Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ A Forbidden Ones Past ❯ One ( Chapter 1 )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]

A Forbidden One’s Past.

My past has laid many scars on my heart.
Screams of terror echo through my ears…
The pain I inflicted upon the undeserving..
Has left me broken….
The bloody massacre I created playing in my mind..
Over and over again..
The screams and horror filled faces that I did not show mercy on..
Has made me believe that I truly am..
A monster..
If I told Yukina that I was her brother..
She would turn me away..
I am truly meant to be alone..
In a world so cruel..
My heart bleeding..
My soul screaming….
I wish for only two things in life…
Love….
And true happiness…
But people believe I am undeserving…
Sometimes I wish..
That I could be carefree…
That I could not be a Forbidden Child..
But you can’t always get what you want..
I learned that the hard way…
Curse my tainted blood…
Curse me right now…For shedding tears…
Such a weakness that I now bare…
I am reduced to a nobody…
Yet I laugh at myself..
I think about why my existence was even made..
I let my tears flow down my cheeks for the first time in years..
Never have I felt so lonely…
Never have I shed any tears…
I drown in my sorrow…
An endless sea…
The sadistic type of sorrow which exist in me….
I look at myself in a river..
The currents running along so vast..
And I still wonder…
Why do I cry…?
For a forbidden ones past?



Shadow: Okay that was a poem in Hiei’s P.O.V please R&R Thankyou Ja Ne!