Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Her Demons ❯ Bottled Up Feelings ( Chapter 7 )

Black: Alright here comes the next chapter, because I need something to do and I have ideas

Hiei: Hn. Right

Black: Well it is true and I want a certain someone to finish hers so I am doing this quickly

Millie: -__- mhm

Black: Shut it

Hiei: She owns nothing

Millie: yeah, so enjoy the fic.

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I was too tired and upset so I didn't even bother to leave my room for the rest of the day. Night crept up on me awfully fast, and before I knew it, it was pitch black outside.

“Ugggh” I moaned. I had used up the whole day by moping around, but it was better then having to face the others, having questions thrown at me from all directions.

“Onna!”

I heard from outside of the door and there was a loud banging, I knew it was Hiei.

“Onna let me in!” He called and banged even harder, he was getting frustrated with me. I used my power to unlock and open the door; he stepped in with a glare set on his face.

“What is it now Hiei, do you really find the need to bug the hell out of me 24/7?” I asked him a little coldly. His glare seemed to soften.

“Hn. I wanted to ask you what happened out there, and could you tell me what the hell Arien is!!!”

He spat angrily at me, I got into an upright sitting position on my bed and stared at the floor. Hiei walked over and sat next to me.

“Look to yell at me alright? I didn't know she could get out like that, Arien is one of those voices I am sure the nurse told you about, my bad side”

“Well we established that onna, but what the hell is she trying to pull?!”

I glared at him with clenched teeth.

“I just told you not to yell at me!!! You want answers then SHUT UP”

He was slightly taken aback by my reply and was quiet finally.

“She is a demon just like you and me, cept different in a way she is full blown S class right down to the letter, she is everything bad and evil about me all molded into one person, what is so hard to understand about that?!”

He didn't speak.

“I know what you're thinking, that I am crazy and that I need help yeah that's what they all say!!!!”

I jerked up from my seat and walked over so I was staring out the window, my hands shoved into my pockets.

“No therapist or psychologist can help me with this, they won't ever go away!!!”

Tears filled my eyes.

“They have been around my whole life, and all they want is for all of you to leave me alone WHY IS THAT SO HARD!!!???”

I screamed in his face, his eyes narrowed.

“Baka we know you want help because you aren't happy, that's why because they don't want to see you get hurt!!!”

He snapped, I blinked and was a little hurt by his words.

“Right they, they are the only ones because that's right you don't give a damn about anyone but yourself, yeah I remember!!!!!!”

He said nothing, only growled.

“Because the world revolves around Hiei oh yeah that's right I FORGOT”

Hiei leapt up and slammed me against the wall, gripping tightly on the collar of my shirt. His eyes pierced through my skull.

“Don't ever say that bitch”

“How can I not when it's the truth?” He got right up in my face, so close that our lips were almost touching, I couldn't help but blush. Luckily it was dark so he couldn't notice.

“You truly are a baka then, I don't care if these two things living inside of you corrupt you and take over, it would be a lot easier then having you around”

My eyes widened, to his surprise tears began to pour down my face, I shoved him off of me.

“Get out”

I said, he didn't move and my rage boiled to the surface.

“I SAID GET OUT!!!!!”

I shoved him out of my room and slammed the door behind him, locking it once again. I leaned against the door and slid down so I was sitting on the floor.

`Sarah dear I am terribly sorry'

`Hn. Don't be sorry that ass hole isn't worth our time anyway'

“For once Arien can you just cut the shit and leave me alone?!”

She silenced herself and for once let Kaline take over; she tried her hardest to comfort me.

`I know how you feel about this boy and it must have hurt for him to say that to you, but he didn't mean it I know'

“How do you know?”

`I can sense how he feels about you, give it a chance dear'

I sniffled and wiped my pouring tears away, but they only kept coming.

“That isn't true he doesn't feel anything for anyone, he only cares about himself and his problems”

`Oh my, how about this you take a break, and let me take over for a while'

“Why should I let you after what Arien did?” I asked, glaring into nothing.

`Oh! You know you can trust me more then her!!! And you need some rest dear, that way when I am done you will feel all better'

I thought about this for a moment, debating whether or not I should let her take control. It was hard to tell what would happen after Arien's little escape. I decided it was well worth the try.

“Alright fine….go ahead” I caved.

`Wise choice dear'

My body began to slowly change, my hair turned pure white, my eyes now a bright shimmering gold, two white wings ripped out of my back along with two white fox ears and a tail to match. I now wore a gold tank top with white pants and gold high heels, there was a flute strapped to my side and I held a long golden staff with a glowing gem at the top.

“Hehehe, well it has certainly been a long time hasn't it hehe?”

Although this wasn't me, this was Kaline. She got to her feet giggling still and skipped down the hall to go meet the others.

“EVERYONE!!!” She called her voice so soft and sweet, and calming all the same. Everyone turned to see this girl in the hall way, Melissa's eyes widened and she hoped this girl wasn't evil like Arien.

“Who are you and what do you want?!”

She quickly asked her, she blinked and giggled some.

“Hello everyone my name is Kaline, I am Sarah's light side, the complete opposite of Arien so don't worry about me attacking you or anything”

Their mouths dropped, they were completely fed up with all of this confusion and separate personality thing. It was throwing everyone for a loop.

“And what do YOU want Kaline?” Melissa questioned.

“I merely came to meet Sarah's friends”

Kay spotted Hiei sitting on the window sill and fluttered over to him using her wings.

“You must be the infamous Hiei am I correct?”

He glared at her.

“Hn.”

She took that grunt as a yes and smiled brightly, she giggled some more and Hiei growled at her, in truth it was quite irritating.

“So you're the one who Sarah thinks about all the time!!!” Kay said, his eyes widened and he got a very faint, pink blush across his cheeks, but it hardly showed.

“Hehehe yes I see you blushy blushy!!!!!”

Hiei growled some more and even louder this time, she covered her mouth and flew back over to Melissa.

“And you must be the best friend” Melissa raised her eyes brow and slowly shrugged.

“I don't know am I?” She asked.

“Oh yes of course, you were the first friend she ever had, you have helped her a lot you know, we are very grateful…well besides Arien of course hehehe!!!!!”

She blinked and was surprised by this reply, Kay backed away from her and looked as if she were about to say something very important.

“I came her actually to say something, something that Sarah doesn't even know”

“Well what is it?” Yusuke asked, they all paid very close attention to what she had to say.

“The truth is…..Sarah is…”

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Black: OOH WHAT NOW CLIFFLY FOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Millie: I hate you >_<

Black: Now I know you don't mean that!!!! ^_^

Hiei: I agree with her on that

Black: >_< shut up flame boy

Hiei: *growls*

Black: Well I hope you enjoyed it, R&R