Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Coming Clean ❯ Shared Pleasure ( Chapter 18 )

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Anime/Manga: Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Fantasy / Hentai | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 11.28.2004 | Updated On: 06.03.2007 | Pages: 4 | Words: 6.7K | Visits: 1.1K | Status: Completed

Morning's first light came peeping in through the window of the small bedroom. Two figures lay comfortably entwined with each other. The sun continued rising, and had almost reached its zenith when the first of them awoke. Hiei opened his eyes slowly, an unfamiliar grogginess remaining with him. Blinking a few times, the hiyoukai realized that he was in a bed. As the world came into focus, the demon spied the face before his.

Kurama was still sound asleep. The dark circles had faded from under his eyes, and he looked completely at peace. Hiei just stared at the kitsune, enjoying the feel of the strong arms around him, and the smooth body pressed to his. It occurred to him that he had never slept so soundly before. Usually he dozed lightly for an hour at night, vigilant, even in slumber. But this night he had enjoyed true sleep, in a soft bed, in a warm embrace. Smiling, he nuzzled closer to his partner, closing his eyes.

After another hour of the cozy relaxation, Hiei felt the fox next to him stir. Emerald eyes opened to look into the fire demon's face. With a smile, Kurama snuggled closer. "Good morning, Hiei," he mumbled into the hiyoukai's strong chest. Hiei shivered as he felt the fox's warm breath on his skin.

The kitsune stretched luxuriously, his body shifting against the fire demon's. Hiei wondered at the closeness they were sharing. Never before had he allowed anyone to get close to him. Yet here, in the arms of the fox, he felt safe and wanted. As Kurama rolled over and arose from the bed, Hiei let go reluctantly. He wanted to stay like that. He wanted something more, but he didn't know what that something was.

Hiei got up slowly, still savoring the warmth left in the bed. He waited until Kurama had gone to the kitchen to get himself dressed. When he finally entered the small eating area, a pleasant aroma greeted him. Kurama was at the stove, preparing breakfast. Unsure why, Hiei walked up behind the red head and slipped his arms around the taller boy's waist.

"I'm sorry, Fox. I should have been here for you. I had no idea your family would react that way to us," he whispered, laying his head on Kurama's back.

The fox stopped what he was doing, and stood still for moment, thinking. With a small sigh, he turned to face the demon behind him. "Hiei, it isn't your fault. It's mine. I was careless in front of him. I was so glad that Mother accepted me, and you, so easily. She warned me that he would react unfavorably. We wanted to tell him when he came home from his trip, but I convinced her it would be better to wait until you returned from Makai. It all just happened so fast, I feel like I may still wake up, and it will all be a nightmare." With this, he wrapped his arms around the smaller form in a close hug.

Hiei felt the warmth of the hug, and snuggled closer. "Is that what you want, Fox, to wake up and have it be a dream?"

"No. I want to wake up every morning just like we did this morning," Kurama murmured back. Hiei didn't reply. The smell of smoke drew both of their attention to the stove. The food in the pan was now a black, unrecognizable blob.

"So much for breakfast," Kurama commented dryly as he turned off the burner. Hiei snuggled up to his side.

"Call your mother, Fox. She'll probably invite you out for lunch anyway. And, by the way, it is lunch now. Anyway, she is waiting to hear from you; she's worried about you. I spoke to her last night, and she is very upset over your absence. You should at least call." Kurama smiled at his friend.

"You're right; I will."

Hiei was absolutely correct, the moment she heard her son's voice on the phone, Shiori first bombarded him with questions, and then insisted that she take both Kurama and Hiei out to eat. Within an hour, they met her at a restaurant in town. Kurama did not want her to come over and see that most of the things she had bought him were still strewn about the living room, and he had no time to clean up once she had him on the phone. The three enjoyed a peaceful meal together. Shiori apologized repeatedly for what had happened in the Hatanaka house.

"Shuuichi, I am so sorry this is all happening. I knew he would react badly, but I never dreamed he would react like that. I've tried a few times to convince him to let you come home. I think he may, given some more time."

"No, Mother. I do not want to beg my way back into the house," Kurama replied. "He has made his position known, and I will respect that. Besides, if I were to come back, how would we all get along? I do not want our family to be reduced to cold stares and scathing comments. That man will not be my guardian. I refuse to live in a house where he will dictate my life, set my curfew, and ground me. You know if I were to return, we would only end up arguing again. It's best this way, as he stated, to allow us to pursue our different lifestyles in peace."

