Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Diary Entries ❯ Come Back Lover (Hiei's POV) ( Chapter 1 )
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By: harderfasterplease 
"He made me feel so alive. Like every part of me had its own mind. "
He laughed again, crumpling the entry.
"My arms, my fingers, my feet, my toes. "
He ripped out the page, throwing it into a little tin across the room.
"...My heart, my mind."
Anime/Manga: Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance | Type: Vignette | Uploaded On: 01.04.2008 | Updated On: 04.13.2008 | Pages: 1 | Words: 497 | Visits: 718 | Status: Completed
"He made me feel so alive. Like every part of me had its own mind. "
He laughed again, crumpling the entry.
"My arms, my fingers, my feet, my toes. "
He ripped out the page, throwing it into a little tin across the room.
"...My heart, my mind."
Anime/Manga: Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance | Type: Vignette | Uploaded On: 01.04.2008 | Updated On: 04.13.2008 | Pages: 1 | Words: 497 | Visits: 718 | Status: Completed
Disclaimer: Jesus,people. Do you really think I'd be able to think of a series as amazing as Yu Yu Hakusho?! I wish I had that big of an imagination,but,alas,no such imagination exists.
*****
Hieis' been sitting here thinking for almost an hour now,looking at a page in his diary that lay on his lap. It was weird, reading what he had just wrote a couple of days eariler........
" I should of known the bastard was going to do this. Leave me like all those others did. What the hell did I do to deserve this?! I just sit in my room and write my little depressing poems about past lovers and go on with my pathetic life.
It's not like I love him or anything;that'd just be wrong. I just seemed to take a special liking to him,that's all. But he's just so damn hot,and strong and....just..damn,he's just Kurama."
Hiei turned to the next entry and sighed, this was one of his least favorite entry in the whole damn journal. It showed his lack of trust and his stupidity.
"I realized that I was acting like an idiot to assume the worst...but shouldn't I have? I mean,he did go and kiss Yusuke. The one I know he still loves,even after Yusuke broke it off with him. That's when he first starting going out with me. So when I saw them kiss, something just broke.I'm just not good with betrayel or rejection. I've never been good with it. But we're all good now."
He laughed at his own stupidity. He seemed like such a sap. To actually believe everything was alright. . . To believe that he was telling the truth.
"He made me feel so alive. Like every part of me had its own mind. "
He laughed again, crumpling the entry.
"My arms, my fingers, my feet, my toes. "
He ripped out the page, throwing it into a little tin across the room.
"...My heart, my mind."
Tears threatened to make their presence known as Hiei lay down on his bed, curling up into a ball.
"He controlled me one-hundred percent. And he knew that."
And then the tears ran freely down his face. He didn't do anything to stop them. He just sobbed, not having felt so hurt and betrayed in his life.
"Damn-it, Fox. Come back to me."
A: I don't know why I always make Kurama the bad person....It just sorta works out easier. I mean seriously. Who sees Kurama controlled mind body and soul by Hiei??
I think that's what I'm going to write about next. .
=DD
*****
Hieis' been sitting here thinking for almost an hour now,looking at a page in his diary that lay on his lap. It was weird, reading what he had just wrote a couple of days eariler........
" I should of known the bastard was going to do this. Leave me like all those others did. What the hell did I do to deserve this?! I just sit in my room and write my little depressing poems about past lovers and go on with my pathetic life.
It's not like I love him or anything;that'd just be wrong. I just seemed to take a special liking to him,that's all. But he's just so damn hot,and strong and....just..damn,he's just Kurama."
Hiei turned to the next entry and sighed, this was one of his least favorite entry in the whole damn journal. It showed his lack of trust and his stupidity.
"I realized that I was acting like an idiot to assume the worst...but shouldn't I have? I mean,he did go and kiss Yusuke. The one I know he still loves,even after Yusuke broke it off with him. That's when he first starting going out with me. So when I saw them kiss, something just broke.I'm just not good with betrayel or rejection. I've never been good with it. But we're all good now."
He laughed at his own stupidity. He seemed like such a sap. To actually believe everything was alright. . . To believe that he was telling the truth.
"He made me feel so alive. Like every part of me had its own mind. "
He laughed again, crumpling the entry.
"My arms, my fingers, my feet, my toes. "
He ripped out the page, throwing it into a little tin across the room.
"...My heart, my mind."
Tears threatened to make their presence known as Hiei lay down on his bed, curling up into a ball.
"He controlled me one-hundred percent. And he knew that."
And then the tears ran freely down his face. He didn't do anything to stop them. He just sobbed, not having felt so hurt and betrayed in his life.
"Damn-it, Fox. Come back to me."
A: I don't know why I always make Kurama the bad person....It just sorta works out easier. I mean seriously. Who sees Kurama controlled mind body and soul by Hiei??
I think that's what I'm going to write about next. .
=DD