Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Hiei's Suicide ❯ Hiei's Suicide ( One-Shot )
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By: DarkDragonDancer 
Hiei walked down the street depressed, considering what would of happened
if he had been there, if he could of prevented her suicide. Why did she have to die? You'd think he'd would've realized what was happening, but he didn't, not until it was to late.
Anime/Manga: Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Drama | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 09.15.2004 | Pages: 3 | Words: 1.5K | Visits: 764 | Status: Completed
Hiei walked down the street depressed, considering what would of happened
if he had been there, if he could of prevented her suicide. Why did she have to die? You'd think he'd would've realized what was happening, but he didn't, not until it was to late.
Anime/Manga: Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Drama | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 09.15.2004 | Pages: 3 | Words: 1.5K | Visits: 764 | Status: Completed
OtherWorld
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hiei walked down the street depressed, considering what would of happened
if he had been there, if he could of prevented her suicide. Why did she have to
die? You'd think he'd would've realized what was happening, but he didn't, not
until it was to late.
**Go now, if you want it,
An otherworld awaits you
Don't you give up on it,
You bite the hand that feeds you**
He had overheard her conversation with Botan a few days earlier and still
regrets not telling her he had heard the conversation, and confronting her about
her suicidal thoughts. He could've prevented it. "Why did Yukina have to die?!",
Hiei screamed to the sky. "Why not me?!". Everyone on the street stared. His
only reaction- death glares and "Fuck you!".
**All alone, cold fields you wander
Memories of it, cloud your sight
Fills your dreams, disturbs your slumber
Lost your way, a fallen knight**
He remembered walking into Genkai's temple so happy that Yukina was there
and he could see her again. She was always so happy to see him, and vice
versa, but not this time. This time he walked in only to find her bloody gash
covered body, laying in a pool of her own blood. He was the last one to find out.
**Hold now, aim is steady
An otherworld awaits you
One thousand years, you ready?
The otherworld, it takes you**
He hadn't realized everyone was crying, he hadn't realized there was blood
everywhere, not until it was to late. As he left everyone heard a few clicks as
shining black teargems hit the floor. He ran and ran never wanting to stop until
he was far away from here, this place that brought his sister so much
unhappiness, so much pain.
**Go into the sand, and the dust, and the sky
Go now, there's no better plan, than to do or to die
Free me, pray to the fayth in the face of the light
Feed me, fill me with sin, and get ready to fight**
He planned to commit suicide that night so he could be with her and tell her he
was her brother. The last thing he wanted to do was appologize to everyone he
had ever wronged.
**You know you will
You know you will
You know it, you know it, you know it, you know it, that you will
You know it, you know it, you know it, you know it, that you will
You know you will...**
He wanted to commit suicide so he could be with her, but he wanted to live and
be with his friends. He wanted to die to repay the blood of those he'd killed.
**Fight, fight, fight
Fight, fight, fight
Fight, fight, fight
Fight, fight, fight!**
He didn't understand this feeling of guilt he now had, for years ago when he had
killed all those weak demons, without even blinking, and then laughing as he
stared at the bloody corpses he felt nothing.
**Hope dies, and you wander
The otherworld, it makes you**
He realizes then he's in front of Kurama's house with his katana pressed gently
to his wrist. He knocks on the door and Kurama answers.
**Dreams, they rip asunder
The otherworld, it hates you**
Kurama looks slightly creeped out to see Hiei here in the middle of the night.
"What are you doing here, Hiei? Do you know what time it is?",Kurama
whispered. "Hn." He began to lift the blade's shining edge to his wrist.
**Free now, ride up on it
Up to the heights, it takes you**
Kurama looked on, shocked, as crimson spilled everywhere, Hiei then lifted
the blade to to his opposite wrist ,spoke, "Sayonora, kitsune." Black
teargems littered the ground as the shining blade pierced his skin and crimson
spilled again. Kurama hadn't realized he was running until he was in front of
Genkai's.
**Go now, if you want it
An otherworld awaits you**
He informed everyone of Hiei's suicide. Three days later a funeral was held for
the twins. Not a day goes by that they do not think of them, and miss them
being there,but they will never return, not in this life.
THE END
Noble in Your Eyes, Not Mine
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hiei walked down the street depressed, considering what would of happened
if he had been there, if he could of prevented her suicide. Why did she have to
die? You'd think he'd would've realized what was happening, but he didn't, not
until it was to late.
