Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ The Tree ❯ Chapter 2: Spring ( Chapter 2 )

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The Tree: No Rewind Button

The months have passed by quickly yet the days have gone on agonizingly slow. Our tree has lost its white frosting opting instead for tiny green buds that bring with them the promise of spring, new life, and fresh beginnings.

I wish I really could start over, rewind my life and begin again. Maybe then you wouldn't have left, maybe you'd still be here with me to watch the Cherry Blossoms bloom.

But that's impossible.

The fact is that you are gone and with you went the rest of the gang, leaving me with no one…are you really that selfish?

I suppose I should have expected it, after all I was the only person in our little group with out any trace of spiritual powers.It must have been so tiring for you to have a normal human following you around like a lost dog, with nothing better to do nowhere else to go. You must have gotten so annoyed with having to protect me and rescue me time and time again, only to have me be kidnapped by yet another of your foes. I should never have put so much pressure on all of you and relied on you so often.

No, you weren't being selfish. I was.

…still, even though I think I understand, it doesn't take away from the sting of rejection and the consuming fear of being alone.

Alone.

That word seems to echo throughout my thoughts, as if screaming, `Why are you afraid of being so when it's apparent that you already are?'

It's true, I am alone. And no matter how I try to convince myself, I can't help but feel that,

It's your fault Yusuke.