Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Hiei's Mistake ❯ CHapter seven ( Chapter 7 )
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Anime/Manga: Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Hentai | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 12.09.2003 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.0K | Visits: 528 | Status: Work In Progress
Yukina silently walked in to check on her patient, steeling herself once more from tears. She
knew Hiei-san wouldn't appreciate that. He was always telling her not to cry over him. She
hoped he would recover soon.
But what she saw when she opened the door was so sweet, she just had to shed a happy tear.
Kurama, in human form, was holding Hiei in his arms. Both men were fast asleep. She had been
worried about how Kurama was not allowing himself to sleep, fearing that if he did, something
would happen and Hiei would die. She was thankful that he finally gave in to his exhaustion and
went to sleep.
She decided to leave them alone. Kurama would awaken if something was wrong, and would
come to get her for help.
Making sure she wasn't disturbing them, she went and called everyone, explaining that Hiei had
been injured and that both him and Kurama were at the temple. After getting everyone to promise
to come for a visit, she hung up the phone.
A little later, both herself and Genkai started to clean up the temple in preparation for their
coming visitors. Yukina wanted to ask if Genkai knew why Hiei was so badly injured- she knew
that Hiei was one of the most powerful creatures in all of the three worlds, he was even stronger
than Yusuke- but thought better than to pry.
He had his reasons, and as long as he was okay, she couldn't be happier.
~~In the room~~
Hiei slowly opened his eyes, hazy as to what the hell was going on. He felt weak but there was
something else there as well- the feeling of warm arms circling his body and the sweet smell of
Kurama filling his nose. He suddenly remembered the events of the past few days.
K'so! I can't even die right! Now what am I going to do?
He closed his eyes, sighing mournfully, fully expecting for the sight and smell of his beloved fox
to go away. Then he could think of another way to kill himself without committing suicide. His
eyes flew open when nothing happened. He was still in his mate's arms. A place he never
thought he would be again.
Okay…now what's going on…? Why isn't Kurama killing me? So confused…
Familiar green eyes slowly slid open. A sad, hesitant smile graced those soft-as-petal lips.
"Hiei, are you awake?" he questioned softly, seeming to be afraid to trust his own eyes.
"No, I just decided to sleep with my eyes open,' Hiei said sarcastically, forcing himself out of
Kurama's arms and sitting up. "What am I doing here fox? Why am I not dead?" Hiei said
getting up and away from the fox-human, to a familiar perch near the window. "And more
importantly, why aren't YOU killing me?"
" I saved you. Then I brought you to Yukina so you could be healed. I-I had…" he managed to
stutter before he started to cry.
Hiei wanted so badly to go comfort his fox. But should he? Would not said fox push him away?
He then re-enforced his walls. He stuck an ‘I don't care' look on his face.
" Please, Forgive me. I...I....I didn't...Oh Hiei,"Kurama said flinging his head back.
Shock went through Hiei. Was the fox… asking for…forgiveness? But- why?
" Hiei, Please!!" Kurama sobbed, "Turn around so I can see you. *Hic* Please, Hiei…I need
you!" He begged, fearing that Hiei would turn his back on him forever, hating him due to his
actions and what he was about to confess.
Not being able to take anymore, Hiei went over and wrapped his arms around the hysterical
fox. He calmed him down with gentle shushing sounds and little nonsense words. Hope slowly
making it was into his heart, but he knew that the fox was probably just experiencing these
feelings from habit, and would soon kick him out once more.
" Hiei, I am truly, truly sorry for everything I said. I...I take it all back!! Please, please, please
just forgive me," he whispered, hoping that Hiei would intrude on his thoughts so he wouldn't
have to say the horrid truth.
" No." Hiei said calmly.
Kurama stopped crying then. He straightened his shoulders. He then looked right into Hiei's
hard, ruby eyes.
" Why not?" He asked sounding incredibly meek. He shoved down the urge to throw himself
into Hiei's arms and cry until he could cry no more.
" You have not wronged me. I see no reason for me to forgive you. It is I who has done wrong.
Baka kitsune, I think you've finally lost it," Hiei easily replies, his eyes belying his desire to die
for his act against his beloved.
" No, I have Hiei, I just never told you… " he said. Then, at Hiei's raised eyebrow and curious
look, told him about Kumi. Then, when he finished begged him for forgiveness, not even
allowing time for Hiei to digest all that was just thrown at him.