Shiori was shocked at her son's brutal assessment of the situation, but she knew deep down that he was correct. Should he return to the Hatanaka house, her husband would insist on setting restrictions on him that she had never set. Her husband had been raised in a strict household, and although he had never said anything to her outright, she believed that he blamed Kurama's lifestyle on the lack of strict discipline during his youth.

During the entire conversation, Hiei remained silent. He watched his fox with interest. As many new feelings as he had felt in the past few weeks, he was feeling even more that he could not identify. He longed for the kitsune's arms to wrap around him again. The feeling he had experienced before, the sensation of needing to give something away to feel complete, was even stronger. It was almost an obsession. His emotions, and his body, were longing for something he did not understand.

Having been found, and somewhat raised, by a band of Makai thieves, he had had plenty of opportunities to indulge the flesh. He was too solitary, however. He had never allowed anyone to come that close to him. Any who tried died a painful death by his hands. From the few who had tried, he had pieced together that physical pleasure had something to do with the removal of pants, because any who got close enough to him always tried that first, right before he killed them. When the others were seeking pleasure with slaves, captives, or each other, he would leave the camp to sleep in the trees of the forests. He could hear the noises, but he did not know the intricacies of physical contact. He only knew he needed his fox like he needed air.

After lunch, the trio walked around town for a bit, before they finally went their separate ways. Shiori had to get home and make dinner for her family. Kurama and Hiei turned their steps towards the apartment.

"I never knew your stepfather was such a bastard," Hiei commented.

"He isn't, really. He loves Mother, and he treats her wonderfully. He makes no demands of her; she cooks and cleans because she enjoys it. When it was just the two of us, she often said she wished she had time to make our house more of a home. I never thought it was lacking, but she wanted to do the homey things that work prevented her doing. Now, she can. He also has treated me very well. He and his son blended into our family seamlessly, until...

"He has prejudices that run deep. I found out from Mother that his cousin was gay. He came out when he was seventeen. The entire family disowned the boy, sent him right out to live on the street. He actually had to live in a shelter for a few months until he found a job and an apartment. They gave him no support whatsoever. Hatanaka didn't want to do the same to me, no matter how strictly his family raised him. He was also hit with a 'double whammy' so to speak, by learning at the same time that I am not human. Most humans see demons as boogeymen who eat human flesh and revel in murder and mayhem."

"That's not too far off, in most cases, Fox," Hiei interjected.

"Yes, I know. He probably thought his son was in danger, and any parent can become vicious in that case," Kurama concluded.

They had reached his apartment, and he was unlocking the door at that point. "I really need to clean up this place," he commented, looking around his home. Smiling, Hiei began picking up items, taking them out of their bags and wrappings, and trying to somewhat organize them into categories. Kurama looked at him and smiled. "Thank you, Hiei."

"Hn."

Hiei was only moderately familiar with human household items, so his organization was slightly less than perfect. Kurama found the towels that were rolled up neatly, and placed carefully into the spaghetti pot adorable. When he found Hiei trying to put the television remote on the cordless phone cradle, he realized how endearing these little idiosyncrasies were to him. He walked over with the phone in his hand. Standing behind the frustrated fire demon, he wrapped his arms around his beloved, and gently removed the remote from his grasp, and replaced it with the phone. He then tightened his arms to hug the youkai to him. Hiei sighed in agitation.

"It's okay, Love, you'll get the hang of it," Kurama murmured into his hair, swaying back and forth. Hiei just leaned back into the fox's grip, needing something more, but unsure what.

When all the items were finally put away, Kurama decided to try cooking again. "No distracting me this time, Love," he warned playfully. He quickly cooked some stir-fry, and the two sat down to dinner. When they were finished, Hiei watched as Kurama cleared the plates and placed them into the sink. "I can clean them tomorrow, right now I'm tired. Thank you again for helping, Hiei. Have I told you yet today that I love you?"

Hiei opened his mouth to reply, but the words that seemed so easy wouldn't come out. After a few tries, he settled for, "I know, Fox."

Kurama smiled, and embraced the hiyoukai. "I know it's hard to say. Especially after all you've experienced in your life. I'm patient, Love."

"Thank you," Hiei whispered, returning the embrace.

Eventually, the two broke apart. Kurama went into his room to get ready for bed. After a few minutes of solitude, he called out to Hiei, "Hiei, are you coming in?" The fire demon entered slowly.

Hiei stood by the window uncertainly. He had truly enjoyed sleeping in the bed with Kurama the night before and desired to lay in the fox's embrace again, but he wasn't sure if he was invited or not. Last night Kurama was reaching out for support; tonight he seemed much happier.

As the kitsune climbed under his covers, he looked over to the hiyoukai lingering at the edge of the room. "Hiei, are you going to join me?" he asked, raising the blankets. Hiei's heart leapt at the invitation, and he inched closer to the bed.

