Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ The Secrets Of Life ❯ Unknown Feeligs Revealed ( Chapter 1 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Hey people this is my second story and I decided to make it an adventure story. I have another story that has to do with a party with a whole bunch of unexpected guest and of course yaoi! I hope you all check it out! Well I guess I don't have much to say right now so I'll just get on with story! Please R&R it will be greatly appreciated and I will also love some request or advice if you have any to give! Enjoy! ^_^
CHAPTER 1
UNKNOWN FEELINGS REVEALED
High in a tree sat a lone figure with piercing crimson eyes and spiky ebony hair. The figure wore tight black pants with two belts, a blue tank top, and a black cloak. A white bandana covering his jagan eye and wards wrapped around his right arm concealing the black dragon adorned his body. This figure is known as Hiei Jaganshi. He sat in the tree with one leg dangling off the edge of the branch and one up to his chest with his emotionless mask watching his red-headed friend through his window.
It may seem like he is just a cold hearted demon like his façade portrays but deep down he has feelings that one rarely sees. Only a chosen few have had the honor of being grace with one of his true smiles and one of the chosen few was sitting inside the room that Hiei was looking into.
At a desk sat a figure with shimmering emerald eyes and long red hair. He was tall and thin and adored by many. This figure was known as Kurama. To you and me he may seem like ordinary handsome boy. But he is so much more. He is an ancient 7 foot tall fox spirit with long silver hair and golden eyes. He is an infamous thief in the Makai. The figure is known as Youko Kurama. But in school and with family he is known as Shuichi Minamino, the perfect son and strait A student.
Hiei admired the fox from afar because deep down he recently realized he harbored deep feelings for the fox although he never showed it for he was a master at hiding he emotions due to his previous life.
Hiei was thrown off of his homeland, a floating island, and shunned by his people because his mother had sexual relations with a man. The koorimes are asexually creatures and an all female race so this is why he is seen as forbidden. He was abandoned by the bandits that took him in and raised him. He had to fend for himself to survive and in doing so he mastered his swordsmanship and later on the black dragon. Through this hard life he built a barrier around his heart that know one has seem to be able to break, not even his twin sister Yukina. Even though they are siblings Yukina still does not know Hiei is her brother. Hiei will not tell her because he would lose his jagan. So he settles for watching her from afar and protecting her when needed. Yukina still searches for her brother and asks Hiei to assist when he goes to the Makai but he is not sure if he will ever tell her even though he says he never will. The only person though able to break the years built barrier was Kurama himself.
Kurama was a well-known thief in the Makai. He loved to crack codes, break seals and steal valuable treasure. But on one of his heists he was shot by a hunter and almost killed. He fled to the Ningenkai and merged souls with an unborn child of the mother Shiori Minamino. He fused with the soul to regain his strength so he can go back to the Ningenkai. But after time he fell in love with the women and couldn't leave her. She taught him to love and to care and for that he was grateful. He even risks his life to save her when she was in the hospital but that is a whole other story. He also harbors deep feelings for the little apparition who is unknown to him just right outside his window for Hiei was masking his ki. Since they had first met he loved the little demon. The way he talked, walked, fought and just his cold exterior even though he knew deep down Hiei did have a soft side. He longed to tell him but it risked his friendship with him. So he tried to make the best of it by bottling up his feelings and keep his friendship while it was eating him up inside.
Hiei looked up to the sky when a drop of water hit his nose. He hated the rain considering he was a fire demon. Every time it rained he would always stay with Kurama but as soon as it stopped he would leave while Kurama slept because he might just slip and tell him how he felt and their friendship would die right there. He stood up and walked to the tip of the branch and lightly tapped Kurama's window. Kurama knew all too familiarly who it was since it was going to rain and no one else came to his house through the window. He got up and opened the window for Hiei to enter.
“Hello hiei what brings you here” kurama said even though he already knew the answer to the question.
`To tell you I love you and hope you will be with me forever' hiei thought hopefully. “Hn baka Kitsune it is going to rain and you know I hate the rain”
Kurama chuckled “I know. Well I always enjoy your company hiei” kurama flashed one of his smiled that hiei loved so much even though he wished sadly hiei would come sometime just to see him.
“Hn”
Kurama went back to his desk to finish his homework. But it was no use. He could not concentrate thinking about the little fire demon.