Hiei, having processed all the information, gave a cold, disbelieving glare at the fox.
He had thought that he was incredibly evil for *one* night of casual sex. But Kurama…
It was like he didn't know who, or what, his lover really was anymore...
Hiei then turned his back to Kurama, sorrow and disbelief causing a single tear to fall from his
eyes.
He said nothing. No yelling. Just that tear and a silent message of betrayal.
Kurama saw this and left, feeling that one remaining piece of his heart shatter into a million
pieces.
He silently passed everyone who was now here. Yusuke, Kuwabara, Keiko- he passed all of them
without a word and headed home. He knew deep down, that it was the last time he would see
Hiei.
His dream had come true.
Hiei, at least the one that he knew as his lover, was dead. Killed emotionally by Kurama's hand.
~~ At the temple~~
" Why so you think Kurama left without saying anything to us? He looked so down," Kuwabara
said, being oblivious to everything- as usual.
Yusuke was greatly saddened at how things always just seemed to get worse for Hiei. " Shut
up Kuwa. I am going to go see how Hiei is."
He then went down the hall. The sight he saw made him feel like total shit.
Hiei was curled in a corner- crying.
As the soft sounds of Hiei's black tear gems hitting the floor reached his ears, he wondered what
he could do to fix things. After all- the whole casual sex thing was his idea.
He had talked a *very* unwilling Hiei into it over a period of several months.
So, everything was his fault…
As usual.
With a heavy sigh and a huge weight on his chest he proceeded in the room.
Yusuke walked over to the silently crying fire demon. He sat down on the ground.
" What happened Hiei?" He asked placing a friendly hand on his shoulder.
" Get the fuck off me,' Hiei quietly hissed at him, his icy tone even worse than a scream or a
yell.
" Hiei, I am your friend. Please- tell me what's wrong?" Yusuke said, trying not to get himself
into deeper trouble.
Keiko left the others to go see how Hiei was.
She stood outside the door while Hiei told Yusuke about how Kurama had cheated on him over a
long period not too long ago. It had started before they had become lovers, but had continued
long into their relationship. Hiei sounded confused. So sad and hopeless. It made her feel like
crying. Then Yusuke told Hiei something that shocked and hurt her,
" Hiei, I don't think he meant anything by it. You said yourself he did it after you left for
Mukuro's right? If so, then he probably didn't think you would come back. He probably didn't
think you would mind, just as we thought. As for what we did. It took place well after you two
had bonded. I think that hurt him more. I think you two should talk things out. You two belong
together." He told him.
" Have you told Keiko?" Hiei said starting to sound more like his distant self.
" No. I don't want to think about it." He said.
" If you don't tell her she will find out." Hiei said
" How?"
" She just will. I have to go. I have to talk to Kurama." Hiei said opening the window.
" Hiei." Yusuke said but all that was left was displaced air.
Keiko was sobbing and stormed into the room. She smacked Yusuke. Tears streaming from
her brown eyes
" 'How could you?" She asked him
" You were spying on me?"
' Yes I heard what Kurama said to you in the hospital. But I choose to ignore it. But you just
admitted to sleeping with someone else. To make it worse it was with.... Hiei!! That demon!!"
She yelled at him.
Kuwabara and Yukina appeared in the room. Yusuke just wanted to get away from it. Damn
his life was spinning out of control.
~~~ At the apartment. ~~
A redhead laid on his bed. He was staring at photos he had. Some where of friends. Most where
of his mate. When he landed one particular one at the beach, tears formed and rushed down his
cheeks. He lost him. The ‘great Youko Kurama' truly was a bastard.
He grabbed a black pillow from the other side of the bed. He clutched it as his mind replayed
the scowl he loved so dearly. His whole body shook in despair. He really messed up his life.
Just then a hand was placed on his shoulder. He turned his head and saw the man of his hopes
and dreams standing there. No emotion on his face. Which made the redhead cry harder.
" Baka," said the shorter one, " We are bonded. We are one, you Baka kitsune. Like I would
leave you." Hiei snorted, but Kurama could hear the true love under the familiar wall.
That was the greatest gift to the Fox. To hear Hiei had forgiven him. He pulled the other one in
a embrace and hugged him. They laid down on the bed and talked things out.
It took less than five minutes.
Soon they both feel asleep in each other's arms, balance finally restored in the world.
