Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Lost ❯ Lost ( Chapter 1 )

 

 

Prologue

Sometimes we don't think, we don't see that we have what we want until it's gone. Once it's gone how do you find it? What will you do if you can't get it back? Once you do, do you appreciate it?

 

Lost

 

Hiei wanted to kill Botan as she led him through the hall of mirrors, though why it was called the hall of mirrors was a mystery since there was only one mirror in the entire place, the mirror of light.He hated that mirror, it reminded him of cruel things, things he didn't want to remember about his crime ring. Kurama paced by his side silently, they had been called here along with Yusuke and that freak Kuwabara, to assess a problem, yet they had no clue what that problem was.

"Stop teasing me you two, you're both ass holes!", Hiei froze in his tracks, that voice...Kurama too had stopped as the voice echoed through the hall, "goddamn it Hiei stop it right now!". Hiei couldn't move, sudden pain enveloped his body, was she doing this to him was her memory making his heart burn like this? Dropping to his knees he held his chest, it burned and seared, why was this happening. He felt Kurama's hand brush his hair and he shrunk away the voice echoed again, "Ah haha, Hiei thank you! I'll cherish it...", screams, was he screaming? It hurt! It hurt so fucking badly!

 

Botan stared at the sight before her, Hiei, the unshakable Hiei was on the floor screaming in pain as he held his chest. Kurama's voice was unusually harsh to her ears, "get the mirror, bring it here", nodding obediantly Botan quickly closed the remaining fifteen feet between the group and the mirror, picked it up off it's podium and hurried back to them. She handed the mirror to Kurama, his voice was quiet, "I thought so...Hiei, look...", Hiei looked up...

 

He gasped when he saw the reflection, his body reacted sharply, she lay asleep on her bed, her shirt pulled high over her chest. Without warning she reared up drowsily and hesitantly tugged her pajama pants down to her knees. She sighed, pulling her deep black hair back letting a few strands drop in front of her face, "why does this even happen to me anymore?", she asked quietly to the air, "I'm only going to hurt myself...but...", she burried her face into the large pillow her fingers slipping down her body coming to rest just above her cradle. She was going to touch herself? He glared demonicly, oh no she wasn't, diving into the mirror he soon found himself standing in her doorway. Her fingers meant to dip into her heat but they never made it, he grabbed her wrist and wrenched it up behind her, "what do you think you're doing Aden?". She jerked up and his hand caught tight hold of her throat, holding her to the mattress as he maliciously pulled his face close to hers, her voice was breathy, "Hiei? You...your...". Smirking he released his grip on her throat only to slip it between her legs, "not dead? Who ever said I was Aden?", he tugged sharply on her hymen dragging her to reality.

"Stop..."she breathed, "you'll only hurt me like every time before, why can't you find another toy to screw up?", he smiled another cruel smile, "because my current toy isn't broken yet...why should I get a new one?". Leaning down he kissed her neck, removing his fingers from her, "c'mon Aden you mean you didn't miss me?", Aden stared at the evil smile that danced on his lips then collapsed against his stomach, shuddering violently, "you bastard...", she sobbed, "you think I didn't miss you two?". Without a hint of hesitation she pulled away his cloak and kissed his stomach, "you guys never left my mind, what I was just about to do...you do this to me...", he smirked, "we do?", ripping her up by her hair he pulled her to face him, "do I cause your body to burn? To sear to the bone with heat and need?". He licked his teeth devilishly, letting her respond how she pleased, she moaned thickly, "why do you hate me?". He pushed her down against the mattress and knelt above her, breathing softly in her ear, "who ever said I hate you Aden?", she shivered when his tongue met with the skin of her neck, "don't assume things until you see me...".

 

Botan choked at the scene in the mirror, it was discusting, "that pig!", she complained, "he's so goddamn cruel, he doesn't deserve women...", Yusuke chuckled, "jealouse?", Botan stuck her nose in the air, "he can go fuck himself for all I care..." (in girl language that means 'hell yeah!'). Turning away she left in sheer pissoff-ed-ness, he was an asshole, he didn't deserve her...she stopped just outside the demon realm, "then why does it hurt so much?", she asked silently. She collapsed sobbing quietly, it wasn't fair...

