Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction / Naruto Fan Fiction / Bleach Fan Fiction ❯ Collection of Yaoi ❯ Show Me Love (naruxgaara) ( Chapter 4 )

Naruto/Gaara fic

 

 

It was after the Chuunin exams that a certain blonde haired shinobi started to have feelings for a forbidden and rather disturbing individual. The way this person's strength was enough to defeat anyone. The one who's name scared any Konoha shinobi in their right mind. It made no sense at all. Naruto loved Sakura, didn't he? Or did he not love her as much as he thought he did? Was it that simple comment she made months ago that made him start to lose intrest in her? Had that one comment hurt him so badly where he sought love and acceptance somewhere else?

 

Naruto was unsure of whether he was gay or not. But a certain firey emo red head struck his interest. Ever since he fought him, Naruto realized that they were just alike. They had been through the same things. Known the same feelings of isolation. Known was it was like to be alone. And Naruto had known everything that his secret love was feeling. He knew the feelings of betrayal. He knew the feelings of deceit and lies. He knew the feelings of isolation and containment. To be treated like you were some kind of horrible creature, rather than an actual human being. He knew all to well what a certain sand shinobi was feeling.

 

Naruto had just realized that he had feelings for Gaara. Though he could not talk about it to anyone else. Not even Kakashi-sensei. It was an embarrassment to their team. It had to be his little secret. He couldn't even tell Gaara. Gaara would surely kill him. After all, Gaara loved only himself, fought only for himself, lived only for himself. What good would it do him to be with Naruto? To trust him? To love him? Sadly, love was lost to Gaara. It had been long ago. Ever since the one person that Gaara had thought to love him betrayed him and told him to die. That he harbored a deep hatred for him. This person, being Gaara's only source of love, was lying about all of it. Yashamaru, Gaara's uncle.

 

As Naruto walked from Konoha to Suna, he had been entrusted with an important mission. To escort Suna's Kazekage back to Konoha safely. Perfect. Naruto knew that Gaara had made it to be Kazekage. It was another reason why he admired him so. He had achieved a higher rank and asserted himself into his village, being not only their own defense, but their caring leader. Naruto respected Gaara. He was so happy that he got this solo mission. Not even Kakashi would be accompanying him! How perfect! Hopefully, Naruto could tell Gaara just how he felt. Without being killed, that is.

 

It had been two days since Naruto set out from Konoha on his journey to Suna. He had gotten word that Gaara had already left Suna to meet up with him. It turns out, the young Kazekage was going stir crazy from paperwork and bitching siblings. Naruto couldn't blame him. Gaara, in fact, had sent one of Suna's carrier birds to find Naruto to alert him of where to meet him. It turns out, Naruto was to meet Gaara by a hidden waterfall just before Suna's desert. That would be no problem. Besides, Naruto was certain that he would have gotten lost in the sandstorms that raged outside Suna's city limits. It was all turning out for the best. That is, until he laid eyes on Gaara glaring at him from a distance.

 

Naruto paused mid step before continuing, trying not to look so wierd. He made it to Gaara and flashed one of his cheesy grins. “Hey, Gaara. Long time, no see,” he smiled. Naruto chuckled a little as he looked at Gaara's impatient figure. He knew Gaara didn't like waiting. It was to be expected.

 

Gaara nodded and kept his arms crossed. “It has been a while, Uzumaki,” Gaara said in his icy tone as normal. It had changed now, however. It didn't hold the same hatred as it had since last they met. That was good. Gaara had changed. Gaara sat on a rock, eyeing the waterfall. Naruto observed him silently, thinking how awe strikingly handsome he looked. Gaara must have noticed this because he looked at Naruto skeptically. “What is it?” he sort of growled curiously.

 

Naruto looked away to hide his blush. “It's nothing,” he said quickly, making Gaara even more skeptical. If it were nothing, then why was he blushing? And why was he looking at him with a sense of longing in his eyes that Gaara had undoubtedly seen? Was it his imagination acting up? Or had he just noticed Naruto looking at him? “Uh...shouldn't we get going? It's a three day hike back...” Naruto said, quickly changing the subject to avoid further embarrassment.

