Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Awaiting One's Self in The Dark ❯ Chapter 1 (my life) ( Chapter 1 )

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(hey this is my second fic…well I just went all-suicidal so I just had to rite this fic..hope you like) )oh yeah don't read this if you are in a sad, depressed, or any negative mood…only read if happy, joyful, like Botan….you have beenwarned!!!!!)

(And the name Kie Akuma was just made up for this fic…she is actually the same main character from my other fic "Hidden Ears An Eye For A Rose" {Miaka Yuki} but I changed the name…)

"Awaiting One's Self In The Dark"

Chapter 1

I sit there in my room looking out my large window. The sky in black; no moon, only stars that seem to be mocking me and my despair. I can hear my mother calling for me but I don't care. It's all ways the same. She would yell and then I would just go away for a few days. Come back and fall to the anger of my father. I wince in pain recalling the last encounter…

(Flashback)

I walk to my front door. It was nine or so, I know what was to become of me if I dare enter my home. Unfortunately for me, my father decided to come home early that day. As I saw him approach me all hope of going to my room in one peace faded away with the pain of fair. "what do you think your doing out here so late?" he said to me in a loud voice. "I'm...sorry. I had to go to the store" he not caring of what I was doing. "You bitch. I'll teach you to misbehave." I yelp but stop short. The impacted of his fist made me cringe in pain. `No.. I will not allow him the satisfaction off my painful cries.' Blood ran down the side of my mouth as another blow was thrown at my face.

My father then proceeded to reach for my breast. `No not this…' I thought, knowing if I dare speak a word my fate will be none has ever known. Pushing me agents the wall he removed some clothing. I go limp under him. Knowing no escape. He did what he wanted…including me…but I don't care. I'm nothing but another person in this jail they call life. As he finished, he made but one more hit. Making a rather large cut in my side. As he walked in I ran to the safety of my room.

I look at my disgraceful self in my mirror. "Oh no I have blood on my clothes." But hey that was nothing new. I allowed myself to examine the gash in my side. Inserting my finger, making it bleed ever so more. Watching it run down my side and making poetic like patterns on my white tile floor. My mind goes fuzzy. I rap my self to stay alive not really knowing why I would waste my time with such a meaningless thing. One's life is domed with a soul like mine…I shall one day take this burden off of this one's body…

(Flashback End)

"Kie get down here know" I sigh. Walking down stares to the dining room. I take my diner to my room ignoring my mother's yelling. `Maybe school will be better this year?' I was new in this town. And school started tomorrow. I was to be unrolled in Meiyu High school. The curse of the human race was a bitch. People were disgusting and all they ever do is trash this world. My food not even halfway done I give to the only thing that I see worthy of my heart. Fi'Fi my dog. As she eats her food I fall in to a deep sleep, filled with dreams off one day leaving this horrid place to find a hell that will take one as me.

I wake up the next day. "What time is it?" as I look over at my clock only to see that I only had 30 minutes to get ready for school. I got dressed into a white blouse with a black skirt, then a red blazer over the blouse. With black socks, and loafers. Looking at myself in my mirror seeing what I looked like. "Well I guess it's not that bad." Grabbing my school bag, then I put on my glasses. No I don't need them. In fact there not even real, there just clear glass. But they turn people away from me so I like them. I walk out of my room. Creeping too the door trying not to wake anyone up.

"Yes I'm out of there." I say to myself. Walking down the sidewalk I happen to see two boys fighting…over…something??? One was not that bad looking; he had black hair, brown eyes and wearing a green boy school uniform. The other was well… horrifying!!! He had orange hair and had a blue uniform on… I thought I was going to hurl over the disgusting sight. "Umm would you two be so kind to remove yourselves from the sidewalk pavement?" I say in a clam emotionless voice. The ugly one looked at me and was at my feet in a second, "hello there beautiful. Will you be my wife?" He shot the most ugliest smile ever…"umm sorry sir but I'm not old enough to marry. And you wouldn't want me." I said trying to be nice.

"HAHA Kuwabara you got ditched by another girl." The other one said laughing. "Shut up Urameshi!!!" They just went on like that for a wile. I just walk right by them. "Yo chick, hold on." The raven-haired boy called out to me. I turn to see what he wanted with me. "Yes?" I said, "Where do you go to school? I haven't seen you around before." He was very forward…I hated him. "Um…" I then realized I was in such a rush to get out of my house, that I forgot to find out where the hell my school was. "To tell you the truth I really don't know where I am." I say with embarrassment in my voice. "Do you know what school you're suppose to go to?" "Umm…ua" I shock my head no. "I think she might go to Kurama's school." "Kurama?" "Kuwabara you jackass you're suppose to call him Shuichi!!!"

(After Kuwbaka was on the floor bleeding…)

"Well I know where that is. Want me to show you?" the one they call Urameshi said. "Iie, kekko` desu" {no thank you} I said with a smile and went my own way. `God I hate them. All of them. Everyone and their kindness, they don't care. None of them do.' As I make my way to Meiyu High I notice some blood drip from my uniform. `O great, my cut reopened. Then again, what do I care?' I ignore the pain and simply walk into the courtyard. The pain was almost unbearable. I then notice a boy under a tree. He had black hair with a white starburst. He wore a black uniform, much like the pink ones all the anther boys seemed to by sporting. He looked at me…..then………

(ok that's the end of that…I know, I know short but tell what you think….)