Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ A Firey Passion ❯ Wondering Path ( Chapter 2 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
A Firey Passion
Chapter 2: Wondering path
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The afternoon sun shone brightly, chaseing away any shadows' s left by the early morning rays. Most people walked on the sidewalks at a brisk pace, all in hurry to arive at their desitnations. Yusuke on the other hand walked at a much more slower pace, with a confused expression playing across his face. His chocolate brown eyes stared into nothingness as his legs took him to an unknown destination. Thoughts continued to play in his mind, mostly about last night and how keiko had broken up with him. Then more thoughts came into mind about how he was almost raped by jonney and his gang, and how he hadn't cared if they had killed him or not.
'Maybe..maybe keiko wasn't the one I was supposed to make happy.'
A small blush tinted his tanned cheeks, as his thoughts took him away from pain, and loneliness. To a certain spickey haired fire apparition know as Hiei, and certain heated kiss they had shared. The blush continued to grow as the feeling hit him in waves, of the passion that had courssed through his entire being as there lips met.
'Hold it their yusuke, you're not gay. Never have been and probably never will.' He told himself sternly. 'But then what was that feeling that had reached me when we kissed?' Shaking his head he tried to forget that morning, and he was greeted by a wonderfully loud gurggle from his stomach.
"Maybe i should of taken up Kurama's offer on breakfast." He thought aloud, offering him some werid glances from the people walking pass him.
Sighing yet again, the slight breeze blew some raven dark strands out of his chocolate eyes, and the thoughts plauged his mind once again. He saw keiko's face, then johnny's, thn his own, adn finally he saw Hiei's.
"What is wrong with me?" He barked out, causing more people to shuffle away from who they thought was an insane teenager. Yusuke just contineud walking along his path that would end up leading him to where ever his legs were taking him.
~*Flashback*~
The kiss was sudden to yusuke, and his thoughts were clouded over with an aching desire he had never felt before. He soon realized that the kiss was deepening and he wasn't objecting. Something pulled him closer towards the crimson eye'd demon.Yusuke thought that maybe he was vulnerable, after something such as horrible as keiko leaving him high and dry. Maybe Hiei was trying to take revenge on him, and make fun of him for this later.
The doubts collected, but soon drowned away into his hazed over mind. Yusuke couldn't keep things straight, and didn't even realize that Hiei had stopped kising him, until Kurama's voice reached through his blocade of emotions.
"Are you feeling beter yusuke?" Came that calm, collected voice that he knew so well. Turing slightly, yusuke's chocolate eyes met emerald, and he gave a small nod. Kurama eye'd him suspiciously, but passed the bundle of clothes in his arms to the wounded detective.
"You can wear these for today, your clothes were completly ruined from last night." Yusuke visibaly flinched when he thought about last night, but decided to put it off. Plastering a fake goofy smile on his face, yusuke took the clothes from the concerned red head.
"Thanks Kurama. It's better then lookin' like a bum on the streets in these rags I got on." Pulling the white t-shirt over his head, yusuke gave him another smile. Looking about he saw Hiei sitting on the window sill, fazing out at the life outside in that bright world.... 'A world...' Yusuke thought...'That he could no longer be apart of.'
Pulling on the dark jeans the at fit snuggly around his hips, and ass, yusuke stood up properly and made a bee line for the door.
"Where so you think you're going detective?" Shivers crept up yusuke's spin, as he heard that cold voice. Turning ever so slightly to casually glance over his shoulder, he answered the question with his normal self.
"Gotta get home. Mum's probably drunk, and i gotta make sure she hasn't puked all over my stuff." Making another move for the door, this time kurama was the one to stop his escape.
"Why don't you atleast have something to eat first yusuke?" He knew that they were trying to take care of him. They would attempt to get information from him in the least harmful ways possible. But he couldn't live with this shame at the moment... it was just to overwhelming.
"No thanks kurama. I can hold off unil i get home. C-ya." Walking a little more swiftly then before, yusuke exited the house with a little to much enuthsiasm.
~*End Flashback*~
So now yusuke found himself amlessly strolling the streets. Weaving in and out of crowds as he continued to let his mind wonder off to painful memories.
"Hey watch it punk!" Yusuke accidently knocked into someone, causing them to lose their footing, and tumble to the ground. Gazing down at the man, he seemed some what familar but he couldn't quite put his foot on who it was.
Leaning down he helped the brunette teen back up to his feet. Still not being able to shake the idea that they had already met, yusuke ignored it and looked at the flaming teen.
"Sorry about that dude. I wasn't watching where i was going." shrugging yusuke was on his way once again, to no where. (A/N: in particular!!.... *dodges the flying objects*..sorry, i couldn't resist. ^_^) The brunette teen glared into yusuke's back, ran up and grabbed yusuke's arm. Yusuke skipped back on his feet as he lost his balance from the harsh tug of his left arm.