 

"So where is Kurama?", Aden asked in a bubbly voice, Hiei smirked, "you allways had a soft spot for him didn't you?", Aden laughed as she pulled on a sexy pair of orange short shorts and a half-up-the-boob-but-barely-clings-to-her-ribs pink halter, "you can call it a sexual endeavor", she cooed as she tied her hair up into a tight ponytail. He smirked, "his or yours?", he asked eyeing the dip the shorts created in her back, she shot him a slight glare and he raised a hand up, "no worries, he's been watching you this entire time, I'm sure he got quite an eyeful of that chest of yours, since your shirt was pulled up pretty high. She was still perked slightly, he could see it poking needingly from behind her shirt since she wore no bra, "you gonna keep staring at me with your tongue haging out or are you gonna leave?". He shrugged, "what? And leave you here?", a cruel gleam caught in his eye, "I'm sure Kurama has a couple things to say....and do....to you...". Aden shivered, "has it really been that long that you think I've forgotten?", Hiei smirked, "could you guys get us out of here?".

Kurama bit his lip nervously, "we...can't...Botan left.", Hiei growled, "what do you mean she left? where?", he stopped, "nevermind screw that, you mean I have to go all the way back to the human world?". Kurama looked at the ground, "she might have gone there anyway", Aden smiled, "hi honey! C'mon I'll go too, it's been forever since I was last in the human world, it'll be fun!", taking Hiei by the arm she led him out the door.

 

The street lights cast a dull glow on Botan's face as she walked dejectedly down the sidewalk, why was she even doing this? Why the hell did she care what Hiei did with his life? She just did...pulling her coat tighter around her she tried to stave off the icy wind that was threatening to eat her alive, somehow she felt numb right now, maybe what she was doing hadn't fully sunken in yet. Her phone rang, it was Yusuke, she didn't answer, when it didn't stop she tossed it into a nearby dumpster, it didn't matter to her right now anyway. Nothing mattered right now, all she wanted to do was dissappear into the world of humans and not be found...

 

"What do you mean you don't know where the hell she is?!", Hiei yelled angrilly at Koenma who was watching him blandly as he freaked out. Aden stood in the corner waiting to leave, she'd never really enjoyed being in Koenma's presence, he was just too strict for her tastes. Then again Kurama and Hiei were stricter than he was... Koenma's voice was calm, "she's not answering her phone...", Hiei glared, "can't you just fucking track the damn signal? Criminals do it all the time to find people...". Koenma glared back at him, "we've pinpointed her location at the seventh allyway on Brikuse street, Tokyo Japan. But she hasn't moved in three hours so we figured it was a dead signal", Hiei slammed his fist down on the large desk, "don't figure until you know you royal prick!". With that he slammed out the door quaintly fallowed by Aden, who was laughing silently to herself at the look on Koenma's face.

"Goddamn it!" Hiei screamed as they trained the streets of Tokyo trying to find her, Koenma was such an idiot! Who would think that a signal was dead just because it didn't move, that was fucking ludicris! He found the dumpster along with Botan's phone, but no Botan...He slammed his fist against the side of the large bin leaving in it's wake a large dent, Botan was gone, there was no way they could find her in a city this big. He threw the phone against the wall of the allyway, cursing heaven and hell alike as he did so, they had to find her, he didn't know what he'd do if they didn't, he owed Botan, she'd kept him and Kurama from damnation to hell...

 

Botan sat shivering in the park, it was so cold...Her body seemed to be shaking of it's own accord, every part of her hurt and she wished she could simply burry herself into the ground. She was miserable, not only was she here like this but...she shook her head, no she would not think about that jerkoff, he wasn't worth the time...

