Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ For the love of Botan ❯ Suicide and friendship? ( Chapter 3 )

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Botan listened to the girl; the words soaked into her mind and went around, trying to find a place to stay. "Maybe…. Maybe you're right. But I can't go back now. Not now that I've already run away." She said starting to walk with Yukina following. Ping, Ding, Ping, Ding, Piiiiing. The rain fell faster.

"It's good for the drought." A lady said, standing on a porch said to her husband.

Yukina looked at the happy couple and then began to follow Botan again. They soon go to a park and Botan sat down on a swing. "How could I go back? I'm not ready to get married to a man that I meet when I was 2 years old. He's 100 years older then me!"

Yukina sighed and sat down, started to swing. "Your life is confusing. All I need to do is find my brother and I'll be happy." She smiled slightly, "But, Botan, Why did you come here?"

Botan looked at the girl, a bit startled, she didn't want to tell the truth, but Yukina could see through almost any lie, "I thought this would be a good place to kill myself," she said in a far away voice.

Yukina froze in mid swing; she blinked a couple of times, and then looked at Botan."Your joking…. Right?"

"No. I'm not joking. I came because I thought if I killed my self Yama and My Father would never get the chance to." Botan saw a tear fall from Yukina's pale face. The jewel fell into the sand.

"Botan! You can't kill yourself. I…..I couldn't let you. You're my friend. And what about Kurama and Hiei and Yusuke? And Koenma, and Genkai. And all the people that love you? Would you be selfish enough to just throw their feelings aside and kill yourself?" Yukina didn't wait for an answer and she ran to a pond at the side of the park.

Botan stopped the swing and bent down, picking up the single tear and Holding it up to see her reflection. 'Selfish,' that had never crossed her mind. Being selfish and just throwing away her life. Botan looked at her reflection in the jewel. What she saw wasn't what she thought she was. The reflection was of a girl, a lonely and scared girl that just wanted some love. She put the jewel in her pocket and walked over to Yukina, putting her arm around the younger girl's shoulder, "I never thought of it like that. I just thought it would be an escape. I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to hurt anyone."

She helped Yukina up and smiled. "Yukina… thank you. Thank you for helping me understand. Now I just have to figure out what to do." Botan started to walk, Yukina by her side' their feet in sequence, like a metronome. Click, click, click, click, click.

"So now what?" Yukina asked, looking around at the houses. "There are so many houses."

Botan looked at the sky, "I don't know. We wait for the rain to stop I guess. Then we'll go back to Renkai. And from there I'll just wing it."

Yukina nodded. "Just wing it…" She whispered. Both girls walked into the night, their figures silhouetted in a purple aura.

AN: Okay, time for the special thanks. Oh and a little mention. From chapter two, for those who don't know. The reason Kurama pointed to Denver, Colorado on the map, instead of Aurora, Colorado, is because Denver and Aurora are right next to each other. The only thing separating them in a non-existent half inch line and Denver is the bigger of the two cities. Now time for the special thanks:

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