 

Gaara raised a nonexistant brow at the blonde shinobi's awkwardness. He dropped it, not really caring and got up. He kept his arms crossed and sighed inaudibly. “Yes, you are right. Let's go,” he said, brushing past Naruto who visibly straightened and tensed. Gaara did not let this one go. He turned to Naruto and glared at him. “After you tell me what is bothering you,” he said stubbornly. Something was seriously wrong with Naruto. Though he hadn't gotten close to Naruto like Sasuke and his teammates have, Gaara could still see how nervous and awkward he looked just now.

 

Naruto blushed even more. He looked away and started to walk past Gaara again. He really didn't want to say. Gaara would hate him, if he didn't already. He saw the frustration on his face. It sort of scared him. Rejection was never taken so lightly with Naruto. It crushed him when Sakura told him he was annoying and nothing more than a teammate she wished nothing to do with. But that was to be expected considering she was in love with Sasuke Uchiha. Naruto sighed. “Have you ever felt something that you couldn't explain to another person?” he asked Gaara, sort of already expecting the answer. He looked at him shyly, risking a glance with his still visible blush.

 

Gaara raised another nonexistant brow. “Yes. But I found a way to explain it so that I could figure out what it was,” he countered, looking at Naruto suspiciously. Naruto visibly got tenser. Gaara glared at him angrily. “Are you going to tell me or not, Uzumaki? It is rather frustrating when you're acting like this,” Gaara growled.

 

Naruto sighed and looked down sadly. “Well...I don't really want to tell you...because you'll hate me,” he said weakly. `He'll probably kill me!' he thought to himself. Naruto risked a glance at Gaara again and saw him staring with what looked like interest. It also looked that he was not going to let this go anytime soon. Naruto couldn't take it anymore. He advanced slowly to Gaara, standing mere inches in front of him and looked him dead in his icy blue eyes. Gaara looked at him equally and stared with what looked like curiosity. Naruto stood quietly, looking at Gaara. `What if Shukkaku attacks me while I kiss him? What if I go to touch him and his sand...' Naruto thought with slight embarrassment. He reached out slowly and reached for Gaara's cheek. He hesitated for a moment before actually touching him. His cheek was soft. The sand did not come. Had Gaara told Shukkaku somehow not to attack him? Or was it that Gaara wanted him to touch him? Whatever the case, Naruto could touch him. The look in Gaara's eyes was unchanging. It was as if Naruto had not touched him at all. It seemed that Gaara also did not know why Shukkaku did not attack him. Naruto smiled sadly and Gaara looked at him with bewilderment. “I...Gaara...” he whispered to the other. Gaara stood quietly. Naruto sighed heavily in frustration with himself and looked at Gaara with renewed determination. He quickly brought his lips to Gaara's and noticed it was Gaara who stiffened this time. He sharply inhaled and Naruto's senses returned to him. He was kissing Gaara! Naruto quickly pulled away to look at Gaara with fearful eyes. His face was still inches away from Gaara's, but he saw Gaara's cheeks had gotten redder. Naruto was truly embarrassed. He had hoped he would have enough self restraint to prevent that. But instead...he ended up forcing a kiss out of Gaara. And now he was being looked at like he was crazy. Just perfect. Naruto pulled away completely and his face held self-loathing. “I-I'm sorry...” he whispered as he brushed past Gaara.

 

The red headed sand shinobi stayed, frozen in place at Naruto's actions. He knew not what to make of that intimate action that was just performed on him by someone he secretly thought about. He tried to force himself to focus and not let it bother him but he failed miserably at the attempt. He was still frozen in the same spot while Naruto was already walking off. By the time he realized that he was staring at nothing in particular, lost in his own shocked daydream, it was sunset. He was brought back to reality by Naruto gently calling his name. Gaara snapped out of his confusion and looked at Naruto. “What?” he asked, not hearing what he had just said.

 

Naruto blushed and avoided eye contact. “I said...we have to set up the tent now. It's late. And it's best we don't travel after dark,” Naruto repeated. Gaara nodded and looked off to the side. What an awkward air it was surrounding them.

