Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Deep Thoughts ❯ Nothing Left To Live For ( Chapter 9 )

Hey, guys! It's a new update! Hope you've enjoyed the other poems so far. This is the first poem that really talks about suicide, and if any YYH character has ever thought of it (or attempted it) it's definitely been Hiei. Anyone who knows about his life would probably agree. Enjoy.

Nothing Left to Live For-Hiei's POV during his last battle (with Shigure)

Here I am, in darkness, at the edge

And I slowly realize

That soon it'll all be over, and time stops

As my life flashes before my eyes

Locked in a battle to the death

I anticipate as I listen to my breaths

I finally understand, it's all over

Because I have nothing left to fight for

All that ever mattered to me

Was my hiruiseki jem, the only proof

That I'm connected to my precious sister

The very girl who believed that I'm who her brother would be

But now, everything has been restored to me

And the things nearest to my heart, ended

I've done all I've set out to do

There's no reason for this life to be extended

Death will be a release for me

And I'll leave my eternal torment and strife

Embracing utter stillness and eternity

And throwing away my past like a dirtied bloodied knife

So though some may mourn for me

Yet I doubt they ever will

All I want now is oblivion to seize me

So that I may be forever still…

Hope you liked it…thanks for all the great feedback so far, it always helps. I only need one or two reviews to continue. Thanks, and ja ne

-Dark Raven