**Laying here close to death,
I wonder about things,
Such as when I'll draw my last breath,
And swallow death like a pill?**
He had overheard her conversation with Botan a few days earlier and still
regrets not telling her he had heard the conversation, and confronting her about
her suicidal thoughts. He could've prevented it. "Why did Yukina have to die?!",
Hiei screamed to the sky. "Why not me?!". Everyone on the street stared. His
only reaction- death glares and "Fuck you!".
**Never would have guessed,
That my death would come,
In one final test.**
He remembered walking into Genkai's temple so happy that Yukina was there
and he could see her again. She was always so happy to see him, and vice
versa, but not this time. This time he walked in only to find her bloody gash
covered body, laying in a pool of her own blood. He was the last one to find out.
**Die noble, or die pathetically.
Who would have thought,
I'd die like a pathetic being.**
He hadn't realized everyone was crying, he hadn't realized there was blood
everywhere, not until it was to late. As he left everyone heard a few clicks as
shining black teargems hit the floor. He ran and ran never wanting to stop until
he was far away from here, this place that brought his sister so much
unhappiness, so much pain.
**To me a noble death,
Would be dying in a fight,
I'd gladly take my last breath,
In a battle like that.**
He planned to commit suicide that night so he could be with her and tell her he
was her brother. The last thing he wanted to do was appologize to everyone he
had ever wronged.
**But I die pathetically.
Saving the life of someone,
I can't believe it's,
A worthless human....
But why this one?**
He didn't understand this feeling of guilt he now had, for years ago when he had
killed all those weak demons, without even blinking, and then laughing as he
stood over the bloody corpses he felt nothing.
**They're the last people I'd want to die for.
But maybe...I never hated them....
Maybe...This choice was trying to show me...**
He realizes then he's in front of Kurama's house with his katana pressed gently
to his wrist. He knocks on the door and Kurama answers.
**A pathetic death in my eyes,**
Kurama looks slightly creeped out to see Hiei here in the middle of the night.
"What are you doing here, Hiei? Do you know what time it is?",Kurama
whispered. "Hn." He began to lift the blade's shining edge to his wrist.
**Was a noble death in their's.**
Kurama looked shocked as crimson spilled everywhere, Hiei then lifted
the blade to to his opposite wrist ,then spoke, "Sayonora, kitsune." The shining
blade pierced his skin and crimson spilled again. As he slipped into darkness,
black teargems littered the ground around him. Kurama hadn't realized he was
running until he was in front of Genkai's Temple.
**A pathetic death in my eyes,Was a noble death
in their's.**
He informed everyone of Hiei's suicide. Three days later a funeral was held for
the twins. Not a day goes by that they do not think of them, and miss them
being there,but they will never return, not in this life.
THE END
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hiei walked down the street depressed, considering what would of happened
if he had been there, if he could of prevented her suicide. Why did she have to
die? You'd think he'd would've realized what was happening, but he didn't, not
until it was to late.
**Go now, if you want it,
An otherworld awaits you
Don't you give up on it,
You bite the hand that feeds you**
He had overheard her conversation with Botan a few days earlier and still
regrets not telling her he had heard the conversation, and confronting her about
her suicidal thoughts. He could've prevented it. "Why did Yukina have to die?!",
Hiei screamed to the sky. "Why not me?!". Everyone on the street stared. His
only reaction- death glares and "Fuck you!".
**All alone, cold fields you wander
Memories of it, cloud your sight
Fills your dreams, disturbs your slumber
Lost your way, a fallen knight**
He remembered walking into Genkai's temple so happy that Yukina was there
and he could see her again. She was always so happy to see him, and vice
versa, but not this time. This time he walked in only to find her bloody gash
covered body, laying in a pool of her own blood. He was the last one to find out.
**Hold now, aim is steady
An otherworld awaits you
One thousand years, you ready?
The otherworld, it takes you**
He hadn't realized everyone was crying, he hadn't realized there was blood
everywhere, not until it was to late. As he left everyone heard a few clicks as
shining black teargems hit the floor. He ran and ran never wanting to stop until
he was far away from here, this place that brought his sister so much
unhappiness, so much pain.
**Go into the sand, and the dust, and the sky
Go now, there's no better plan, than to do or to die
Free me, pray to the fayth in the face of the light
Feed me, fill me with sin, and get ready to fight**
He planned to commit suicide that night so he could be with her and tell her he
was her brother. The last thing he wanted to do was appologize to everyone he
had ever wronged.