 

Naruto finished setting up the tent and glanced at Gaara before going inside quietly. He shed his shirt and took off his headband. He set up his pillows and laid on his side just as Gaara entered the tent. Naruto tried to bury his face in his pillow to avoid any hope of laying eyes on Gaara but failed miserably when he felt Gaara sit next to him. Being this close to him hurt Naruto. He had just been rejected and now Gaara was acting as if nothing had happened at all. Like it meant nothing. But...hadn't Naruto been his first kiss? Hadn't Gaara never been kissed before? `Oh great! That's just what I need to think about now!' Naruto scolded himself, letting a small whimper out unconsciously.

 

Gaara looked at Naruto when he whimpered. He had been looking at him, stealing side glances every now and then, but nothing serious. That is, until the whimper was heard. He stared at Naruto for a minute before resting his hand on the blonde's shoulder. “What is it?” he asked, lowly. He was all new to this. He didn't understand why he felt compelled to comfort Naruto but that did not matter now. All that mattered was that he made sure Naruto was alright. At his touch, though, he noticed Naruto stiffen again. Gaara quickly retracted his hand. For some odd reason, it stung Gaara that Naruto stiffened under his touch. Gaara looked at his hand as if he had a spike of some kind that had caused Naruto some pain protruding from his hand. Nothing.

 

Naruto sat up with a sigh. “Look...Gaara...” he began as he looked at Gaara seriously, with a bit of sadness in his eyes. “I...didn't mean to kiss you earlier...I don't know what came over me,” he confessed quietly. It killed him to know that he had been rejected by first Sakura, and now Gaara. Next thing he knew, he'd be rejected by Kyuubi as well. That's just be his luck. “I mean...I-“

 

Gaara covered Naruto's mouth with his hand to shush him. He looked at Naruto seriously. “So it was a mistake then,” Gaara said seriously, with what seemed like a hint of anger and betrayal. Naruto's eyes drifted shut and Gaara felt him sigh against his hand. He took his hand away slowly and sat back on his knees as before. “I thought as much,” he said, getting up, picking up his discarded gourd. He was about to leave, but Naruto spoke up.

 

“It wasn't a mistake!!!” Naruto yelled, clutching the sheet firmly. Gaara stopped and stayed facing away from Naruto. It was quiet before Naruto finally sighed. “What I mean is...I knew perfectly well what I did...I knew I kissed you. I wanted to...it was no accident. Nor was it a mistake,” he confessed.

 

Gaara turned to look at Naruto slowly. Had he heard that correctly? He wanted to kiss him? Why? He looked at Naruto unsurely. He couldn't place what this feeling was. It was like butterflies in his stomach. He felt the corner of his mouth tug in a small grin as he looked at Naruto. He realized what it was. Was this the emotion that he experienced so long ago with Yashamaru? Was this love? He nodded his head solemnly and set his gourd back down, out of the way. He sat next to Naruto again and looked at him, dead in the eye. “Why?” he asked simply. This truly perplexed Gaara. He never understood this sort of thing.

 

Naruto blushed even more and looked off to the side, avoiding Gaara's heated glare. “I...” he began. He looked at Gaara slowly with a nervous smile. “I love you...” he confessed. Gaara's eyes widened at this. It was. Love was what Gaara was feeling. He loved Naruto. And Naruto loved him back. When there was silence among them, Naruto sighed sadly and closed his eyes, lowering his head.

 

Gaara silently shifted his body to fully face Naruto. He breathed quietly. “Uzumaki,” Gaara said sternly. Naruto lifted his head slowly to look at the one that called his name, only to see Gaara face to face with him, inches away. Naruto sharply inhaled at the closeness and blushed. Gaara grinned and studied Naruto for a second. It was true. Naruto had told the truth. Gaara pressed his lips against Naruto's softly and leaned into it. The kiss was so delicate. As if he were afraid he'd break the blonde if he were not careful.

 

