Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Death, Blame, and Insainity ❯ Death, Blame, and Insainity ( One-Shot )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

They are gone. All of them. The Detective, the fox, the fool. They are all gone. Do I miss them? No, I cannot. I do not miss people, I kill them. That is my life. No one wants me and I don't want them.

I see a group of friends walking past. They are laughing and are happy. I hate them. I tel myself taht I hate them because they are weak, pathetic humans.

{That's not true.} says a voice in my head. {You hate them because they have what you lost.} I remember Kurama telling me about a concience once. A little voice that says what you really feel. Is this mine?

{You are alone.} it says, {You have nothing.}

*Shut up!* I tell it.

{You are upset, you know I'm right.}

*I said shut up!*

{It was your choice to be like this. You chose for your life to be a lonely one.} I pause. Is that true? No, it was the world who hated me. The world who abandoned me, and left me to be alone.

{That may be, but you are the one who chose to do what you did. You pushed them away. You chose not to be a loyal friend! It is your fault they are gone!}

*NO!*

{Your fault, your fault, your fault...}

I cannot take it anymore. I remember asking Kurama how to get rid of the voice. He said that it was part of me. Then I must go.

{Your fault.}

I take out my katana and stare at the blade. It has ended so many lives...

{Your fault.}

The blade cuts my skin. It hurts. It is coming so close to my heart....

{Your fa-}

"I'm sorry." I whisper.

The voice is gone. So am I.