Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Thinking Of You ❯ Wedding Day ( Chapter 33 )

Thinking Of You

The wedding was pushed back, and pushed back until it was put firmly in place in May. In May, on the 19th we would officially become one. We would be married. Every day that passed made me even more nervous, and anxious. I couldn't wait, but I was scared. I was scared because who knew if something would go wrong. It made me nervous. I don't know why, but it made me more nervous then I was to begin with. To tell the truth, I had been nervous since three weeks before I proposed. I was so nervous for no reason. You loved me, I knew that. I knew I was your only one. I knew you'd say "I do," so what was I so nervous about?

You were excited that the wedding would be in the spring. You fixed it so that it would be outside and on a hill overlooking a forest. I couldn't help but wonder where you found that place. You got an excellent florist, caterer, and everything. You kept everyone busy. I was out getting a tux or some other thing you thought would look good, Yusuke was practicing being the "man of honor" by hanging around me way too much. The head groomsman, or whatever his title was ended up being Kuwa, because I absolutely forbade him to be my "Man of honor" since I was to be the "bride." When Yusuke first heard that he couldn't stop laughing… I nearly blew him up for that. I was so mad. Stupid Yusuke.

So here I am, waiting patiently in my little tent thing. I'm waiting for my signal. I'm waiting to go down the aisle. I'm so goddamn nervous!! Yukina is sitting with me, a worried look on her face. I told her a few months ago I was her brother. She was so happy. I still can't see why. She's here to walk me down the aisle.

Everyone is here. Your family, Koenma, Yusuke, Keiko and the baby, Kuwabara the moron, Shizuru and the man, Botan the annoying bubble, and others. Mukuro even came. I was surprised when she showed up. I don't see how they got her here, or why they let her come. But she's here. She apparently said she couldn't just sit back and wait for me to come to her and say `Mukuro I'm married to Kurama. Deal with it.', so she came. I don't see her logic or anything, but whatever. A few of your friends from when you were Youko are here. I don't know them, but they seem totally supportive… though one of them did mention something about `sharing,' or something and you blushed. Inari was here; apparently you two were good acquaintances, or something. I don't want to know. He seems very happy for you.

"Hiei, onii-chan, it's time," Yukina says. I gulp and look in the mirror one last time. I'm wearing black pants and a Chinese tunic of red. I look good… I think Yusuke said `spiffy." I take a deep breath and follow her out of the tent.

I gasp. I haven't seen the setup till now. You made me come in blindfolded and never let me sit in on your planning meetings. It's gorgeous. The guests are sitting on white chairs. The chairs themselves are exquisite. I can't describe them, but they are fold ups. The aisle is outlined by small white, planted flowers. The aisle is strewn with red rose petals. There's an iron trestle at the end of the path. Ivy and roses grow on it. The minister and you stand beneath it. You look stunning in those white pants and green tunic. Behind all of this I see the backdrop of the budding forest. I gasp again. I have never beheld anything so beautiful or moving.

Yukina wraps her around mine and we begin to walk towards you. Each step makes me more nervous. We reach the end of the aisle and I turn to her. She kisses my cheek and sits next to her fiancée, the moron. I look to you and step up next to you. You smile at me a face me.

"We gather here today to witness the joining of these two people, Shuiichi Minamino, also known as Kurama, and Hiei Jaganshi," the minister began to recite. He didn't have too much to say, since we had opted for a ceremony involving our own vows and not a church ritual.

"Will you begin Kurama?" the minister asked. You nodded and took my hands in yours.

