Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Back At One ❯ chapter#5 ( Chapter 5 )

A/N: here's another chapter, #-# I'm so tired, ::yawns:: well here is chapter 5, and I think the farthest the fic will go is chapter 6 or 7…

 

Disclaimer: I do not own YYH, its characters, or the song “ Back at one”.

 

Inspiration: This time it's actually a different song, this time its, Christina Aguilera's dedication to intoxicating love, I Come Undone…it's perfect for this chapter, and the lyrics will be below.

 

Summery: Warning everyone it's INCEST. If you flame, there will be consequences. Yukina has gone into demon menstruation known as heat, caring for Genkai's shrine while she unknowingly leaves with Yusuke on a trip, Hiei shows up, willing to protect his imotochan at any cost.

 

Warning: this fic contains Incest between Yukina & Hiei, I had to sensor the lemon and, be forewarned here… If you do not approve of incest then leave!

 

Ages: Hiei-19, Yukina-18, in human years! I am aware demon years are different,

 

 

 

Back At one

Chapter#5: I come undone

 

 

I really am unfit to be her niisan, Yukina…oh, so lovely, gentle as a fluttering dove. More precious then any gems in a treasure vault. I knew that once I had surpassed my limits I would forget what powerful affects could occur, from my selfish actions…and now she hates me, I beg to whatever god there was that he ease her pain. That I had inflicted,

 

I don't deserve to live, I permanently damaged her fragile heart. How could I though, and worse enough…Inside I couldn't stop reflecting on how good it felt to have her that way, It was the best I had ever experienced.

 

The jagan infatuated by my own imoto, along with my assistance. No matter how much my longing for her sustained, my flesh will never again allow itself to cause her harm.

 

The most disturbing thought was abandoning her with the children I had left her pregnant with. From my own seed I had settled in her womb on that night, when I had let my lust get the better of me.

 

Damn my incestuous cravings, damn them all to the pits of hell! I am such a sickly coward, afraid of what I'd be driven to do next, if left alone with her once more…would I `dispose' of her like I did with the hooker?! God no! I'd slit my own throat,

 

 

Used to be calm
Used to be cool
but something about you
changed all the rulesI kept to myself
I guarded my heart

 

 

“Hiei…” An accustomed voice whispered, stirring me from my sorrowful thoughts, I turned away from the window sill I crushed my small frame against, outside, the frigid droplets spilling down the glass.

 

“What?” I hissed, shifting to another position. I purposely taunted her, knowing if I continuously scratch at her surface she'd put me out of my misery. I took a moment to cast a stray gaze towards her direction, curious to see what expression she'd give.

 

“What's you damn problem? Have you no respect!?” I had partially succeeded, she was more or less neutral to my arrogant attitude. “Ever since you returned from Ningenkai you've had a `stick' up your ass,”

 

“Is that so, I thought you knew me better then that, Mukuro…I always have a `stick' up my ass!” I growled perceiving my tolerance level for her mind games, the fiery lord knew I detested her persistence.

 

“Fine, I suppose you're right, anyway as my heir…you have been lagging in your training, that is unacceptable, Hiei, get your ass in check and cut the conceited demeanor, that's an order.” Her footfalls traveled closer to where I was hunched over, pausing so she sat beside me.

 

 

I growled preditoriously as I felt her palm smooth over my shoulder; I snapped my necked so my scarlet eyes yielded in her way. Her hand pressing slightly harder, never wavering. Was she-trying to sympathize for me? No, never… “Mukuro, I'll correct my mistakes, I get back on the tasks at hand but—,” I scowled down at her hand noticeably, “Just get the hell out! I need have some damn privacy!”

 

Her solemn cobalt eyes slightly narrowed, not in anger though, more as if she was searching inside me for some sort of answer that she knew I -consciously- would grant her. “Hiei, I know your hiding again…why, as your friend please tell me what happened in Ningenkai, it's hurting you this bad?”

 

I foolishly tried to swallow down, but the thick lump in my esophagus made it rather difficult. Why does she insist on torturing me like this? I felt my eyes sting from all the memories flooding back into my thoughts, I sighed in defeat as she removed my band, placing her cold fleshed hand over the slit of my jagan. She would witness first-hand what horrible crimes I had committed against Yukina, and surely break my spleen in two.

 

Closing my eyes as well, beginning to relive that frightful night…

 

“Hiei-san, is that you?” My lovely sister whispered, hand clenched to her beautiful chest. Her eyes spilling those gems, glistening as they fell from her eye lids angelically.

