Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ emptiness ❯ have i gone mad ( Chapter 1 )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]

“Hiei tell me I have to know, do you really love me?” Kurama said a hint of sadness and desperation in his voice.
I looked up into his beautiful emerald eyes. What was he asking? What did he want me to say? My heart pounded like I had ran a thousand time around the earth. Do I really know what love is? Is it even possible for me the Forbidden Child a fire demon to feel love?
“I…” I’ve never before known someone who truly cared for me. Shuichi was the very definition of love, but what did Youko feel?
“No.” I whispered. I was trembling like a nervous child I realized.
Kurama dropped his head and sighed.
“If its not real it wont be worth wile. From now on I am Shuichi Minamino. I don’t know that I’ll ever see you again, Remember I am Human.”
I watched him walk away He stood tall but I could tell, inside he screamed for understanding. My entire life I had been cold and withdrawn, but why now do I feel so empty?
Every one around me seamed to be moving as fast as light to me. There was a deadly silence that filled the world. When someone spoke they made no sound. When I fought I had no idea who it was with. They were just some insignificant being I didn’t know.
I sat in my favorite tree my legs stretched out on the limb. It was were I usually sat and watched Yukina or to wait for someone. Now I am here just out of habit. I know what its like to feel completely numb. Though emotion is but a distant companion emptiness hit the hardest. Behind me I heard a familiar voice.
“hey stranger!”
Yusuke waved below.
“long time no see its been what like a month? Two maybe.”
He hopped into the tree balancing on a branch.
“ya’know something about you seams different I cant put my finger on it-”
“did you just come because you needed someone to blabber to or do you just have nothing better to do?” I said interrupting him.
“Geeze not like I was trying to be nosy or anything just asking a question well maybe I was anyway….”
I ignored the rest of his conversation attempt.
“seen kurama lately last time I saw him was….I don’t know.”
I turned my head at the mention of his name.
“I, no.” I said quickly. Yusuke gave me a curious look.
So cold and alone
Well so far so good! t least in my opinion. I had fun thinking of Yusuke’s dialogue. Yeah the song is have I gone mad by midnight fire never heard of it that’s okay I made it up.
Sorry stopped short there is more I’ just being lazy right now and I’ kinda busy.
Ohhhhhh! Who’s on second and it looks like he’ gonna make it ohm! that’s the first loss this season for the Shalabalooodo hot dogs come back next time for more Jaganshi no youkai!