 

"Hiei, babe? Why are you so upset? Is this Button so very important to you?", Aden asked innocently enough, Hiei shot her a rough glare, "her name is Botan and I just owe her okay?". Aden smiled, "come on Baby, do you really think that you can hide it from me? You love her don't you?". Hiei growled, "no...I have no need for such a shallow emotion...", Aden giggled, "yet you need lust and desire? You've destroyed so many young women with your feral instincts, are you sure that being with humans for so long hasn't taught you to fall in love?". Hiei couldn't believe what he was hearing, there was no way he could possibly have fallen in love with that putrid woman. She drove him up the wall with her stupidity and bluntness, she was discusting and foul and...oh god, he had fallen in love with her! There was no time for barrading himself right now, he had to find her...

"C'mon you useless bitch...", he growled to an appauled Aden, but she fallowed him until they came to a park and he stopped dead. A girl sat silently on one of the picnic tables, her long blue hair, usually in a ponytail, hung free around her shoulders as the wind tugged greedily at it. Her trenchcoat was pulled tightly, revealing the full shape of her body and the fact that she was visibly shivering with cold, he walked without a sound up behind her.

 

Botan huddled in her long coat, why did it feel like the wind was simply going through her?

"You moron! Do you know how many people have been looking for you these past 6 hours?", Botan froze, well as best she could with her shivering, two arms slid around her and she fought her way out of them, accidentally hitting the owner square in the nose with her fist. He instantly let go and Botan scuttled away to see Hiei glaring at her, she glared back, "what do you want?", his voice almost scared her, "I wanted to know if you were allright considdering I've been looking for you for about 6 hours or more!". Botan turned away and began to leave, she felt his hand fist painfully in her hair and yank her back, "I wouldn't do that if I were you, it could be painful...", his voice was soft but deadly. Shivering when the tip of his nose brushed against her nape, she heard him smirk, "you have no clue how good it is to see you...", he whispered only for her to hear. His arm meant to slide around her waist but she pulled away, forcing him to jerk her back against him by her hair and he did not try it again. Something wet dipped against her shoulder, she was pretty sure it was his tongue...

"Stop, you're making me cold...", she said lightly, trying to free herself from his grasp, he let go of her hair just before slowly stepping back away from her. Botan glared at him, "what do you want you jackass?", he smirked, that was a new one, "nothing that you can't give me...". She stopped dead for a second then smacked him sharply, "YOU PIG!", she screamed, he smiled, it was music to his ears...

 

Botan sat quietly in the appartment, everyone had been happy to see her, it turned out that that girl, Aden, was Kurama's love, she felt stupid to say the least.

"You feeling better?", Hiei stood in the doorway smirking at her, his cloak and shirt were gone. Botan choked slightly, he was gorgeous, "y-yeah I'm fine", she looked away, pinkly staring at the mattress of the bed she was sitting on. Without warning her face was drawn up by two hands, "good...", Hiei's lips met hers gently, much gentler than she ever thought he could be. He pulled her hair, which she had put back up into a poytail, down; gently running his fingers through it. Filing his fingers down through the strands he placed them on her shoulders, pulling the t-shirt she was wearing up over her chest.

"You scared the shit outta me tonight...", he said softly, his mouth moving down her cheek to her neck, she jumped as his fingers gently tugged on the clasp of her bra and pulled that too, up. Botan shivered, was he really doing this? Hiei smirked, "am I making you cold again?", he whispered against her throat, his fingers touching her chest gently.

"No...", she whispered and caught a chuckle, "good", he said clearly before his mouth encircled her perked nipple causing her to scream and a fire to light in the pit of her stomach. A second after it started, it stopped and he pulled away leaving her aroused and unsated on the bed. He began to walk out when Botan leapt on him, "you idiot, don't start things if you aren't going to finish them...", she cooed and heard him laugh enigmatically. Rolling over he pulled her down, "I was hoping that would be your reaction..." he said softly and rammed her mouth down on his, pushing his tongue into her. She tasted delicious, "you're mine now...", he whispered, pressing his hips against her stomach, she smiled lighlty just before licking his throat, "that means you're mine now too...". He smiled, "I'll show you heaven, Botan...I'll show you a pleasing hell of addiction..." he whispered. She closed her eye's, "then I'll show you the same...".

 

Epilogue

 

 

 

Sometimes we don't think, we don't see that we have what we want until it's gone. Once it's gone it's hell to find it, but maybe that will only make you appreciate it all the more...