Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Hiei's Mistake ❯ CHapter six ( Chapter 6 )
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Tarnished gold eyes stared at the half-Koorime. Hiei was breathing normally, now.
Thanks to Yukina, it looked like he would recover- well, physically at least.
Kurama was hoping that Hiei's emotional wounds, that he had caused, would also heal... But he knew he
was shooting a little high on that one.
Kurama was happy that his mate would live. Now he could confess about that horrible, dishonorable deed
he had done. He also would beg for Hiei's forgiveness. Though he knew with out a doubt things were over
between him and Hiei, he hoped they could at least remain allies, and maybe, after time, even friends
again.
It wasn't just the hateful words spoken out of spite Kurama had spoken that bothered him, but also how he
had forgotten what he himself had done when he had judged Hiei's actions.
Kurama thought back to that night, all those years ago. It had been right after Hiei had left to become
Mukuro's heir. He had- stupidly- been feeling unloved and abandoned, so, on the way home, when he ran
into one of the dozens of fan girls from his school, he had seduced her in hopes of forgetting about his
lover leaving him behind for a job.
It worked for a few days, but he woke up with a truckload of self-hate and disgust at his actions every
morning.
Two weeks later Hiei had come back to him, just as he knew he would. Kurama was so relieved and
happy that Hiei had returned and still loved him, that he pushed the incident from his mind.
But he had gone back to her several times and kept quite a long affair until she moved away to go to
college in America. He hadn't seen her since.
By that time, Hiei and Kurama had bonded, gaining that once-in-a-lifetime-love, and he thought that
confessing would only jeopardize their relationship. But now…
He had to tell his love. It was only fair.
Then the fox was jerked out of his revere as Hiei shifted restlessly in his sleep. He whimpered a little and
called out quietly for Kurama. Kurama quickly responded to Hiei's cries and picked him up and cradled
him like a baby in his arms. He told Hiei he loved him. That he was sorry. That he hoped that they could
work things out. That he was wrong.
Comforted by the sweet words of nonsense from his lover, Hiei soon fell into a deep, seemingly restful
sleep.
But tears slid down the kitsune's cheeks. He sensed that something was wrong- terribly wrong.
He tightened his hold on Hiei and suppressed his fears.
A familiar quote jumped to his mind, K'so! You can't be rid of me that easily fox! Che! One would think I
was a puny ningen the way you speak about me!
Hiei would be okay. He always pulled through. And he would again this time…
Wouldn't he?
~Dream~
Kurama was dressed in black, reminiscent of his koi's signature color. He looked around and saw that
everyone was crying. Yukina was sobbing an already large pile of tear gems. Yusuke was trying to comfort
Keiko, but was apparently having his own troubles, attested to by the fact that tears were streaming down
his face. Botan was sitting in a corner, seemingly trying to compose herself enough to do something.
Probably ferrying a soul, since she was wearing her grim reaper outfit. He wondered who had met their
demise.
Even Kuwabara was roughly wiping tears from his eyes.
He looked around, now morbidly curious as to the grim occasion.
His heart stopped, frozen forever in the horrible moment.
He had his answer.
There, in an, ironically, totally white coffin, was his lover.
~End of Dream~
"Hiei!!!"
Kurama looked down to see his koi, still sleeping peacefully in his arms.
Something about that dream had shaken him down to his bones.
He pushed away his fears for about the millionth time in the past few days and settled himself down
comfortably again, pulling Hiei even closer to him.
It was just his nerves, he told himself. He was just on edge because of the recent events.
He soon fell back asleep, thinking of pleasant memories with his lover, but questions and fears still floated
somewhere in the back his mind.
Thanks to Yukina, it looked like he would recover- well, physically at least.
Kurama was hoping that Hiei's emotional wounds, that he had caused, would also heal... But he knew he
was shooting a little high on that one.
Kurama was happy that his mate would live. Now he could confess about that horrible, dishonorable deed
he had done. He also would beg for Hiei's forgiveness. Though he knew with out a doubt things were over
between him and Hiei, he hoped they could at least remain allies, and maybe, after time, even friends
again.
It wasn't just the hateful words spoken out of spite Kurama had spoken that bothered him, but also how he
had forgotten what he himself had done when he had judged Hiei's actions.
Kurama thought back to that night, all those years ago. It had been right after Hiei had left to become
Mukuro's heir. He had- stupidly- been feeling unloved and abandoned, so, on the way home, when he ran
into one of the dozens of fan girls from his school, he had seduced her in hopes of forgetting about his
lover leaving him behind for a job.
It worked for a few days, but he woke up with a truckload of self-hate and disgust at his actions every
morning.
Two weeks later Hiei had come back to him, just as he knew he would. Kurama was so relieved and
happy that Hiei had returned and still loved him, that he pushed the incident from his mind.
But he had gone back to her several times and kept quite a long affair until she moved away to go to
college in America. He hadn't seen her since.
By that time, Hiei and Kurama had bonded, gaining that once-in-a-lifetime-love, and he thought that
confessing would only jeopardize their relationship. But now…
He had to tell his love. It was only fair.
Then the fox was jerked out of his revere as Hiei shifted restlessly in his sleep. He whimpered a little and
called out quietly for Kurama. Kurama quickly responded to Hiei's cries and picked him up and cradled
him like a baby in his arms. He told Hiei he loved him. That he was sorry. That he hoped that they could
work things out. That he was wrong.
Comforted by the sweet words of nonsense from his lover, Hiei soon fell into a deep, seemingly restful
sleep.
But tears slid down the kitsune's cheeks. He sensed that something was wrong- terribly wrong.
He tightened his hold on Hiei and suppressed his fears.
A familiar quote jumped to his mind, K'so! You can't be rid of me that easily fox! Che! One would think I
was a puny ningen the way you speak about me!
Hiei would be okay. He always pulled through. And he would again this time…
Wouldn't he?
~Dream~
Kurama was dressed in black, reminiscent of his koi's signature color. He looked around and saw that
everyone was crying. Yukina was sobbing an already large pile of tear gems. Yusuke was trying to comfort
Keiko, but was apparently having his own troubles, attested to by the fact that tears were streaming down
his face. Botan was sitting in a corner, seemingly trying to compose herself enough to do something.
Probably ferrying a soul, since she was wearing her grim reaper outfit. He wondered who had met their
demise.
Even Kuwabara was roughly wiping tears from his eyes.
He looked around, now morbidly curious as to the grim occasion.
His heart stopped, frozen forever in the horrible moment.
He had his answer.
There, in an, ironically, totally white coffin, was his lover.
~End of Dream~
"Hiei!!!"
Kurama looked down to see his koi, still sleeping peacefully in his arms.
Something about that dream had shaken him down to his bones.
He pushed away his fears for about the millionth time in the past few days and settled himself down
comfortably again, pulling Hiei even closer to him.
It was just his nerves, he told himself. He was just on edge because of the recent events.
He soon fell back asleep, thinking of pleasant memories with his lover, but questions and fears still floated
somewhere in the back his mind.