/Koenma

Kurama-Youko/Kagome/Yusuke

Inuyasha/die s

Kikyo/dies

Hiei/no one






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Yusuke looked at the ceiling of his room almost insanely. It wasn’t true. He knew it couldn’t be true. Then why did it hurt so much? Why did it feel so…he couldn’t even think of a word for it. All he could come up with was fucked up. Because that was what it was. Fucked up.



Love can be a many splendor thing




She had broke up with him. Just like it was a casual thing to do. As if she didn’t mind that she was breaking his heart. As if it didn’t hurt her at all. And he had a feeling she didn’t either. She was probably enjoying it. She had smiled when she said it. And when she walked away, leaving him standing in the rain, he heard her laughter. One that he used to think was the most beautiful sound in the world. No, it just left an aching hole in his heart.




Can't deny the joy it brings



She said she couldn’t possibly love a youkai. That she didn’t want youkai children. That she wouldn’t even love her children. She didn’t want him. Said she would never love him. Said she never really loved him in the first place. He was just a plaything, a toy that was now broken and could never be played with again. And he felt like it too.




A dozen roses, diamond rings




Closing his eyes slowly he exhaled. He really did love her. Adored and cherished her. He thought that maybe she would one day become his wife and mate. The mother of his children. His Keiko.



Dreams for sale and fairy tails




But it seemed that it wasn’t to be so. He loved her. She didn’t love him. And just because was a fucking youkai. Just because he was different. It didn’t matter that he saved her more then once. That he saved the world more then once. It didn’t matter that he endured her beatings and yelling rants. That he loved her so much. Or that he would have die for her and still would. It didn’t matter because he was a youkai.





It'll make you hear a symphony



He got up off of his bed. He needed to blow off some steam. Killing some stray youkai would do him some good. Very good.





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Kagome watched the her companions from the tree she was currently residing in. Kilala was in her lap, sleeping comfortably. Kagome absently stroked her fur. The small fire neko seemed attached to Kagome and Kagome in turn. It was obvious they shared a bond and Sango had worked up the courage to tell Kagome she could have the small cat youkai.
The newly turned youkai had said no at first but when it became obvious that Sango was going to be persistent she gave in. Kagome had asked who was going to protect her and Sango had said, “ I need to learn to protect myself, Kagome. I can’t always depend on someone else to protect me. Cause that’s what’s been happening my whole life. And I’m ready to start changing that.” Kagome had been touched by those promised filled words and immediately hugged Sango like no one’s business. The youkai slayer truly was brave.




And you just want the world to see




Sango was now currently polishing her hirakotsu, her forehead creased in concentration. Kagome studied her best friend for a while before turning to look at the person sitting a little ways away from her.




But like a drug that makes you blind,




Miroku was staring at his cursed hand and then he looked at Sango. The love of his life. The woman he knew he could never have if he didn’t defeat Naraku. He scowled. He hated that vile hanyou. He was keeping him away from Sango. Miroku looked at her again. So beautiful. And she was. He had heard a conversation with her and Kagome. Sango had denied being remotely pretty and Kagome had tried to convince her. But the youkai slayer didn’t seem to think she held even an ounce of beauty. But Miroku thought wrong. Because his Sango was the most beautiful of them all.





It'll fool ya every time




Kagome watched as Miroku moved his body closer and closer to the unsuspecting slayer. He waited for the right moment and found it. Ah, Sango had the best ass he had ever felt. Kagome snorted. Stupid monk.




The trouble with love is




Kagome turned towards the couple in the tree a little ways away from her. Inuyasha and Kikyo. A stab of jealously ripped through her chest but she made sure it didn’t show on her face. She always made sure not t let the others know of her torment over Inuyasha’s decision. She stilled loved him but no one knew. And every night, when she was sure that everyone was asleep she would sneak over to the nearest body of water and draw one thin line on her arm. That’s it. Just one thin line. She had reduced it to such when one day she was fighting a youkai he had broke her arm. And she didn’t like that. So it was now one line or lose an arm. She chose the former.