**You know you will
You know you will
You know it, you know it, you know it, you know it, that you will
You know it, you know it, you know it, you know it, that you will
You know you will...**
He wanted to commit suicide so he could be with her, but he wanted to live and
be with his friends. He wanted to die to repay the blood of those he'd killed.
**Fight, fight, fight
Fight, fight, fight
Fight, fight, fight
Fight, fight, fight!**
He didn't understand this feeling of guilt he now had, for years ago when he had
killed all those weak demons, without even blinking, and then laughing as he
stared at the bloody corpses he felt nothing.
**Hope dies, and you wander
The otherworld, it makes you**
He realizes then he's in front of Kurama's house with his katana pressed gently
to his wrist. He knocks on the door and Kurama answers.
**Dreams, they rip asunder
The otherworld, it hates you**
Kurama looks slightly creeped out to see Hiei here in the middle of the night.
"What are you doing here, Hiei? Do you know what time it is?",Kurama
whispered. "Hn." He began to lift the blade's shining edge to his wrist.
**Free now, ride up on it
Up to the heights, it takes you**
Kurama looked on, shocked, as crimson spilled everywhere, Hiei then lifted
the blade to to his opposite wrist ,spoke, "Sayonora, kitsune." Black
teargems littered the ground as the shining blade pierced his skin and crimson
spilled again. Kurama hadn't realized he was running until he was in front of
Genkai's.
**Go now, if you want it
An otherworld awaits you**
He informed everyone of Hiei's suicide. Three days later a funeral was held for
the twins. Not a day goes by that they do not think of them, and miss them
being there,but they will never return, not in this life.
THE END
Noble in Your Eyes, Not Mine
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hiei walked down the street depressed, considering what would of happened
if he had been there, if he could of prevented her suicide. Why did she have to
die? You'd think he'd would've realized what was happening, but he didn't, not
until it was to late.
**Laying here close to death,
I wonder about things,
Such as when I'll draw my last breath,
And swallow death like a pill?**
He had overheard her conversation with Botan a few days earlier and still
regrets not telling her he had heard the conversation, and confronting her about
her suicidal thoughts. He could've prevented it. "Why did Yukina have to die?!",
Hiei screamed to the sky. "Why not me?!". Everyone on the street stared. His
only reaction- death glares and "Fuck you!".
**Never would have guessed,
That my death would come,
In one final test.**
He remembered walking into Genkai's temple so happy that Yukina was there
and he could see her again. She was always so happy to see him, and vice
versa, but not this time. This time he walked in only to find her bloody gash
covered body, laying in a pool of her own blood. He was the last one to find out.
**Die noble, or die pathetically.
Who would have thought,
I'd die like a pathetic being.**
He hadn't realized everyone was crying, he hadn't realized there was blood
everywhere, not until it was to late. As he left everyone heard a few clicks as
shining black teargems hit the floor. He ran and ran never wanting to stop until
he was far away from here, this place that brought his sister so much
unhappiness, so much pain.
**To me a noble death,
Would be dying in a fight,
I'd gladly take my last breath,
In a battle like that.**
He planned to commit suicide that night so he could be with her and tell her he
was her brother. The last thing he wanted to do was appologize to everyone he
had ever wronged.
**But I die pathetically.
Saving the life of someone,
I can't believe it's,
A worthless human....
But why this one?**
He didn't understand this feeling of guilt he now had, for years ago when he had
killed all those weak demons, without even blinking, and then laughing as he
stood over the bloody corpses he felt nothing.
**They're the last people I'd want to die for.
But maybe...I never hated them....
Maybe...This choice was trying to show me...**
He realizes then he's in front of Kurama's house with his katana pressed gently
to his wrist. He knocks on the door and Kurama answers.
**A pathetic death in my eyes,**
Kurama looks slightly creeped out to see Hiei here in the middle of the night.
"What are you doing here, Hiei? Do you know what time it is?",Kurama
whispered. "Hn." He began to lift the blade's shining edge to his wrist.
**Was a noble death in their's.**
Kurama looked shocked as crimson spilled everywhere, Hiei then lifted
the blade to to his opposite wrist ,then spoke, "Sayonora, kitsune." The shining
blade pierced his skin and crimson spilled again. As he slipped into darkness,
black teargems littered the ground around him. Kurama hadn't realized he was
running until he was in front of Genkai's Temple.
**A pathetic death in my eyes,Was a noble death
in their's.**
He informed everyone of Hiei's suicide. Three days later a funeral was held for
the twins. Not a day goes by that they do not think of them, and miss them
being there,but they will never return, not in this life.
THE END