"I wasn't sure if I was invited tonight," he whispered as he climbed into the bed.

Kurama chuckled softly as he leaned towards the fire demon. "Of course you are invited, Hiei. I enjoyed the feeling of having you beside me. I," Kurama stopped before anything else could escape his lips. Giving Hiei a soft kiss on the lips, Kurama lay down and snuggled up to the small form beside him.

After a few minutes deliberation, Hiei spoke. "Fox?"

"Mmm?"

"I...I want you to do something for me." Shifting to look the smaller demon in the eyes, Kurama waited patiently for his friend to continue. "I was wondering...if you would...do whatever it is people do...to make me yours," Hiei whispered in halting fragments. Kurama's breath fled from his lungs for a moment. Finally he was able to speak again.

"Hiei, are you propositioning me?" he asked, wanting to avoid any miscommunication, but wishing with all his heart that that was what the hiyoukai meant.

"Yes, Fox. I want you to take me."

"Hiei, are you sure? You don't seem very, how shall I say it, experienced in these matters. Do you realize what you are saying? Do you even know what you are asking for?" Hiei looked Kurama right in the eyes, and shook his head slowly.

"I trust you, Kurama. Last night was the first night I have ever slept deeply, and it's because I felt safe with you. I know you won't hurt me. I want this. I believe that you do, as well. If you don't, I won't press the issue."

"Oh, Hiei, of course I want it too. I just don't want to rush you. I love you too much." Hiei longed to say those same words to his fox, but even after all they had been through, and as deeply as his emotions for the youko ran, he could not bring himself to voice them. He just nodded.

Kurama understood Hiei's silence. He hoped that someday Hiei could tell him that he loved him. Leaning close, he gently kissed Hiei's lips. "If you feel uncomfortable, or want to stop, just tell me." Hiei nodded again, and kissed the fox back.

Breaking the kiss, Kurama slipped out of the bed and disappeared into the bathroom. He returned a moment later with two hand towels, one wet and one dry, and a tube of body lotion. At Hiei's questioning look, he simply replied, "We'll want them later." He put the items on the floor by the bed, and climbed back under the covers, pressing his lips to those of his waiting fire demon.

Kurama pulled Hiei close, deepening the kiss as he drew the smaller body tight against his own. Slipping his arms around the fire demon's waist, he began to let his hands wander over the strong back under his fingers. Hiei mimicked the movements, caressing Kurama's back in a similar manner. After a few minutes, the fox's nimble fingers found their way under Hiei's shirt, and continued their seductive touching, raising the shirt slowly towards the apparition's head.

Their kissing was broken for only a moment to remove the cumbersome material before their lips met again. Crimson eyes closed in pleasure. Kurama slid his hands around Hiei's sides to massage the firm chest pressed against his own. The long, slender fingers started at the youkai's neck, and began to trace downwards, over the exposed collarbones, and down the finely toned chest muscles, to the tight abdomen. Kneading and caressing, the fox paused at Hiei's stomach. The small demon seemed especially sensitive in that area, and was very responsive to having his tummy rubbed. Storing that tidbit of information in the back of his mind for later use, Kurama traced his fingers back up to Hiei's chest again, rubbing the powerful pectoral muscles under his palms.

Breaking free of the eager lips before him, Kurama began to trail light kisses and licks down Hiei's jaw and neck. He paused when he reached the junction of the demon's neck and shoulder, to suck lightly, leaving a faint red splotch. Hiei arched his back into Kurama's lips, seeking more of these new sensations. 'Belly and base of neck. I must remember these little erogenous zones,' the kitsune thought to himself.

Hiei was flooded with feelings he had never before imagined. He felt Kurama's touches all over his upper body. He felt a need growing inside of him, but he had no idea what this need was for. Trusting that Kurama understood the growing desire and what would satisfy it, he allowed the fox to take control of the situation. The fire demon almost groaned aloud when the wonderful touches left his body, but as he quickly opened his eyes, he realized that his fox had only suspended to activity to remove his own shirt. Kurama took this opportunity to reposition the two of their bodies, so he was lying on top of Hiei, but supporting the majority of his weight on his elbows. Both of them now topless, they continued where they had left off.

Eventually Kurama slid his hands down towards Hiei's stomach again. Pausing there, he took a few moments to again tease the hypersensitive skin. He was rewarded by a gasp from his fire demon, as the smaller form again arched into his touch. Continuing their downward journey, the kitsune's hands finally came to rest on the waistband to Hiei's pants. Before continuing, Kurama looked into Hiei's eyes, searching for any hesitation there. Finding none, he slowly undid the pants, and began sliding them off the body beneath his.

