Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Salvation and Damnation ❯ Authors Note! ( Chapter 3 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Warning, this is not a chapter this is an author's note. Sorry to disappoint.



Well everyone, hello again... long time no write ne'? Anyhow I would like to apologize to all of my readers/reviewers who have waited oh so
patiently and anxiously for me to update my stories. I have been going through a bit of a dilemma recently... well actually for the last year I've been
battling a constant drip of depression.

As many of you who are familiar with me know, I was married to a Navy man whom I worshipped more than anything in this world. He was and still
is the love of my life and even though I was faithful, loyal, patient for him to return to me from war... and loved him more than anything in this world,
he has decided to divorce me and abandone me without any more reason than his excuse of "I'm not happy."

Yea well, I sure as fuck wasn't happy waiting for him for 2 fucking years either but I guess I don't really matter now do I? I barely got my life a bit
more stabilized now, he's left and now I'm raising our three year old little girl on my own as well as paying rent, bills and trying to find a decent job in
Las Vegas Nevada.

I'm sure you can all imagine it was a long hard road out of hell. However I do really want to apologize to everyone who reviewed my stories and
stuck with me for this long. You know I'm still getting reviews from people at MediaMiner.org and AdultFanFiction.Net... it's really amazing! I'll try
to continue "Salvation and Damnation" A.S.A.P. I swear. I'm just a bit overwhelmed right now.

Now for the issue of whether I will continue "Not Meant for Me"... sigh... see the thing is right now I'm very jaded when it comes to love. If I write
this it won't be a happy upbeat fic like it currently is. When I wrote that I was dreaming of my now ex husband returning from war to ravish me and
love me forever. To make me his and solely his. Now that he's thrown me away like last weeks garbage I might end up turning it into a scorned
lover kind of fic.

"Not Meant for Me" is the best piece of fiction I have wrote and I really do not want to ruin it. See what I mean? Maybe someday when I can
cleanse my heart of this absolute pain and loneliness I feel I may be able to return and do it some justice... but not now.

I wish I could just get over him the way he just got over me so I could write more to my story but... when I took my vows I meant them... and now as
I look back on our relationship I see how onesided our love was. I know this is not a burden you my readers should bear but... it feels good to
write about it.

Anyhow thank you all for sticking with me for this long. You can't imagine how wonderful it was to finally get internet access again and see all the
reviews just piled up and waiting for me to read! It made me cry to know I moved so many people. Thank you all!

I'll return soon with more delicious chapters for "Salvation and Damnation" as well as a few one shots some of you fellow pervs out there might
enjoy. I'm not recovered yet... but I'm fast on the road to getting there.



Hugs n' Kisses for all,

XxPlutoxX