It can tear you up inside




Kilala had almost caught her once. But she sensed the neko approaching and quickly covered her blood scent. She made sure to do it far enough the next time. One good thing about being a youkai was your wounds healed up quickly. So when she cut that one line it healed immediately. So there was no evidence of her self-made art. But seeing the lines gave some type of satisfaction to her. Kind of like some sort of protest. But now. She just wanted to be able to fight properly. But she couldn’t stop what she was doing to herself. Not if Inuyasha kept hurting her like this. She looked over at the couple. The scent of death and clay tickling her nose. How could Inuyasha stand the scent of her? She was a rotting corpse. A walking dead woman. A zombie. Kagome stopped her mental rant as three familiar scents wafted through her senses. Inuyasha also smelled them.





Make your heart believe a lie





“ What the hell is that bastard doing here?” Kagome rolled her eyes before falling down to the grown. They all watched her quietly. Kilala just jumped to her shoulder. Kagome turned to Shippo and motioned for him to climb to her other shoulder. He did so happily.
Then she whirled on Inuyasha.




It's stronger than you pride





“ Shut up, Inuyasha. He most definitely isn’t here to see your stupid behind. Your undeserving.” She said the last words coldly, her sapphire orbs turning an ice blue. Everyone shivered at her tone.





The trouble with love is




“ Kagome,” a childish voice squealed. Everyone turned around to see a child of eight running to Kagome’s legs. She latched her small arms around the slender black clad legs. Kagome smiled down at her and patted her head. “ I missed you so much Kagome. And I told Lord Sesshomaru to let me see you and he did. Isn’t that good Kagome? And I’ve been really good too.” Kagome smiled again as the rest wondered where she came from. Inuyasha just growled while Kikyo looked on with cold indifference.




It doesn't care how fast you fall




“ That’s really good, Rin. Where’s Jaken? And Sesshomaru? Did you run away from them again? You know Sesshomaru doesn’t like that at all. And you probably got poor Jaken in trouble.” Kagome grinned as she picked up the small girl. “ Let’s go watch.” Rin giggled happily and Kagome was ready to sprint to where she knew the two youkai’s were. But before she could a strong voice called,




And you can't refuse the call




“ Kagome”. Said girl turned around innocently and rubbed the back of her head. Just like him to ruin everything. Stupid old man who’s never going to get nothing but a blowjob from a human woman older then the youkai race and is emotionally constipated. In her little rant Kagome hadn’t noticed that she had said it out loud. Kagome’s companions looked appalled while Sesshomaru raised an eyebrow, Jaken was complaining of the bump on his head, and Rin and Shippo were confused.




See you got no say at all




“ Okaa-san, what’s a blowjob?,” Shippo asked innocently. Rin nodded her head in agreement also wondering about the unfamiliar word. And why did it make all the adults blush? Adults were confusing.




Now I was once a fool, it's true



Kagome’s eyes widened as she searched everyone’s faces. Sango’s showed amazement. Miroku’s was lecherous. Inuyasha had a smirk on his face. Sesshomaru was just blank but you could see the amusement in his eyes. Kikyo…Kagome just skipped hers. It would be the same as always. Cold indifference. Now how a was she supposed to explain this to two innocent children. Then a light bulb went off in her head. She could tell the truth without actually telling the truth. Smart Kagome.




I played the game by all the rules




“ Well a blowjob is when you blow on something that’s usually really big. But don’t do it to much because then you’ll get a really bad disease. You wouldn’t want that.” Both children seemed satisfied with the answer and Kagome exhaled lightly. That was easy. Then an idea went off in Shippo’s head. He scampered off Kagome’s shoulder and up onto the hanyou’s who was getting irritated. He blew on Inuyasha’s head and said,




But now my worlds a deeper blue




“ Hey, okaa-san. I gave Inuyasha blowjob.” Kagome’s eyes widened before she through her head back and laughed.




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I promise they will all meet in the next chapter. I’m just really tired. Sorry dudes and dudettes. The rest of the song will continue in the next chapter. Ja Ne.