Little did they know, the nightmare had just begun…
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There are the two new chapters!! Thank you to everyone that has been reading this so far!!
Um....well review please!! I really want to hear for you that have read this story!! Ja!!
knew Hiei-san wouldn't appreciate that. He was always telling her not to cry over him. She
hoped he would recover soon.
But what she saw when she opened the door was so sweet, she just had to shed a happy tear.
Kurama, in human form, was holding Hiei in his arms. Both men were fast asleep. She had been
worried about how Kurama was not allowing himself to sleep, fearing that if he did, something
would happen and Hiei would die. She was thankful that he finally gave in to his exhaustion and
went to sleep.
She decided to leave them alone. Kurama would awaken if something was wrong, and would
come to get her for help.
Making sure she wasn't disturbing them, she went and called everyone, explaining that Hiei had
been injured and that both him and Kurama were at the temple. After getting everyone to promise
to come for a visit, she hung up the phone.
A little later, both herself and Genkai started to clean up the temple in preparation for their
coming visitors. Yukina wanted to ask if Genkai knew why Hiei was so badly injured- she knew
that Hiei was one of the most powerful creatures in all of the three worlds, he was even stronger
than Yusuke- but thought better than to pry.
He had his reasons, and as long as he was okay, she couldn't be happier.
~~In the room~~
Hiei slowly opened his eyes, hazy as to what the hell was going on. He felt weak but there was
something else there as well- the feeling of warm arms circling his body and the sweet smell of
Kurama filling his nose. He suddenly remembered the events of the past few days.
K'so! I can't even die right! Now what am I going to do?
He closed his eyes, sighing mournfully, fully expecting for the sight and smell of his beloved fox
to go away. Then he could think of another way to kill himself without committing suicide. His
eyes flew open when nothing happened. He was still in his mate's arms. A place he never
thought he would be again.
Okay…now what's going on…? Why isn't Kurama killing me? So confused…
Familiar green eyes slowly slid open. A sad, hesitant smile graced those soft-as-petal lips.
"Hiei, are you awake?" he questioned softly, seeming to be afraid to trust his own eyes.
"No, I just decided to sleep with my eyes open,' Hiei said sarcastically, forcing himself out of
Kurama's arms and sitting up. "What am I doing here fox? Why am I not dead?" Hiei said
getting up and away from the fox-human, to a familiar perch near the window. "And more
importantly, why aren't YOU killing me?"
" I saved you. Then I brought you to Yukina so you could be healed. I-I had…" he managed to
stutter before he started to cry.
Hiei wanted so badly to go comfort his fox. But should he? Would not said fox push him away?
He then re-enforced his walls. He stuck an ‘I don't care' look on his face.
" Please, Forgive me. I...I....I didn't...Oh Hiei,"Kurama said flinging his head back.
Shock went through Hiei. Was the fox… asking for…forgiveness? But- why?
" Hiei, Please!!" Kurama sobbed, "Turn around so I can see you. *Hic* Please, Hiei…I need
you!" He begged, fearing that Hiei would turn his back on him forever, hating him due to his
actions and what he was about to confess.
Not being able to take anymore, Hiei went over and wrapped his arms around the hysterical
fox. He calmed him down with gentle shushing sounds and little nonsense words. Hope slowly
making it was into his heart, but he knew that the fox was probably just experiencing these
feelings from habit, and would soon kick him out once more.
" Hiei, I am truly, truly sorry for everything I said. I...I take it all back!! Please, please, please
just forgive me," he whispered, hoping that Hiei would intrude on his thoughts so he wouldn't
have to say the horrid truth.
" No." Hiei said calmly.
Kurama stopped crying then. He straightened his shoulders. He then looked right into Hiei's
hard, ruby eyes.
" Why not?" He asked sounding incredibly meek. He shoved down the urge to throw himself
into Hiei's arms and cry until he could cry no more.
" You have not wronged me. I see no reason for me to forgive you. It is I who has done wrong.
Baka kitsune, I think you've finally lost it," Hiei easily replies, his eyes belying his desire to die
for his act against his beloved.
" No, I have Hiei, I just never told you… " he said. Then, at Hiei's raised eyebrow and curious
look, told him about Kumi. Then, when he finished begged him for forgiveness, not even
allowing time for Hiei to digest all that was just thrown at him.
Hiei, having processed all the information, gave a cold, disbelieving glare at the fox.
