Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ The What ifs Of Yu Yu Hakusho ❯ Chapter 1 ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

"Life during Death"

"Untitled"-Simple Plan

Yusuke Urameshi: 14 student year old, junior high school student who is one of the toughest in his school, no, correction, he IS the toughest. So how the hell did I die from a freakin car, trying to save some little kid!

I open my eyes

I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light

I can't remember how, I can't remember why

I'm lying here tonight

This sure sucks like hell! I actually thought doing something good would reward me with something not kill me! Now all I can do is float around and wait for that damn egg to hatch!

And I can't stand the pain

And I can't make it go away

No I can't stand the pain

Though I'd never admit it out loud, I'm sorta scared if what might come out of the egg. I'm not the nicest of kindest person in the world, ya know. What if...what if this thing is evil and eats me. Heh that would be funny if I was eaten by a damn egg. The great Urameshi gets eaten by an egg. Hehe. That's priceless.

...Dammit, why did I have to die...

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
Cuz I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I remember when I first realized I was dead. People surrounded me, well at least my body. I tried to catch their attention, but no one saw me. Those stupid jerkoffs! Whenever I feel like being left alone, they bug the hell out of me, but now that I want their attention, they can't give it to me. Assholes...

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

I thought about how my life would be if I returned. I can hear it now. "Teenage boy returns back to like after being hit by a car." News reporters would be all around, and my classmates would be terrified of me even more, thinking I was so tough I was able to cheat death. Hehe...maybe I'm flattering myself too much. They probably wouldn't even notice I'm alive...again. They would only pay attention to the things that will give me a bad rep. Maybe I shouldn't even come back at all. It would do everyone a favor. But then again...I remember.

I remember my mom, who would probably die from O.D. if I weren't there to keep her alive. I remember Kuwabara, though only hell could make me admit it (and I doubt that would work either) I consider him, one of my very few friends. He's my...punching-bag friend, if you will. How could I let him down by dying when his goal in life is to beat me in a fight? Though he'll never come close, it doesn't hurt to dream and who am I to take away that dream. And then there's Keiko. My best friend since we were little. The one who always pesters me to go to class and stop skipping school. My total opposite. So why come back for her...I just need to. There's not explanation.

I just need to. I care for her, I...

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing matter
And I can't explain what happened and I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
Cuz I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me