Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Death ❯ Pain in Death ( One-Shot )

Don't read if you don't like blood, or the death of Kurama

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*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~Kurama's POV*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

It all began the day that I died. No one will ever know how I felt. But they will know that I died for their safety. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Flashback*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

I walked down the street, minding my own business. Koenma hasn't given us an assignment in 3 months. Then out of know where he calls and tells us that we have to go kill off the Demon Lords of the Makai; Mukuro, Raizen and Yomi. He said it didn't matter if we were killed, he said he could bring us back. But he lied, I died that day, and I haven't seen the sunlight on the other side of my grave since.

Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear. Sealed with lies through so many tears

I died because they didn't care, they told me to die they didn't care until it was too late. I died far away, with no friends, no family. I died far into the night. I saw my kaasan's shocked face and tormented screams of "He can't be dead!!! Every one I come in contact with dies!! He was the only one I have left!!" And, I was the first to see her bloody, twisted, slashed body lying on the kitchen floor in a pool of blood.

Lost from within, pursuing the end. I fight for the chance to be lied to again

I went straight to Koenma, but he didn't care. I saw him laugh when I died!! HE DIDN'T CARE!!! He cared about everyone but me. The only people who cared for me were my mother and Hiei, but he didn't do anything when I died. He was the only one at my funeral; he was the only one who cared.

~*~*~*~*~*~ END FLASH BACK*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

You will never be strong enough. You will never be good enough

I died because of that girl, she didn't care about me. She wanted me because I was the best looking boy in school, not for my personality. She wanted to prance about with me at her arm to torment all the other girls. Today, I visit my grave, where my body has lain for 6 months. I look at the slashed body, still blood stained, from the battle where I died.

You were never conceived in love. You will not rise above

*~*~*~*~*~*~FLASHBACK~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I was fighting Yomi, he's still not very happy with Youko for blinding him. I changed to Youko, and, in voice quite similar to my own said, "Hello, Yomi. It has been many years. I quite enjoyed blinding you, *laughs* you traitor. It was very entertaining." "Hello, Youko. Because of you, I have endured 1,000 years of darkness. I hope that with your death, I shall see again." All I do is laugh. "You forget, that is why I blinded you in the first place, traitor. You tried to kill me but Kuronue warned me of your plot. You thought he was your friend, but he wasn't. He betrayed your trust, how does it feel to be betrayed? It's not a nice feeling, is it?"

They'll never see. I'll never be. I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger, burning deep inside of me.

The detectives and Hiei laughed, they were enjoying this man's pain and torture, as was I. It was quite fun. But they didn't understand that I was to die soon. The pain I had been put through, was real, their pain was as real as a fairy, meaning not at all. This fight had been planned, but they didn't know that... They'd never know that. Suddenly, Yomi moved forward, stabbing me in the stomach. Yusuke gasped, Kuwabara stood there stupidly, and Hiei looked slightly shocked that I had been hit. But I wasn't, seeing as this was planned.

But through my tears breaks a blinding light. Birthing a dawn to this endless night

Arms outstretched, awaiting me. An open embrace upon a bleeding tree

Again Yomi moved, stabbing me in the heart, adding to my many wounds and hopefully killing me.

Slowly I dipped in and out of darkness until finally; I drifted in to an eternal sleep. I watched Hiei carry my body to Koenma, with Yusuke and Kuwabara following in shock. When they arrived Koenma laughed and said "It's about time he died. I never liked him..."

Rest in me and I'll comfort you. I have lived and I died for you. Abide in me and I vow to you. I will never forsake you. They'll never see. I'll never be. I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger. Burning deep inside of me.

Hiei looked shocked, as Koenma had always been nicest to me. Yusuke and Kuwabara stood there, looking stupid as usual. No one but Hiei cared that I was dead, and only he and my kaasan cared once she found out. That's why she killed herself so slowly, with all those slashes covering her body. And that was the happiest day of my life.

They'll never see. I'll never be. I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger. Burning deep inside of me. Rest in me and I'll comfort you. I have lived and I died for you. Abide in me and I vow to you, I will never forsake you. They'll never see, I'll never be. I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger, burning deep inside of me.

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I can't believe I wrote that!!! Kurama is like my all time favorite character!!! AND NOW HE'S DEAD!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! R&R to tell me what I should change.