 

“I'm here to protect you…I won't allow them to touch you ever!” I lied, stepping forward, attempting to comfort her.

“Will you touch me?” Her stunning eyes glowing with the light of the silver moon, misty with lust.

 

I felt my own body responding to my treasured kin's needing, he wants for me, which I'd grant…if just to make her smile. “Only if you want me to…”

 

She stepped closer, until her tender soft torso was heatedly against my own. I bet she could feel it then, who my body betrayed my brotherly moral, and fell weak against her. “Hiei…” she pause leaning her head against my chest, listening with a slight giggle to my purrs “I do, onegai…please do it, I want you to.”

 

Flashes of our lovemaking, her heavenly moans…my hungry groans and grunts, it was just as fulfilling as the actual experience. The way she cried out in raw pleasure cling tightly to my broad back and it worked in a rhythm to satisfy her,

 

 

*Hiei…we can finally be together as a mother and father, to protect and love our sweet children…*

 

 

I stared around at my surroundings; it was so dark, I could barely see. Squinting in each direction knowing there was something there with me. I stumbled around aimlessly until my foot hit something mysterious, I went to reach for my katana but was taken back, “ Its not there”! I snarled, attempting to ward away whatever it was.

 

Whatever it was I still felt it by my feet and its presence still gave me chills. Kneeling down slowly, and reaching my hand around feeling for whatever it was. I tugged away my bandana, awakening the jagan to assist me.

 

“Require some of my power, master”. It mocked, a purple aura looming from it as it opened.

 

“Yes,” I sighed deeply, focusing my ki to use it to see through the darkness. My original eyes closing I could access my jagan now, blinking through the fog.

 

I looked harder, when I realized what my bandaged hand was resting on my sweat went cold. I drew back my hand stumbling away from the stiff body; it was the body of that prostitute. Her eyes were cracked open, like she could still see me from the depths of the abyss itself.

 

I shook in fear; her body was viscously mangled. Her shirt was torn down the middle, leaving a path of reeking blood flooding down the crack of her two covered breasts from the even slit of the throat. I felt like a sick bastard! I had done that to her. Curse me to the pits of hell, I felt like my very sanity crumbled at the moment I laid eyes on what I had done to her. I threw my neck back and let lose a tortured scream,

 

 

“Hiei please! Tell me what's wrong!?” My imoto shrieked in fear, giving me chills down my fiery skin, I wanted Mukuro to end my life once she finishes…please kill me!

 

 

Yukina stirred under my body lying on top of her, gracefully fluttering her eyes open. When she saw whom was on top of her she timidly blushed with an embarrassed smile, wrapping her slender arms tighter around my broad, strong shoulders. noticing even when she squeezed me, my eyes remained closed peacefully.

 

“Hiei, you must be tired, huh?” she sweetly giggled at the reason she had arranged in her mind. The innocent koorime had my head resting on her shoulder, with my neck curved so she could see my sleeping expression. “Oh Hiei”, she chuckled noticing I had pulled my pants back up last night, so that only my chest was bare.

 

After something like that, I'd never be the same. The experience of last night was one of those epiphanies that happen once in a lifetime. But not just my life, though…I knew my life was changed forever but I didn't want her to suffer, I didn't want to end her life as I did the hooker! I loved her too deeply to even chance it so…

 

Yukina slid my hands down between our are two bodies, her hands' soothing touch caressed her tiny abdomen. “You and I both must've known the consequences of last night, I was in heat, meaning my body was ready for reproduction. Attracting males from nearby, for me to carry their child.” Blushing once more,

 

Kami please! I can't-I just watch this, I can't onegai…KILL ME!

 

Yukina grimaced a happy smile, “We'd finally be a family. Either as brother and sister, or as husband and wife. I was now carrying your child, my dear niisan. Whether it was morally right or wrong, I am proud to. I wasn't ashamed of the events that occurred last night.”

 

“But…were…you?” As she pondered fearfully, I jerked off my shoulder, letting rip a terrible cry. Causing my sister to tremble as I shot up violently,

 

My body rolled off of hers. Yukina called out for you several times gathering her composure, leaning against the trunk of the tree. “Hiei! Hiei! What's wrong…Oniisan”! She whimpered, watching as I rolled back and forth ignoring her pleads. “What was wrong with you?!”

