Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Lost And Found Lovers ❯ Remember ( Chapter 1 )

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Lost and Found Love
By: Kurama'svixen

"I remember well the day my life changed. It was exactly 15 years ago. It was a warm night
that carried the scent of death. That night I lost my brother. Than not more than a week after
I lost my true love. It seems fate was not on my side. How they died I can remember well. I
was told by my lover how my brother died and I witnessed the end of my lovers life. I dream of
their deaths every night and wake up crying. I used to be strong but I fell I might not be
able to go on now. The only hope I have is that my lover still lives."

Hello their. You don't know me very well and I might actually tell you about myself. Ever
sense I lost my brother I became cold and distant. That trait is what helped my lover die. I'm
Aundrea but just call me Ann. I'm a demon of the types of bat and fox. My brother is actually
my half brother but he treated my as if I were his true sister. He was partners with my love
and deemed him worthy of my love. I lived with him and his 'friend'.

My brother is truly none of your concern but then I would be leaving you in the dark just like
my heart. My brothers name was Kuronue and his partner, my love, is Youko Kurama. I know that
my brother is dead but I still have hope that I'll see him and my love again. I have reason to
believe that Youko is still alive and is hiding in ningenkai. So maybe that explains why this
demon is roaming around ningenkai. I have been searching for Youko for almost 15 years and
will keep searching till I find him, no matter how long it takes.

I have been on almost every content on this puny and pathetic planet. I have been in America
for almost 3 years and am boarding a plane for Japan in a couple hours. Currently I'm sitting
in my apartment and watching the rain fall down on my window. The rain reminds of the tears
that I am shedding as I sit here. If I don't find my Youko in Japan I might just give up hope
of finding him at all. Time that I left for my plane.

As I walk in the cold rain I watch the couples scurry about to find shelter from the downpour.
I make it to the plane with 5 minutes left. I take my seat next to a business man. Most of the
plan is empty. I lay my chair back and drift off into a troubled sleep. I can never get peace
this time of year with all my dreams and memories.

~~~~~~YUME (DREAM) ~~~~~~

I sit and wait on the floor by the double door for my brother and Youko to come back from a
theft. My brother had insisted that I sit that one out for some reason or another. So I sat
and waited patiently for their arrival. I had a bad feeling something I wouldn't like was
going to happen. I feel asleep on the floor and moments later was shaken awake. Youko was
holding onto a portrait of some sort. I looked around for Kuronue and couldn't see him or feel
his spirit energy. "Where's Kuronue?" That question ruined my happy life.

"Aundrea, I'm sorry. Your Brother has died." Youko said in a solemn voice. "NO! It can't be.
I... I can't lose him. He's the only family I have. It's not fair, it's just not fair." I
managed to say before breaking down and crying as hard as I could. Youko laid the portrait
down and held me close to him. I cried myself to sleep in his arms and he carried me to our
bed. He laid me down and comforted mein my sleep.

~~~~~~~END YUME~~~~~~~~

I woke up panting. I was the only one awake on the plane. I dried my tears and just looked out
the window. "How long till you comfort me again Youko?" I asked to no one but myself. "Will I
ever be free from these horrible nightmares? Will I see you or my brother ever again?" I kept
asking myself these same questions year after year. I just sat there crying and remembering my
awful past.

Hours later the plane started landing and I exited. It was nice to the Earth under my feet
instead of metal. I had a taxi cab driver take me to where my new home is to be. I had decided
to stay at an apartment close to the park so I could walk there daily. I put my bags down in
the decent sized apartment. I took a quick look around and left. I would unpack after a short
walk through the park. The night air was magnificent and relaxing.

I walked around the entire park for an hour or two, then headed back to my new home. It is so
late I decide I have all day tomorrow to unpack and get settled in. I lay down on the floor
and fall straight into one of my horrible dreams. I cry in my sleep as all the memories haunt
me. Never will I get a peaceful sleep as long as I live.

I woke up to the singing of cheerful and happy birds. "How can anything be happy? I can't
stand happy first things in the morning."(A/N: I'm not a happy person first thing in the
morning either.) I get up and kill all the birds. "Nothing happy should be around me. I bring
death to all that is near me like Kuronue and Youko." I dry my tears and head back into
apartment. I realize that i should get some furniture for my new place.

I walk into a shop and look around at all the furniture. I decide on a canopy bed, 12 tables,
19 chairs, 3 couches, and 9 lamps. I asked them to deliver them to my apartment and exit
the shop to go get more items for home. I head into a rug store and pick 5 patterns I like. I
also have them deliver them to my new home. I go into a drug store and pick up some food and
medicines just incase. I head home to start unpacking.

I walk into my home and put the groceries on the floor. I realized I had yet to look around my
place. So I started walking down the hall that is in front of the door. At the end of the hall
I look to my left, in front, then to my right. In front of me is the livingroom. To my left is
the kitchen and on the right of it is a door. To my right are 4 doors and what I'm guessing to
be a diningroom.

I go back to the front door and get the groceries. I bring them into the kitchen and put things
in the fridge and cabinets. I finish the task in next to no time at all. I head to the door
next to the kitchen and open it to see the guestroom/workroom. "Doesn't look too bad. Maybe I
can set my laptop up in here and turn this into a training room?" I leave this room and head
towards the livingroom.