He had thought that he was incredibly evil for *one* night of casual sex. But Kurama…
It was like he didn't know who, or what, his lover really was anymore...
Hiei then turned his back to Kurama, sorrow and disbelief causing a single tear to fall from his
eyes.
He said nothing. No yelling. Just that tear and a silent message of betrayal.
Kurama saw this and left, feeling that one remaining piece of his heart shatter into a million
pieces.
He silently passed everyone who was now here. Yusuke, Kuwabara, Keiko- he passed all of them
without a word and headed home. He knew deep down, that it was the last time he would see
Hiei.
His dream had come true.
Hiei, at least the one that he knew as his lover, was dead. Killed emotionally by Kurama's hand.
~~ At the temple~~
" Why so you think Kurama left without saying anything to us? He looked so down," Kuwabara
said, being oblivious to everything- as usual.
Yusuke was greatly saddened at how things always just seemed to get worse for Hiei. " Shut
up Kuwa. I am going to go see how Hiei is."
He then went down the hall. The sight he saw made him feel like total shit.
Hiei was curled in a corner- crying.
As the soft sounds of Hiei's black tear gems hitting the floor reached his ears, he wondered what
he could do to fix things. After all- the whole casual sex thing was his idea.
He had talked a *very* unwilling Hiei into it over a period of several months.
So, everything was his fault…
As usual.
With a heavy sigh and a huge weight on his chest he proceeded in the room.
Yusuke walked over to the silently crying fire demon. He sat down on the ground.
" What happened Hiei?" He asked placing a friendly hand on his shoulder.
" Get the fuck off me,' Hiei quietly hissed at him, his icy tone even worse than a scream or a
yell.
" Hiei, I am your friend. Please- tell me what's wrong?" Yusuke said, trying not to get himself
into deeper trouble.
Keiko left the others to go see how Hiei was.
She stood outside the door while Hiei told Yusuke about how Kurama had cheated on him over a
long period not too long ago. It had started before they had become lovers, but had continued
long into their relationship. Hiei sounded confused. So sad and hopeless. It made her feel like
crying. Then Yusuke told Hiei something that shocked and hurt her,
" Hiei, I don't think he meant anything by it. You said yourself he did it after you left for
Mukuro's right? If so, then he probably didn't think you would come back. He probably didn't
think you would mind, just as we thought. As for what we did. It took place well after you two
had bonded. I think that hurt him more. I think you two should talk things out. You two belong
together." He told him.
" Have you told Keiko?" Hiei said starting to sound more like his distant self.
" No. I don't want to think about it." He said.
" If you don't tell her she will find out." Hiei said
" How?"
" She just will. I have to go. I have to talk to Kurama." Hiei said opening the window.
" Hiei." Yusuke said but all that was left was displaced air.
Keiko was sobbing and stormed into the room. She smacked Yusuke. Tears streaming from
her brown eyes
" 'How could you?" She asked him
" You were spying on me?"
' Yes I heard what Kurama said to you in the hospital. But I choose to ignore it. But you just
admitted to sleeping with someone else. To make it worse it was with.... Hiei!! That demon!!"
She yelled at him.
Kuwabara and Yukina appeared in the room. Yusuke just wanted to get away from it. Damn
his life was spinning out of control.
~~~ At the apartment. ~~
A redhead laid on his bed. He was staring at photos he had. Some where of friends. Most where
of his mate. When he landed one particular one at the beach, tears formed and rushed down his
cheeks. He lost him. The ‘great Youko Kurama' truly was a bastard.
He grabbed a black pillow from the other side of the bed. He clutched it as his mind replayed
the scowl he loved so dearly. His whole body shook in despair. He really messed up his life.
Just then a hand was placed on his shoulder. He turned his head and saw the man of his hopes
and dreams standing there. No emotion on his face. Which made the redhead cry harder.
" Baka," said the shorter one, " We are bonded. We are one, you Baka kitsune. Like I would
leave you." Hiei snorted, but Kurama could hear the true love under the familiar wall.
That was the greatest gift to the Fox. To hear Hiei had forgiven him. He pulled the other one in
a embrace and hugged him. They laid down on the bed and talked things out.
It took less than five minutes.
Soon they both feel asleep in each other's arms, balance finally restored in the world.
Little did they know, the nightmare had just begun…
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There are the two new chapters!! Thank you to everyone that has been reading this so far!!
Um....well review please!! I really want to hear for you that have read this story!! Ja!!