Hiei sat on Kurama's bed admiring him while he did his homework longing to tell him how he felt. He wanted to know if the fox shared his feelings and contemplated if he should tell him or not.
`Should I tell him? What if he doesn't accept my love? I guess I will not know unless I tell him. I guess its time' Thought hiei.
Kurama was in a similar state wondering if he should tell him also.
`I have to risk it. I can't hold it in any longer. But what if he doesn't love me and he runs away? Will he ever speak to me again? Would we still be friends? No. I have to tell him' thought Kurama.
“Kurama?” hiei called out to him jerking him out of his thoughts.
“Yes hiei” Kurama said turning around to face him.
They stared at each other searching the others eyes until hiei finally spoke up and looked at his hands in his lap breaking the locked gazes.
“I…have s-something… to t-tell you…” he stuttered.
“What is it hiei?'' he asked curiosity getting the best of him. `What could make him stutter like that' he wondered.
“Well…I…um…”
“Hiei you could tell me anything you know that” Kurama said and flashed another of his award winning smiles, reassuring hiei to continue.
`This is harder than I though well here it goes' hiei thought and sighed “I…I-I…l-love you” he whispered
`Did he just say what I think he just said? I hope I am not dreaming and he said what I hope he said.' Kurama thought with a shocked expression.
Hiei sat there staring at his hands thinking if he should just leave and accept the fox doesn't love him because the silence was driving him crazy.
Right after Kurama got out of his shocked state he got up and sat on the bed next to hiei.
“Do you really mean that hiei?” kurama said very softly.
Hiei finally lifted his gaze to those of the fox with sincerity pouring out of his eyes.
“Yes. You were and are the only person that was able to break the barriers around my heart that surround my heart. I want to be with you…”
“Oh hiei”
“…Maybe telling you was a mistake” hiei said as he got up and headed for the window.
Kurama grabbed his arm “Hiei wait. It was not a mistake. I am so glad you told me because...” tears cascade down his cheeks “…I love you to” he said as he smiled through the tears.
Hiei turned around to look at the fox disbelievingly until he saw the sincerity pouring out of his gorgeous eyes with his tears. He smiled one of his rarely seen smiles that was reserved only for his fox and sat back down next to him and wiped his tears away. He then rested his head on the foxes shoulder and Kurama wrapped his arms around hiei lovingly and both sighed contently.
Then a frown appeared on Hiei's face and he pulled away from the loving embrace. Kurama stared at him with confusion.
“Why fox” he whispered
Kurama had to strain to here him but did none the less. “Why what hiei”
“Why me… why did you choose me… I am not good enough for you. I'm not even good enough for my own people. Who would want a cold heart murderer like me” hiei said with his head down as a lone tear fell from his face and solidified into a tear gem. I was a deep black and blue color with a red swirl of red in the middle.
“Hiei don't ever speak of yourself like that again. Of course you're good enough for me and the only one for me. I love you because you're you and no one else. I don't care about your past, how you were raised, or how you lived. I care about you and I will always love you.
Kurama then lifted Hiei's chin up and kissed him gently on the lips. Hiei eagerly responded. They wished that moment could have last forever but they had to break apart due to lack of air. Kurama then hugged him tightly to him like he would never let him go. He smiled when hiei returned the embrace. After a while of just sitting with each other and inhaling the others scent kurama reluctantly pulled away. Kurama pulled back the covers on the bed and lay down. Hiei moved to go sit the window sill.
“Hiei”
“Yes”
“Will you come lay down with me” Kurama said as he pulled back the covers and scooted over to give room for hiei to join him. Hiei complied and lay down next to his fox. Kurama wrapped around his arms around Hiei's waist and pulled him closer.
“Kurama”
“Yes koi”
“Koi” hiei repeated. “I like that” kurama just chuckled. “Please never leave me”
“I will never leave you love, I love you to much and I couldn't if I tried” kurama said smiling.
Hiei quickly kissed the foxes lips. “I love you, my fox” `I can finally say that now. I like it' hiei thought.
“I love you to.” Kurama said and kissed Hiei's forehead.
Both lied in each others arms contently and fell into a peaceful slumber.
Well I hope you all like my first chapter! This is not a one shot even though it may seem to be! I hoped you all enjoyed it and will continue to journey with me until it is finished! Please R&R!^_^