Hiei had never been overly shy. He was very comfortable with his own body. As his fox removed his pants, Hiei suddenly felt vulnerable and withdrawn. As the pants passed over his ankles and completely off his body, he squeezed Kurama's shoulders nervously. "Hiei, are you alright? Should I stop?" Kurama whispered in the hiyoukai's ear.

After a slight pause, Hiei responded, "It's fine, Fox. Keep going." Kurama nuzzled into Hiei's sensitive neck, letting his breath warm the skin there. When he felt the taught muscles beneath him begin to relax, he started to continue where he had left off. After a few more minutes of caresses and kisses, Kurama drew away slightly to remove his own pants. It wasn't until the two demons lay in bed together, both fully naked, that Hiei's uncertainties began to catch up to him. He knew he trusted the fox, and he knew he wanted to do this. Just the mere fact that he didn't actually know what "this" was scared the fire demon. Sensing his partner's unease, Kurama paused again.

"We don't have to do this if you're not ready. We could talk about it first," he offered, recognizing the cause of Hiei's discomfort.

"Don't tell me, Fox. Show me." Without wasting another breath, Kurama began kissing Hiei deeply, and allowing his hands to roam downwards to Hiei's hips.

Kurama ran his hands over the small hips below his, and onto the inner thighs. He knew what Hiei liked by the number of times the fire demon was forced to break their kiss to gasp for air. Slowly, torturously, the fox finally brought his hand to rest between Hiei's thighs.

The feeling of his fox's hand on his most sensitive area aroused Hiei to an extent he hadn't known was possible. His body's reactions so far had been within his control, but at that touch, Hiei's body spasmed involuntarily, pushing his hips upwards, into the kitsune's hand. Although he enjoyed the sensation, Hiei was unsure why his body was reacting outside of his control.

Kurama saw the brief lapse in his partner's composure, and knew he was pleasing the fire demon. Covering Hiei's lips with his own, he began massaging with his hand. Not knowing what else to do, Hiei grasped his arms even tighter around Kurama's torso. The desire in his body was becoming painful. He began rocking his hips into the kitsune's hand.

Sensing that his friend was ready to proceed, Kurama cut off their kiss, and trailed his lips down the slender neck and shoulders under him. Shifting his entire body downwards and slightly off of the demon, he started down the chest as well, but the sudden tensing of the other body and two hands grasping his shoulders stopped him. Looking up, he saw the fear in Hiei's eyes.

"Stay right here, please," Hiei whispered. Hiei had felt Kurama shift, and start to move downward. Although he trusted his fox, he needed the other body in his arms. He needed something to hold onto. His pleading eyes told Kurama of his needs, and the fox complied, moving back up, on top of him, again within arm's reach. Kurama had intended to take Hiei into his mouth, but decided to skip that for now. He continued kissing and fondling Hiei until he felt the smaller demon relax a bit. Hiei was still very tense though.

Deciding that prolonging the foreplay would only make Hiei more uncomfortable, the fox thought it would be best to get right to the point. He reached down beside the bed, and picked up the lotion. Coating the fingers of his right hand, he stopped their kissing long enough to again ask Hiei, "Are you sure about this, Love?" Hiei nodded, pulling the fox back down against his small body. Kurama reached his lubricated hand between the smaller demon's legs, and behind him. Tracing delicately with one finger, he softly touched Hiei's entrance. This touch startled the unsuspecting fire demon, who immediately gasped and tensed.

"It's okay, Love. I won't hurt you. It may be uncomfortable at first, but if you relax, the discomfort will fade quickly." Kurama murmured, tracing his tongue up the side of the hiyoukai's neck. Submitting to his larger partner's touch, Hiei tried to relax, as the curious finger traced his opening, before finally slipping inside.

Hiei tensed automatically. The intrusion didn't actually cause pain, but it was unfamiliar. Hiei wasn't sure if he liked it yet or not. The finger froze, unmoving, waiting for its host to relax. When Kurama felt Hiei's muscles unclench, he began to move his finger slowly. When Hiei was relaxed enough, a second finger joined the first, causing him to tense again. Soon he relaxed enough for the two fingers to began moving, stretching the flesh around them. The whole process was repeated again as a third, and final finger was added.

When the tight muscles around his fingers had relaxed, Kurama removed his hand from his partner's body. Hiei whimpered at the loss. Surprised at the sound, Kurama smiled at his beloved. "Don't worry, Love, it gets better," he whispered, as he applied more lotion, this time not to his hands.