"I can put an entertainment center in here so I don't get bored. I have a few things I can put
in here for display as well." I go forward and find a sliding glass door across from the main
door. I open it and look at the backyard. "Lets see a tree to the right about 12 feet tall, a
pond with goldfish to the left, and up ahead we have tons of roses!" I started crying
uncontrollably. 'Youko's favorite flowers were roses. I shall take excellent care of them.'
I head further into the field of roses and at the end of their trail there is a hot spring.

The door bell caught me off guard and I went to answer it. I stop crying and wipe away my
tears trying to look as normal as possible. 'I wonder how long I've been out here crying? Oh
well I still have a lot of unpacking to do. I shall set up and spend all of tomorrow in the
gardens.' I reached the door and open it. "Hello?" I said.

"Hello. Delivery service. I have a delivery for Aundrea. Are you her?" he asked. "Yes. I'm
Aundrea. I wasn't expecting you so soon." I said. "Sorry if I came at a bad time but you did
ask for rush deliver." "I'm sorry. Please come in." With that said he started unloading his
truck and putting everything in the livingroom. "Okay that's everything on the truck. Do you
want some help putting the stuff in its place?" That’s alright I got it." "Are you sure, some
of that stuff is really heavy?" "I'm sure I can handle it. Bye." "Bye."

I went back to the livingroom and started my tour of the apartment once again. 'Lets see. I
have the right side of the house left.' I waked to the right and opened the first of the 4
doors to find the master bedroom. I left and headed to the next door on the left of the first.
I opened it to find a huge bathroom. I went to the next door down to find another room with
an attached bathroom. I went to the last door to find that it lead to the basement. 'I wonder
what I could use his for? I'm sure something will come to mind.'

I took the furniture out of its boxes and started putting them in their places. After about 5
hours my home was completely furnished. I started looking around for my clock. 'Lets see. Oh its
10.' I went to my room and changed into a purple pajamas. I laid down in my bed and looked out
the window at the roses. 'Youko. I miss you so much. Don't worry I'm still looking for you and
I wont give up I promise. Soon we'll be together you'll see.'

I feel asleep into another one of my nightmares. The dream was no longer of how my brother
died but of how my Youko died. I know full well that I was the cause of his death. Now that
I'm telling you that much you might as well know I am responsible for both deaths. How I
killed them is not for you to know. I shall find Youko and a way to get Kuronue back. I have
to make up for killing them and see them before death comes.

~~~~~~YUME~~~~~~~

Youko is still holding me and I now look like a wreck. I haven't eaten in 5 days and refuse to
talk or make eye contact with anyone. Youko couldn't take seeing me like this anymore and went
for a walk. He only returned to sleep and eat. 2 days passed by slowly and I followed Youko on
his walk and he didn't notice me. I sat their looking at him as he looked into the water at
his reflection. We didn't notice the hunter stalking him.

In a few moments the hunter came out of his hiding and stabbed Youko through the heart. I
continued watching his suffering in horror. I was so scared and shocked I couldn't move. As
Youko was dying I killed the hunter and held Youko's dying body. "Youko don't die. I can't
lose you and my brother. I love you." I cried hard into his body. "A...Aun. I'm go goi going
to go to ningenkai. Please find me and we can be together again." "I promise I wont give up
until I find you again." "Bye love." "Bye Youko." He died.

~~~~~~~END YUME~~~~~~~

I woke up and cried my eyes out. "Youko come back to me love. I can't live without you." I sat
looking at the roses as I cried. 'Roses. Youko, roses, to me they are the same.' I got out of
the bed and went into the backyard. I sat down next to the roses and breathed in their sweet
scent. 'Smells like Youko. I'm to be haunted by flowers and memories. I will find you, I will
keep my promise, and I will get Kuronue back.' I went back to my room and changed into black
boots, black jeans, and a black shirt with a red rose on it.

I left the apartment and started my hunt for Youko. I knew he must have hidden in a human body.
'I think I'll enroll in different high schools and see if I can find him that way. Then I can
start stealing and he will find me that way. So I guess I'll enroll in the best first. Youko
always went for the biggest and the best. Meiou High. Okay here first.'

I started walking into the school and enrolled as a transfer student. "Come tomorrow and we'll
have someone show you around." the principal said. "Thank you sir." "My pleasure." 'Now to
plot my first theft. I think I shall steal Koenma's gem. Youko will figure out that I'm the
only one talented enough to steal that. Now to go home and prepare for my theft and school.
School is going to be awfll. Uniforms! NO!'

I am digging through the clothes I have to find my theft outfit. 'Ah here it is. This shall do
well for my assignment. Now to gget my uniform ready for tomorrow. Red. It figures. That's
funny, Youko wearing red. He would kill everyone within a 10 mile radius if he was to wear red.'
I set my clothes on the end of my bed and went into another horrible sleep. Dreams of all my
failed searches filled my dreams.

~~~~~~~END CHAPTER ONE~~~~~~~~

Well, what do you think. I know that it seems dark right now but in the next chapter it will
be more adventurous. Tell my about my mistakes. I accept flames but keep in mind this is my
first story and I was writing it late last night. Please review I respect all opinions. I
promise their will also be alot of fluff. I love fluff. Hope to write more soon. Also know I
don't have a spell checker I correct it my self. Bye for now and have a good day or night.

From,

Kurama'svixen date:2/9/04- 2/10/04