 

She covered her petite body with her two hands, her eyes became dry. They were preparing to drop the hiriuseki stones “What's wrong”. Her voice broke into soft whimpers, “was it something I had done?”

 

She blanketed my cloak around her naked body and crawled towards me. Sitting back on my heels, slowly gesturing a hand out to me, I had finally stopped all body movement. Her hand made contact with your frigid skin, my fingers caressing my muscular arm.

 

“What is it oniisan? Is it me? Did I make you upset”? I whispered, sadly. Hoping I really wasn't the reason,

 

I turned my pale face in her direction, I knew I looked so washed up and empty it was terrifying her. “I can't be with you”. My words fowl. It was as cruel as it was gruesome; I couldn't comprehend what I was saying. It was too painful, knowing I felt otherwise “ I don't love you like this.”

 

“What”? She pretended she didn't understand, when in fact she did, Yukina just didn't want to except it, knowing I didn't feel what I had said “Hiei, what about last nigh-.” As she tragically tried to drag this goodbye on, I watched in piercing pain as her tears began to fall.

 

“I can't live with what I've done to you Yukina.” I told her truthfully; it felt like my heart was being twisted. Yukina's weakened body began to shake with hard sobs, “I tried to calm myself but to no avail. I still felt like my loving feelings were taken then slapped in my face,”

 

“What you did? All you did was mislead me into thinking you loved me, Hiei!” I spat out at you, caressing the tears from my eyelids. She caught my expression through her fogy vision, my eyes were fiery, and horrid. “So,” my sweet sister whispered, rising to her feet. My cloak still concealing her body, “You just wanted to use me…”

 

I'm such a bastard! I didn't want to hurt her like that but…I didn't just want your body to be with, I so sorry Yukina, I wanted you as a whole, not just in lust but in love! Honestly, I'm a coward, I lied so I didn't hurt you…but in the end, I did…

 

Yukina bit my lip sharply with her tiny, more female fangs. “I had realized the cold, hard truth. What I had felt towards you wasn't mutual, it was just a sad illusion. I was so heart broken and rejected, I never wanted to see you again.”

 

Listening to her sacred thoughts made me realize how selfish I had been, she had truly loved me. It was a pure love unlike any another…

 

“Yukina…I...”

 

As fast as I did, she spoke, her lips trembling in anguish, coldly and her cracked voice whispered “I don't need your sympathy Hiei, just please…if I must go on in this world, I can't have you in it around me. You can't play the role of my niisan, not after this.”

 

I grasp my forehead as she turned away understandably, her reflecting everything I knew I had committed that was wrong. I left her go, I let her flutter into life like a bird that had learned to depend on it's own. I love you my imoto, I know you will find happiness without me…

 

The visions had ended, and I was somewhat relieved.

 

 

Mukuro displayed the emotions I had expected, she gasped in utter shock. Slapping me across the face bitterly, I stared down at the dense auburn carpet. Unable to look her in her eye, “Do you see now?” I grumbled,

 

“See what!? All I saw was what a horrible asshole you are! You hurt her Hiei, the one you love like no other!”

 

I nodded, “Please, I know what I have done…kill me now,”

 

“Hiei!” She screamed down at me, sending pulses of nerves through my body. I've never seen her so outraged, not ever. “No! That's to easy, now go!”

 

I stared up at my lord in surprise, was she dethroning me as her heir? Or was she gonna suspend to some dungeon? What? I couldn't stand not to know… “What the hell do you mean go?!”

 

“I mean go back to Ningenkai and tell Yukina how you really feel Hiei, I won't judge you on who you love, but she is too kind to be lied to like that, and those poor children, I know you want to be their father! Now go do it!”

 

“Mukuro I-….” I whispered in astonishment, but I knew deep down she was absolutely right…I did lie to Yukina, I did love her truly, deeply, and I should go back and right the wrong but… “Didn't you listen? She said she didn't want me around,” I yelled angrily back,

 

“She just said that because you hurt her Hiei, of course she's tell you that…but I could feel what was lingering in her heart, she loves you no matter how many injuries you inflict on her heart.”

 

I nodded absentmindedly, knowing that it would be a difficult journey, but it was I sought all my life…just to be loved unconditionally, no questions asked. I'd make her and everyone else know how much I love her,

 

 

To be continued...

 

 

A/N: the next chapter will be out as soon as I get enough response, I mean come on…where is all the people who reviewed before they deleted!? I had more reviews then this the first time, and there was only three fuckin' chapters!