Naruto relaxed into the kiss and kissed him back just as soft. It turns out, to Naruto anyways, that Gaara loved him too. Naruto wrapped his arms around the red headed sand shinobi and kissed him passionately. He felt an unsure tongue brush against his lower lip and Naruto slowly and shyly parted his lips, allowing him access. Gaara's tongue found its way into Naruto's mouth and brushed and slid past Naruto's as if “testing the waters.” Naruto sighed contently at such an action. Gaara took it as an invitation to continue. He leaned into Naruto, knocking Naruto on his back and Gaara on top of him. His body was off to the side, not yet straddling him. Naruto ran his fingers through Gaara's hair, earning a low growl of approval. Naruto broke the kiss for air and saw Gaara looking down at him proudly. They stared at each other silently, Gaara looking at Naruto's facial expressions and Naruto studying Gaara's eyes. Gaara's eyes landed on Naruto's swollen lips and icy blue met cerulean once again. Naruto leaned up a little and Gaara felt a slight tug on his neck. He was ready for more. Gaara happily obliged. He'd be an idiot to pass up the opportunity to kiss Naruto again. Their lips met once again and this time, it was Naruto to nibble Gaara's lower lip. Gaara grunted before opening for the blonde. Their tongues danced in each other's mouth as Gaara's hands had a mind of their own. He gently grasped at Naruto's curves, taking in the sensation of his soft skin under his touch. He traced his hand over Naruto's chest to feet an erect nipple. When his hand brushed over it, Naruto arched his back, moaning quietly. Gaara paused for a moment. Experimentation time.

 

Gaara took his erect nipple between his thumb and forefinger, teasing it. Naruto whined and moaned again, louder this time. Gaara found a play toy. He grinned as Naruto bit his lip. He broke the kiss to look at the pleasureable face Naruto made when he did this. He did it again and indeed, Naruto made a very pleasureable face. Gaara dipped his head down to see what other noises he could force out of the blonde. He kissed the tender flesh that was Naruto's neck and nipped it softly. Naruto shuddered and Gaara noticed his breathing become staggered. More pleasure. This blonde was addicting. The red head then started to suckle and nibble on Naruto's neck while teasing his nipple in his fingers. Naruto emitted a louder moan and Gaara shuddered this time. He felt something hitting his thigh and he looked down for a second. He saw Naruto's raging hard on and grinned. Had he done that to him? Had he been the cause of such a pleasureable sight? He looked back to Naruto's face and saw Naruto blushing and panting. He had. He grinned and Naruto smiled shyly. How Gaara loved that smile. He kissed him roughly, claiming his lips with such want and need, it left Naruto breathless.

 

Naruto fumbled with Gaara's outfit and whined when he couldn't remove it. Gaara snickered lightly and sat up to remove it himself. Naruto watched with interest as he took in how to remove it for future reference. Once it was all removed, Naruto couldn't help but gawk at Gaara's flawless body. He blushed at the sight. It was god like and just pure bliss. Gaara tilted his head curiously as he looked down at himself. “What is it?” he asked, not sure of how to act at Naruto's expression.

 

Naruto swallowed and blushed again. “It's...it's nothing,” he said shyly. “Just...you look so good, Gaara,” Naruto blushed. Good was an understatement at how perfect Gaara looked. Naruto was captivated by his beauty.

 

Gaara looked at Naruto when he complimented him. He grinned and positioned himself on top of Naruto, staddling his hips. He nipped at Naruto's collarbone, earning a sigh from his blonde shinobi. “You also look good,” Gaara said lowly, almost a whisper, as he nipped lower. He kissed his way down Naruto's chest, stopping at his nipple. Gaara remembered perfectly how Naruto sounded when he teased it. An idea struck Gaara. He looked up at Naruto and grinned sinisterly. He took a hardened nipple into his waiting mouth and Naruto shuddered and moaned louder. A hand shot up to embed itself into Gaara's red tresses as Gaara took pleasure in the blonde's noises. Before he knew it, he too had an erection. He released the now erect and beyond stiffened nipple, to tease the other neglected one. He brought his hand up to tease the other with his fingers, mirroring his actions with his mouth and teeth. Naruto was about to lose control. His nether regions were begging for attention as he got so hard it hurt. “Gaara!” Naruto moaned loudly, arching into him. Gaara grinned and slid his hand down to Naruto's boxers. He tugged them down and off, sitting up to view the now naked blonde. He relished the sight. This was turning Gaara on big time. He looked at Naruto to see him shyly looking at him. Gaara grinned and ran his hands along Naruto's thighs, lowering himself to his manhood. He licked the slit, earning a salty essence in return and a jolt from Naruto. He continued, taking in Naruto's head, swirling his tongue over the slit once more. Naruto's moaning increased in volume just a little. Said blonde took hold of Gaara's hair. Gaara closed his eyes and took this as a sign to continue. He took in his whole length, bringing a hand up to massage his lover's balls as his tongue stroked the vein on the underside of his cock. Naruto shuddered again and sighed pleasureably. The red headed sand shinobi started a steady up and down momentum, sucking Naruto much to said blonde's liking. He then started to finger the blonde's hole, teasing it ever so slightly. He saw the blonde's thigh muscles contract then relax and he sped up. He earned a moan of his name in response and an arch. He felt Naruto draw close to release so he slid his finger in his tight crevice. This sent Naruto over the edge and he released into Gaara's mouth. Said red head swallowed every thing the blonde gave him and nipped Naruto's thigh before kissing his way back up Naruto's navel, continuing upward to his chest, his collarbone, and finally his neck. Naruto lay panting beneath Gaara. He felt a hardness on his thigh and blushed. He had aroused the Kazekage.