"You know what Uramashi (AN: If i spelt that wrong tell me plz!) just because you think your all hot, don't take your anger about keiko dumping you on everyone else!" The teen didn't even see the fist flying towards his face, but he sure felt it connect with his nose, and heard the resounding crack that told him it was broken.
"What the fuck!?" Blood poured from the broken nose, and the brunette crumpled to the ground. Strangers eyes began to look on at the bleeding teen.
Yusuke stayed silent, his fist shook in fury, and his world changed from useless grays, to a crimson red in seconds. He wanted to see more then just the blood pouring out the strangers nose. He wanted to see cuts, bruises. He wanted to hear screams of agony, horor, and then a sickening silence.
"Yusuke you peice of shit! No wonder she dumped you, anger management much?!" Yusuke kicked him in the stomach, and blood splatterd on the pavement. The crowd around them was silent, but voices soon could be heard from the outter part of it.
"What's going on here!? Break it up, Police, Let us through." Not wanting to deal with more idiots, yusuke jumped clean over several people, and landed on the ground with a swift silence. Deciding not to stick around he ran off just as swiftly.
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Punching a near by tree, yusuke unleashed his frustration on the poor plant. Another swift kick, and he had the strong plant falling to the ground.
"Why won't it leave!?" The anger had blocked all senses from his heart and mind, so when a voice rang out behind him, it surprised him... but it did not show.
"I saw what you did yusuke, don't lose control , it's weak." Spining around, yusuke's furious chocolate brown eyes met Hiei's calm crimson ones. Resting his fist at his side, Yusuke tried to gain back some control.
"What do you want Hiei?" If you're here to gloat about me losing my temper then you can piss off." He tried for calm and cool, but he got anger and upset in those words. Hiei didn't even move, he just continued on stareing at yusuke, the wind ruffling his long black coat.
1 minute, 2 minutes, the three minutes, and there was still nothing. No words, no smirks, just that unfaltering glare... it was really pissing yusuke off.
"Do you want something shorty, or are you just here as an on looker?" Turning away from the fire apparition, yusuke began walking away.
" Pathetic, you let the weak human get the better of you, and you acted like a normal, below average, thug." Stopping instantly in his walk, yusuke turned once more... and glared.
"Watch it Hiei, i'm not in the mood." It was what Hiei didn't say in this next moment, that had yusuke launching himself at the short fire demon, it was the shrug of the shoulders, and the smirk on his face. He dissmissed it so easily, as if yusuke was nothing but a bug on the road.
He was furious, and so the blinded his strategic abilities, and yusuke launched himself into battle with one of his closest freinds. Hiei dodged with ease, and moved around him, giving yusuke a kick in the back. Gaining back his balance, yusuke's chocolate eyes glanced around the forests surroundings searching for the cloacked demon.
"Fuck off Hiei! I will take you down, and anyone else that pisses me off!" Powering up the rei rei gun, yusuke shot at one of the trees. Seeing a black blur shoot by him, he flipped to his right and kicked at Hiei's legs, causing the demon to tumble to the ground.
Moving swiftly, yusuke pined him to the cold ground by stradiling Hiei's waist, and holding his hands in his own.
"Leave me the hell alone right now Hiei. Thanks for last night, but i can take care of myself." Pushing himself off Hiei, yusuke began walking once more, back to his wondering, and self pity. He just wanted to retreat in himself, and be left alone. He wanted peace and quiet... no.... he wanted warm arms, and a shoulder to cry on.
'What the fuck!? A shoulder to cry on... yusuke Uramashi doesn't cry.' He thought, but in his heart, or what was left, he wanted to. But he had no one, not anymore.
He stopped. Let the wind rustle his hair, let the chill creep up his spine. He wanted the feeling of protection and warmth and confidence he had felt with Hiei. He wanted that fire to come to life, that he felt before. Turning he looked at Hiei, who stared just as equally back.
A blush crept up into his cheeks, as Hiei advanced on him. 'What the hell am i thinking. I don't swing that way, and neither does Hiei. I think...right???' Thoughts flew from his mind as The demon finally stopped a foot away, and a seaing pain crashed through his temple.
Yusuke saw hiei holding his sheathed katana, and suspected that he was smacked with the butt of it. Darkness engulfed his mind, but he felt himself being craddled against the demons chest, and he lost himself in contentment.
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A/N: SOOOOOO what did ya think! i know this took me forever, but i have already started the third chapter and it should be up soon. Thanks for the reviews all of ya, and those who didn't and just read.... i'm watching you, all of you...MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! okay well i'm still open for any suggestion of what ya all want to happen, and i hope you liked that chapter!
PS: I did want to look over and edit.. i did really... i just didn't though.. so i do so apologize for the mistakes but i'll make it up to you... maybe with some fluff. hehehehehe so long for now
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