"Hiei," you began. "I cannot fully express how much I love you in just mere words. I love you more than life, more than acceptance, more than anything. You have become my everything. From the moment I first saw you I knew that you would be the one. I knew that you'd be the one I'd want to spend the rest of my life with. I knew you would be the one to melt my heart of ice. You're always telling me, and showing me how much I've affected you, but you've affected me too. I've changed. I'm even less detached, I'm more loving, and I'm more everything. You are the light of my life. You are that shining thing we all look for in our lives. You are my savior, you are my protector, you are my devil, and you are my angel. You make me feel like no one before you has. You make me feel what everyone should know in their lifetime. I'm here today to make it official to the world. I'm here to proclaim it from the tallest building that I love you. I want the world to know that the only person who matters is you. I want to be with you forever and beyond. I want those I hold dear to have you as a permanent fixture in their lives. You are the most wonderful person I know. I know you always will be. Today is the day you are officially mine, and I am officially yours, forever."

I felt tears run down my face. I knew you meant every one of those beautiful words. I felt so happy and I felt the love you felt for me, and I for you. Most people had tears in their eyes or were crying. Even the minister had a trail of tears.

"And now for you Hiei," he managed to say.

"Um, I'm not as good with words as you are, but I know I love you. I know that you are the most precious thing in my life. I know that I want to be with you forever and beyond. I want to tell it to everyone that I love you. You are my world. You are my life. I hated existence before I met you. I hated myself and I hated the world I lived in. The only thing I cared for was my sister. She was my only solace, and she didn't know about me. I met you by mistake and you took care of me. No matter what I did, no matter how mean I got, you were kind. I have experienced so many things in my life. I'd never experienced feelings before you. I didn't have a purpose, I didn't have anything. You gave me everything. You gave me a purpose, you gave me feelings, you gave me a life that I am proud to live, you gave me a second chance, you gave me friends and friendship, and through it all you never wanted a thing in return except for my company. I didn't get why you wanted to be with me. You seemed to think I was worth something. You seemed to genuinely care. No one cared for me before. You drew me in with your spell. You intoxicated me with your kindness and your trust. You drew me into your world full of life and love. I had never planned to care for anyone. I never wanted to get attached. Somehow you got to me, bringing friends and feelings. You changed me into the person I am now. You brought me feeling. I feel because of you. I'm glad you found out. I'm glad that everything in my life has happened. Most of all I'm glad to have you in my life. I feel blessed beyond description to have your love. I love you Kurama. I want everyone to know I love you, I don't care what the consequences are, as long as they know you are the only one for me," I tell you. The only person who matters is you, and I know you feel what I feel. I detach one of my hands and wiped away the tears I've caused. I know now that they are not tears of pain or sorrow, but of joy.

The minister barely manages to finish the ceremony. I don't think he knew that two people, no matter what sex they are, can love each other as deeply as we do.

"I now pronounce you wed. You may kiss…" the minister scrunched his brow, trying to figure out if he should say `bride' or `man' or `husband'. We ignore him and kiss. Cheers arise from the crowd. I smile, as do you. You take my hand and we face the standing crowd. Some sort of wedding march starts as we begin down the aisle. We get showered in rose petals of all colors. I can't wipe this smile off my face. You are mine as I am yours. We run to the limo that's waiting for us. I jump in and you follow. You look at me with fire in your eyes. I smirk and wrap my arms around you, kissing you passionately.

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"Kurama…?" I ask quietly after the activities that have kept us up till four in the morning.

"Hmmm?" you mumble.

"I have something to tell you..." I trail off.

"Yeah?..." you mumble and snuggle closer to me.

"… I'm pregnant," I whisper.

"…"

"WHAT?!"

~Owari

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I know I said my notes in the last chap would be my last, but oh well. I have finally finished this fic. Sooo extremely sorry I didn't do it earlier. Stuff happened. …What a reason… Anyway, that's the end of "Thinking Of You". I hope you enjoyed reading it, I enjoyed writing it. I wish to thank each and every one of the people who read this fic, and a special shout out to those who reviewed!! You guys encouraged me to keep this fic alive, and I'm glad I didn't end it after the 6th chapter. I'd write all of your names here… I probably will… Anyway… this is the end. I know it was kinda evil but *shrugs* I wanted to do that (The mpreg), but I'm done with this fic. This is the author saying I'm writing comments and whatever for all those of you who have reviewed previous to this chapter. For oldest to newest:

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