 

Naruto smiled and wrapped his arms and legs around Gaara, clinging to him much to Gaara's liking. Said red head shuddered and his breathing too became staggered. “N-Naruto...” he sighed. Said blonde started to grind his member against Gaara's earning a growl from the aroused red head. It was throbbing, begging for release. He released the quietest of moans as Naruto persisted. Gaara, not being able to take it anymore, ground his hips roughly against Naruto's, pinning him to the ground. Naruto shuddered and smiled at Gaara. He put his hand on Gaara's cheek softly and stared at him, giving him unspoken permission to do whatever he wanted with him. Gaara leaned down and kissed him roughly and Naruto kissed back. The red head positioned himself at Naruto's opening and broke the kiss to study his features. He inched inside and Naruto squirmed in pleasureable pain. Gaara stopped for a minute and looked at Naruto. Naruto, however, bucked his hips into Gaara's taking in his full length. He moaned and grabbed Gaara's shoudlers in ecstacy. Gaara was awestruck at such a sight and feeling. It sent bolts of electricity up and down his spine. Seeing that Naruto was adjusted, he pushed on. He started to pump himself in and out of his blonde lover, hovering above him with his hands on either side of his shoulders. Naruto moaned louder and Gaara felt Naruto's reawakened member on his stomach. He grabbed hold of it and started to stroke him with the same fierce movement as his thrusts. The blonde moaned along with the Kazekage and gripped Gaara's shoulders tighter. He was close again. Gaara sped up, feeling his own release nearing as well and increased his movements on Naruto's cock. He grunted as he felt a knot near untying. He felt a tightness in his balls as he pumped faster and harder into Naruto. Naruto moaned and screamed Gaara's name until he finally released, shooting his essence all over Gaara's chest and stomach, as well as his own. Feeling Naruto's muscles contract around him, Gaara came inside Naruto with a grunt. He panted on top of Naruto, hovering above him with wobbly arms and stared down at the pleasured blonde.

 

Naruto reached up to hold Gaara's cheeks in his hands and tried to steady his staggered breathing. He weakly pulled Gaara's face to his own, resting his forehead against said red head's. “I love you, Gaara,” he whispered, his voice shaking and certain.

 

Gaara didn't trust his voice so he kissed him instead. `As do I, Naruto...as do I,' he thought to himself. He pulled out of the blonde and looked at his neck. He saw red marks and grinned. “I don't think Uchiha will be pleased with those marks,” he teased seriously.

 

Naruto brought a hand to his neck shyly and blushed. “Y-you didn't!” he said with worry and concern. Gaara nodded and grinned proudly. Naruto smiled and broke into laughter, joined with a small snicker from Gaara. “Well, if he can't handle my boyfriend marking his territory...then...” he said, trailing off that thought.

 

Gaara blushed and grinned at Naruto. He kissed him once more and laid next to him. He pulled him into his arms and held him tightly, not caring about Naruto's essence clinging to their naked, sweaty bodies. “It seems our trip will be delayed so that we can clean up our...mess,” Gaara stated with a suggestion. Naruto laughed and cuddled into Gaara's chest innocently. “Get some sleep, Naruto,” Gaara whispered. Naruto smiled and nodded. Naruto whispered words of love again and Gaara kissed Naruto's neck sweetly before nuzzling his nose against his ear. “As do I, Naruto...” he whispered. With that, Naruto fell asleep with Gaara looking over him throughout the night. He had found love. Finally. He was happy.