Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Abuse is not pretty. ❯ Welcome To My Life ( Chapter 1 )

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Artist: Simple Plan
Song: Welcome To My Life

Abuse isn't pretty:

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like to be like me

****Hiei was walking home from school, passing a bar****

"Damn you Sanku! I already gave you the money!" A man screamed.

"You callin' me a liar?!" Hiei hide behind a wall. He listened as the man that was fighting his father yelled and struggled. Then all was quiet. Hiei poked his head around the corner to see if they left. He witnesses the brutal slaughter of the human. Hiei gasped and hide again. He had seen a lot of killings and hated every single one of them. Now there was one more to add to his collection of horrid murder memories. Unfortunately his father heard the gasp. "Who's there?!" Hiei tried to run but his father caught him. He slammed his son against the wall. His breath reeked with booze and smoke. Hiei squinted his eyes. He so badly wanted to be stronger than his father. No matter how much he trained he would never over power the elder man. Maybe some day but not today or tomorrow. "What did you see."

"Nothing."

"What are you going to say?"

"Nothing." Sanku punched him in the jaw.

"That's my boy." Hiei glared at the ground. Sanku punched Hiei in the stomach and let him fall to the ground. With one more swift kick he left.

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

***That Night***

*Sanku stumbled through the door*

"Where are you, you little shit!" yelled Sanku

no answer

"Ok we'll play it the hard way!" Sanku yelled while tracking Hiei's ki.

"Ha, so your in the attic," He said, walking up stairs.

*slams attic door open to reveal Hiei sitting I'm the corner, shaking*

"You little SHIT, why didn't you come when I called?" Yelled Sanku.

"sorry sir," whispered Hiei fearfully.

"Sorry doesn't cut it you little ass!" Sanku yelled in return, as he picked up a vase, then throwing it at Hiei.

Hiei winced as the glass cut across his head, scratching his eye, cheek, lip and forehead in the process and leaving a few glass pieces in his black hair.

Hiei carefully wiped the blood off his lips, as he stared fearfully at the ground.

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like to be like me

**A Few Nights Later***

"owwwwwww" Hiei said to himself, as he gently wiped some blood off his face.He was examining his wound, when he noticed a giant bruise on the his stomach, as he pushed on it, he howled in pain. `Must be a few bruised ribs' ,he thought.

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok!

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like!

***Later That Night***

"You Bitch!!" yelled Sanku, while kicking Hiei's stomach. Then all a sudden CRACK.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" Howled Hiei, as he realized 3 ribs just cracked.

"Ha Ha, you weak little piece of fuck! You deserved it." Taunted Sanku

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

*** 2 Years Later***

Hiei had gotten stronger, a lot stronger and was awaiting his fathers arrival.

Hiei smirked as he heard the door opening, "Oh Father Dearest" , he said mockingly.

"You ASS Don't You EVER Call ME Father or anything else but `SIR'. Do I"- Hiei's sword meet his fathers neck.

Welcome to my life.

*******THE END*********

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