As he had walked Hiei through the foreplay and preparation, Kurama's own need had been growing steadily. Now it was all he could do to stop himself from slamming into his little companion with all the force he possessed. Taking a moment to prepare himself, he whispered to Hiei, "This is the most unpleasant part, but only at first. I promise, it will pass quickly."

Tenderly closing his lips over Hiei's, Kurama positioned himself, and began to push into his friend. At first, Hiei thought he would be ripped in two. While the fingers had only caused some slight discomfort, this actually hurt! Tightening his arms around the kitsune, Hiei moaned. The sound was completely swallowed by the kiss, however. Kurama knew the first time would hurt for Hiei. He also knew that to stop in the middle would only prolong the pain. Realizing that if he heard his beloved moan or cry out, he would be unable to go on, Kurama kept his lips securely locked around Hiei's, muffling any sounds. He did, however, leave plenty of room for Hiei to push him away, or stop his advance. Instead, Hiei gripped him closer, and tighter. Once he was fully positioned inside Hiei, he ceased his movements to give the fire demon time to adjust.

As Hiei's body slowly relaxed, the kitsune released his lips to look him in the face. Hiei's eyes glistened with moisture. "Are you alright, Love?" Kurama breathed into the small ear. Incapable of coherent speech, the fire demon only nodded, and closed his eyes as he gripped his fox yet tighter. Starting slowly, Kurama began rocking his hips. His movements were small, to let his friend adjust to the feeling of the motion inside of him.

After a few minutes, the pain subsided, and Hiei found his body reacting again without his conscious permission, rocking his own hips against the fox's. Kurama began rocking harder, partially withdrawing and reentering Hiei's body over and over. Both of the demon's bodies were acting out of instinct now. Kurama's hand drifted down and began to pump Hiei in time with his thrusts. Hiei wrapped his legs around Kurama's body and raised his hips for better penetration. His arms, instead of just holding onto the fox for dear life as they had been the entire time, began wandering over the kitsune's strong back of their own accord. One hand eventually came to rest on Kurama's rump, pulling him closer with every thrust. The other hand found its way to the fiery hair, grasping the base of Kurama's head, and pulling him close for another kiss.

As he felt his end approach, Kurama briefly wondered how Hiei would react to his first orgasm. He knew the fire demon had to be in control of everything around him. Even though he had surrendered command of their lovemaking to the kitsune, the tension in his body told Kurama that Hiei had tried to maintain strict control of his movements during the whole session. The hiyoukai's surprise when his body reacted on its own reinforced this conclusion. It was far too late to stop now, though, so the kitsune continued driving himself deeper and deeper into his partner. He felt the small body beneath him tense and squeeze him tightly when he hit the most sensitive spot inside of it.

Hiei felt his body tightening. He wasn't sure what his body was doing, but the feeling was growing, threatening to consume him. Suddenly, he felt his body slip completely beyond his control as every muscle tensed almost painfully, and the growing feeling exploded within him. As he lost his control to the wave of pleasure, he cried out to the one thing he trusted right now, "Kurama!"

Kurama was also being consumed by his climax. He felt Hiei's body tighten, and he felt hot liquid on his stomach. What put him over the edge, though, was hearing Hiei call his name as the fire demon reached his peak. Releasing himself into the body beneath him, Kurama sighed, "Hiei," as he collapsed onto the small form below. Still riding the wave of his orgasm, Hiei felt hot liquid inside of him. He had no idea what had just happened and his body was nowhere close to being under his control.

The two bodies lay in bed, gasping for air, and enjoying the aftershocks of their shared pleasure. After a long while, Kurama shifted to the side, gently withdrawing himself from Hiei's body. Reaching beside the bed again, he grabbed the towels there. Crimson eyes watched the fox's every move as he used the wet towel to gently wipe Hiei's stomach and abdomen, and then dried him with the dry towel. Flipping the towels over, he quickly cleaned himself up, as well. Dropping the towels back onto the floor, the kitsune snuggled up next to his lover, gathering the smaller form into an embrace.

Hiei was ready to pass out. His entire body was exhausted. Tiredly, he managed to turn onto his side, to face his lover, and wrap his arms lightly around the body before him. He fought the sleep threatening to claim him. There was something he had to say, something his fox needed to hear before they slept. Kurama lay in bed, worried at the silence from Hiei since their lovemaking had ended. He hoped the fire demon was not angry, or worse, disappointed. When he felt Hiei shift to face him, and the strong, slender arms drape around him, he did not know what to say to the small demon. Finally, a soft, tired voice spoke. "K'rama?"

"Yes, Hiei?"

"I love you."

Kurama smiled at the confession, and whispered back, "I love you, too, Hiei." Soon both of them had drifted off into a deep sleep.