Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ It'll Be Too Late ❯ It'll Be Too Late ( Chapter 1 )
[ P - Pre-Teen ]
By: harderfasterplease 
I hate the fact that I love him more than I can stand. I love him so much it hurts to be away from him. Wit every second I do bot see him, a little peice of my heart withers away.
And he know that. And he enjoys it, with every fiber of his being, he enjoys my suffering.
Anime/Manga: Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 06.29.2008 | Pages: 1 | Words: 396 | Visits: 893 | Status: Completed
I hate the fact that I love him more than I can stand. I love him so much it hurts to be away from him. Wit every second I do bot see him, a little peice of my heart withers away.
And he know that. And he enjoys it, with every fiber of his being, he enjoys my suffering.
Anime/Manga: Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 06.29.2008 | Pages: 1 | Words: 396 | Visits: 893 | Status: Completed
Friends,
I don't kow what to do anymore. I hate him .Every little thing he does,i hate. I hate the way he talks, the way he sways his hips while walking , the way he'd glance at everyone but me. Look at everyone but me. I hate the way he hugs Him, but not me. I hate the way he kisses him. Not me. I hate the way he makes me cry;the way he always makes me cry. Because he can't just fucking look at me. I hate the way I love him so much and yet he could never love me back. All these unknown emotions are driving me crazy. I love him...don't I? I should be happy that he's in love with Him. They love eachother. It's like a demented love triangle...not really. More like a They-love-eachother-but-I-love-one-of-them-too kind of angle...What angle is that called again?
I hate the fact that I love him more than I can stand. I love him so much it hurts to be away from him. Wit every second I do bot see him, a little peice of my heart withers away.
The pain is gettiing worse now. It's been almost a month. A month without his scent, his laugh...without him. It's getting harder to breath. Harder to walk and to stand...to live.
I remember all those years ago. When we were happily together, mated. They say that when two demons mate, they can't stand to be without the other. That they slowly die without the others touch.
I'm dieing without him. Dieing on the inside. Dieing on the outside. My skin is almost white now. My stomach growls furiously whenever i 'accidently' fail to eat due to 'missions'. I haven't eaten in a week. No water,no food. I don't deserve it. All I deserve is death. A slow and painful death.
The death that Kurama,my former mate,my ex-lover,is giving me because he chose to break the bond we once had and run into the stronger arms on Yusuke Urameshi.
So I choose to die. By myself. That's why Im writing this letter. To wish you all luck with your wonderful mates. Yours are way better than mine could of ever been.
Hiei
I don't kow what to do anymore. I hate him .Every little thing he does,i hate. I hate the way he talks, the way he sways his hips while walking , the way he'd glance at everyone but me. Look at everyone but me. I hate the way he hugs Him, but not me. I hate the way he kisses him. Not me. I hate the way he makes me cry;the way he always makes me cry. Because he can't just fucking look at me. I hate the way I love him so much and yet he could never love me back. All these unknown emotions are driving me crazy. I love him...don't I? I should be happy that he's in love with Him. They love eachother. It's like a demented love triangle...not really. More like a They-love-eachother-but-I-love-one-of-them-too kind of angle...What angle is that called again?
I hate the fact that I love him more than I can stand. I love him so much it hurts to be away from him. Wit every second I do bot see him, a little peice of my heart withers away.
The pain is gettiing worse now. It's been almost a month. A month without his scent, his laugh...without him. It's getting harder to breath. Harder to walk and to stand...to live.
I remember all those years ago. When we were happily together, mated. They say that when two demons mate, they can't stand to be without the other. That they slowly die without the others touch.
I'm dieing without him. Dieing on the inside. Dieing on the outside. My skin is almost white now. My stomach growls furiously whenever i 'accidently' fail to eat due to 'missions'. I haven't eaten in a week. No water,no food. I don't deserve it. All I deserve is death. A slow and painful death.
The death that Kurama,my former mate,my ex-lover,is giving me because he chose to break the bond we once had and run into the stronger arms on Yusuke Urameshi.
So I choose to die. By myself. That's why Im writing this letter. To wish you all luck with your wonderful mates. Yours are way better than mine could of ever been.
Hiei