Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Broken ❯ Broken ( Chapter 1 )

Broken

I'm not telling you who the narrator is in this story, so you'll have to try and figure it out yourself. Hopefully, you'll like it anyway. If you really want to know, request it in a review and I will send it to you under the conditions of swearing to secrecy. There is a giant hint somewhere in this fic though. It's a test of your knowledge of episode content…

Keep your eyes open.

Please try to enjoy.

Standard disclaimers.

Warning: death fic

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Damned.

That's what my life is…there's no hope for me now, nor was there ever.

For a time I thought there might be…but that's all over now…

I thought they cared.

I was wrong.

I was slow to realize it… Little by little, they drifted away.

I thought nothing of it…

I'm such a fool…

That day…that horrible day… I wish I didn't go to them… I wish I could have just gone on…blissfully ignorant of the truth…

They were using me… I was…am… nothing more than a tool to them…

I am nothing…

Even after that…I thought another might bring me- dare I even say it- happiness.

But there are conditions there too…

But I'm desperate…I meet them…surpass them…

Just like a good dog should…

I will do anything to cling to that small hope…anything…

Besides…it's okay to always be last in mind… right?

I don't think I will survive if I lose that flame…

That spark…

That wisp of smoke…

Who am I kidding…? There's no hope for me…

I can't see a future for me…It's too late…It always was…

There's nothing left for me…

I make my decision…there is only one thing I can trust.

The bite of cold steel is my only friend…the only thing that won't betray me…use me…

Maybe…just maybe…they'll miss me when I'm gone…

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That's it.

Can you guess the speaker?

Review if you want. Or don't. I don't really care. Either way, I'm fine with the outcome.

(GIANT HINT!!)