Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Faint ❯ Faint ( One-Shot )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

By: Ifurita

Faint

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Hiei:

To be alone is to be me. I am a recluse. I am danger. My life is hard, I feel no comfort, I feel no hope, and I feel nothing but pain. Which is why I am good at what I do: hurting others.

I am not hiding. I am not getting attached. Not to anyone or anything. They all complain about my attitude, they complain a lot about me. I can't help it. This is how I am.

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Kurama:

Why can't he feel? Why can't he see that I want him to be mine? That I want to be with him? That I… love him?... I want him to feel the same.

I keep doing what I've always done. I keep giving him hints, but no matter what I do, he just ignores the signs and goes on. Why won't he see what I'm offering?

<<So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here
'Cause you're all I got>>

I never force him into anything. I let him do his thing. He will see in time. He will always come back. He doesn't even know why, but he does.

But it hurts every time he leaves. It hurts when he just turns away and leaves. It hurts when he leaves. I know how I feel. It is he who is confused. It is he who won't see. I just wait for him now. I just wait for him to see, he's my everything now and it is he who won't see.

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Kurama:

I'm sick of being ignored! Damnit I love him! Why won't he see?! He's sitting there, on my window sill, just staring into the darkness, like I don't matter. I can't stand that he comes here and ignores me! If he just came to shove it in my face he can leave! I will not deal with this anymore!

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Hiei:

I can't describe what I'm feeling. Why do I feel like this around him?... Only around him… But I can't tell him. I won't let myself, I can't do it. He wouldn't understand, his kind is known all over for the things they do to their lovers… Lovers?! Uh oh. I can't feel this way. I have constructed these walls for good reasons. I will keep them up for those reasons.

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Kurama:

I've tried everything in my power to tell him subliminally. He just won't see.

"Hiei," I call over to him. His eyes lift to my face. "Hiei, I've tried to tell this to you subtly, but you just won't see… I love you."

Now he's gone.

<<So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here
'Cause you're all I got>>

Kurama:

So now here I am. I'm all alone. I told him, I have no regrets… except that he's not here. I will always be where he knows he can find me, in case he changes his mind.

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Kurama:

You know what, I'm not going to let him just go and leave me. I'm sick of this game. If he had really wanted to be gone, he would have left a long time ago. I will not be ignored! I will have him. I will track him down until he gives in. I will track him down.

<<No
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me
Like it or not
Right now

Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me
Like it or not
Right now>>

Kurama:

I've finally found him, in the Makai. He will see now, he will be mine.

"Hiei!" I shout. He is startled, but turns to face me. He blinks and tries to run. I tie him down with my vines, he will hear me out. "Sit down and shut up."

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Hiei:

He told me everything. Everything he felt, everything that has happened. Everything. I just listened to him. I can no longer hide what I feel, what I want. I've hurt him and I can't fix it… unless I give in.

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Kurama:

I've done all that I can. I told him everything. All he can do now is stare off into space. I growl in frustration and pull his head towards mine. Our lips meet. I kiss him fervently. I feel him start in surprise. He gingerly starts to kiss me back.

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Notes: Hey. I know this one is a bit unfeeling, but I had to write a fic for this song. I did find a fic somewhere that used it *tries hitting her head to remember* but I had to do it myself. I hoped you liked this one. Until next time: beware the beavers.