Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ The Healing Process ❯ Chapter 6

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Cold air swirled around him once more like the lie he lived. Part of him wished Kurama would run after him, but he knew the kitsune wouldn't force him to stay. Was it only yesterday that Kurama had healed his body after the Tournament? they had argued then and Hiei knew he had done most of the yelling. Yet Kurama still wanted him to stay. He held nothing against him form the day before. And here he was, angry that Kurama felt he didn't know him. Hiei felt sick with himself. What was he doing? He stopped walking halfway down the street. The sky was slowly turning blue as the sun approached the horizon. Every fiber of his being told he to go back. "Shimatta." He didn't want to be alone... All the light sin the house were off. Hiei climbed the framiliar branches of Kurama's tree and opened the ningen's window. Kurama was in the washroom across the hall. Hiei lowered himself into his room and closed the window behind him. The bathroom door opened and the light turned off. Kurama walked into his room and jumped when he saw Hiei's sillouette by the window.
Hiei shifted, "I changed my mind. Am I still welcome here?" He asked. Kurama didn't say a word. Instead he rushed up to him, grabbed his face and kissed him with barely suppressed passion. Hiei's eyes widened abruptly at Kurama's blunt action but they too lost their focus and closed as he returned the kiss. Hiei ran his hands through Kurama's long hair and Kurama growled into his mouth, their tongues entwining. Hiei pulled back, gasping for a breath. Kurama's eyes were clouded over and he licked his lips, "You came back." He smiled. Hiei looked up at Kurama's hair, his eyes tracing the contures of the redhead's face and finally down to his lips. Hiei was about to go for them again when the kitsune stopped him, a hand to his chest. Hiei looked down at the hand, then back up to mischeivious eyes. Kurama removed his nightshirt, revealing an excruciatingly tone torso that shone from the blue of the morning sky. Hiei ran his fingers down Kurama's abs, tracing the muscles. Kurama laughed and bent over, moving his stomach away from that torturous touch.
"That tickles." he grinned.
Hiei smirked. "Hn. I know your weakness, Kitsune."
Kurama's face changed to a slightly fervent expression and he ran his hands under Hiei's shirt and lifted it over his head, exposing his own muscular torso. Kurama looked him over with greedy eyes. Hiei eyed the bed. "Kurama?" Kurama kissed him again. Hiei found himself breathing irradically as the kitsune woke up feelings he had long ago suppressed.They devowered eachother and by the time they reached the bed, both boys were laughing and gasping for air. Kurama pushed Hiei onto his back and leaned over him, breathing hard. Hiei closed his eyes.
"Is this what you ment when you said you wanted to 'break me' Kurama?"
Kurama loked at the dark youkai's closed eyes, willing them to open. When they didn't, he answered, " Have I broken through that emotional wall of yours?"
Hiei opened his eyes and focused them on the redhead. "Kurama, it's not that easy. I don't know how to show what I'm feeling." he admitted, looking away. Kurama licked his cheek. Hiei made a face.
Kurama smiled at him, "There! See? You just showed me you don't like that. When I kissed you a minute ago you were laughing. When I wouldn't let you sleep yesterday you yelled at me. And when you were lonely you came here looking for me. You are perectly capable of showing what you feel."
Hiei thought about this for a moment before speaking again. "I don't understand what you want from me."
Kurama lay beside him. "I want you to be open with me. Let me in on your thoughts. It hurts when you isolate yourself from me because you don't want my help."
Hiei stared at the ceiling. He could feel Kurama watching him. "Fine." He said. "But if I'm going to be more 'open', you have to do the same. I know you don't tell me everything either." He glanced over at the redhead. "Like why the hell you have flowered wall paper in your room."
Hiei hid his face with his arms as Kurama hit him with a pillow.
"You really know how to bruise my ego!" Kurama laughed. "Okay, deal."
Hiei turned to face him. "...So....what now?"
A smile snaked across the kitsune's face. "What do you want to do? Now's your chance to be open."
Hiei raised an eyebrow before grasping the other's hand and running his fingers over his face. Kurama moved closer, his nose almost touching the hand on Hiei's face. Hiei moved Kurama's hand away and smiled with his eyes. "I think I'm coming down with something, Kurama. And I don't think it's something your plants can cure me of."
Kurama grinned, "Mmmm. What shall we do about your condition then?"
Hiei growled impaitiently, "Heal me."

~Owari~

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